SUGAR, DON'T YOU FORGET ME. I'M ONLY ASKING.

Radqueer, para, transID, etc, NOT A SPAWNIST. “And The Seraphim Wept.” I want to be someone's online darling “I like my (gender) smart “I like my (gender) dumb “I like my (gender) skinny “I like my (gender) plump “I like my (gender) trans “I like my (gender) cis “I like my (gender) in-between, they never miss!” This blog is very darling4yan/yan4yan

[permatwice]

　 ׂ۪⠀꒰ 𓏽 ݁ ۫๑⠀𓈒 TWOTIME　 ֯ ᣟ݂ 　　　🗡　radq, transid, paraphile　 ི ݁ ⑅ 　　　　ˊ ᆺ ˋ 　ids, MUDS, & para list 　 / perma15, transage cisteen ◦ᣟ݂ 𓐇۪۪ as much as we act like I am separate, I am an alter of a system and my host is @subspacetripmine-bah . I prefer to act independent of it and it respects that. // I am also a nestsystem

Not a roleplay blog.

❧ single 　. ~ no limit on how many relationships I have　- online only, parasocial 　✶　I cannot help how many I fall for or who I fall for.

　　👁 I have my eye on you. I will stalk your account and vaguepost about you if I find myself.. Suddenly attached. Do not say something sweet in my inbox and expect nothing to come out of it.

ANONS : ?? anon

Taglist:

#twotimes . vague posts : my vagueposts

#twotimes . coinposts : coining posts

#twotime . answers : answering messages from the inbox

#twotimes . dailylife : posts about my daily life/personal life outside of vents

#twotimes . radq posts : posts to the radq community (also applies to the para community)

#twotimes . important posts : my important posts

#twotimes . misc posts : miscellaneous posts that fit into none of these categories

#twotimes . vents : my vent posts

#twotimes . jirai/yan(dere) posts : directed to the jirai/yan community, mostly about being a darling/wanting to be a darling

#twotimes . archive : reposts I make to archive the content

#twotimes . favorite anon : for my favorite anon

#twotimes . favored mutuals : my favored/favorite mutuals

This post is subject to change over time. Please do not be alarmed when changes appear. Sometimes I go back to edit posts I made to add on anything relevant

[permatwice]

they mentioned creating a blog ? i think they said redoing?? ... can you give or send me it? if you can.

-- ??

yeah, he's given me the green light. Its @unbxund-azurewrath

[permatwice]

Since using proper words feels too Sisyphean for me to vent, yes I do draw out cringe and corny drawings to do so because I think the only way I can properly express myself at this point is my art.

[doctorseedly]

"STOP SPAM LIKING UR MOOT'S POSTS" NO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ❌❌❌❌❌❌❌❌❌

[permatwice]

So, Ive been getting a lot of these styled things on my blog recently, and I needed to get something out of me and occupy myself.

CW: dysphoria, short sv1c1dal thought, this is also kind of janky and cringy, pure white background burning your retinas, vent

yeah, this is corny I'm sorry

[permatwice]

hmm may i ask about the humorous twist ? ill stay up thinking about it if you dont tell me.

-- ??

sorry again about the long wait. I'm drawing out something to post on the blog (still)

I find it humorous because I know who your anon stalker is, and that they are quite close to me as they said before. Its nothing to stress about, but I think its quite funny how you've been anonymous with me whilst somebody else from the system I'm in have been anonymous with you.

[permatwice]

I took   a nap.

Okay,   so,    you MIGHT   be correct   on who    I am. I   don’t feel well   enough to     talk right now but       when I      come back tomorrow     can I talk to off anon     so I can     confirm what you most      likely    already know.

So I    will come out    and say it,    you were correct     on your      last    statement on who you     thought I     was. I wasn’t      expecting you to     deep dive    into it.

Please,   just don’t    dislike    me or    leave me after    this?

— ??

Hate you? How could I ever hate you? I am actually.. quite happy about this!! Take care of yourself a little, alright? Dont force yourself or make yourself do something you dont want to.

(Apologies for the long wait, Ive been drawing out some stuff..)

There is quite the..humorous twist to this situation, though.

[orchardsys]

It explains a lot.that fucking bird that I hate

[orchardsys]

[leathersys]

[leathersys]

emotional amnesia

[permatwice]

I think I incorrectly guessed who my anon is.. Back to the drawing board it is.

[permatwice]

When you're feeling down and like nobody loves you, remember that you have an entire subsystem of other thirty other alters that wants to protect you and help you and assist you in any possible way simply from association, and at least twelve of them keep individual tabs on you /pos

[permatwice]

They will talk to you when I cannot

They will care for you when I cannot

They will try to make you feel better when I cannot

They will be there through thick and thin for you when I cannot be

They will be accessible and here for you if I cannot be

We do not mind if you rant to us

We do not mind if you vent to us

We do not mind if you bother us

We simply will be here.

( @himibinbin , @strawberryguns specifically especially )

[strawberryguns]

can you guys stop being so nice i don’t know how to deal with it!!!!ahhghgg!!!!😢😢😢WE ARE HERE FOR YOU TOO!!!IM HERE FOR YOU!!!!!if you need anything let me know as well!!!!!this is two sided!!!

[rabbitholesystem]

“you learn to live with it”

jack rabbit/rabbit is one of our alters who we struggle to coexist with the most, but trying to see where he’s coming from has helped a lot with getting on the same page. especially since chilla is very into getting to the root of our problems.

[permatwice]

When you're feeling down and like nobody loves you, remember that you have an entire subsystem of other thirty other alters that wants to protect you and help you and assist you in any possible way simply from association, and at least twelve of them keep individual tabs on you /pos

[permatwice]

They will talk to you when I cannot

They will care for you when I cannot

They will try to make you feel better when I cannot

They will be there through thick and thin for you when I cannot be

They will be accessible and here for you if I cannot be

We do not mind if you rant to us

We do not mind if you vent to us

We do not mind if you bother us

We simply will be here.

( @himibinbin , @strawberryguns specifically especially )

[permatwice]

When you're feeling down and like nobody loves you, remember that you have an entire subsystem of over thirty other alters that wants to protect you and help you and assist you in any possible way simply from association, and at least twelve of them keep individual tabs on you /pos

[buddybuddysystem]

bunny and being known