My Tunnel

Follow me through the darkest of days, stumbling through the black hole that swolllws me as i try to escape through the light...

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Blood test tomorrow... Another reason for my mind to over think a lot more... Great 🙄

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Ive been thinking... Is it just me or does anyone else get these burts of wtf am I doing here moments? Like... Shit I was suppose to be dead by now and wtf am I suppose to do now?... Well shit-

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Am i weord for liking cemetries? A place where dead people lay, but one of the most calming places i can think of.

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I know im not the most positive person out thwre but, just remember that everything has to come to balance so your day to shine will come. Stay stong :)

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Body-

When your body use to look way better before you became ugly...

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Formal essay writing is hard... Ugh 🙄

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Ever feel like everything is a waist of time...

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A little taster of Twisted Soul

The door slammed shut and immediately locked, where the sounds of Lewis’ screams of agony rattle the wooden door with metal hinges and the horrific sound of his bones snapping. We run to the door gripping the metal handle, shaking it recklessly to open it but it wouldn’t budge. The sloppiness of the chomps as the creature ate him, the look of shock and concern appearing on our faces, I lead them round the other side of the torture chamber. “I noticed another door around here on the way down here” I mentioned as I lead them to the door. Rose pick locked the door, swinging the door open frantically to then pause with her hand covering her mouth. Susan and I join her to see Lewis’ body crucified and flayed. Shivers shoot down my spine, feeling like this was all my fault my best friend dead. The sight of nothing but muscles, tendons, and plenty of thick blood dripping from him. We decided to unhook him from the bricked wall, laying his stiff body on the floor and Rose checking his pulse as she’s the smart one in the group. He was dead. The announcement broke my heart, my gaze went from his body to the locked door, and tears flooded down the girls faces.

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Dont you hate it when ya sibling not stfu when ya trying to sleep for work. Like noooooooo boyfriends are more imprtant, n she is only 15!!

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Researching Adam Robitel 👍

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Voices...

Listening. Feeling my heart beating from my chest... Looking around as a black goo drips around me. Each drop there is a voice. Deep, cold- Whispering, “DO IT” “Do it!” then it screams “DO IT!”. Gasping in fright, spinning around in circles, seeing nothing but dark goo. “You know they don’t like you.” “Why are you still here?” “END IT ALREADY!” Clenching my ears tight, trying to ignore the voices, as a clank and a scrap echo around me. I  open my eyes and a silver blade lays before me. A gulp runs down my throat, I close my eyes fighting the voices, when I realise I now have grip of the blade. Getting an inch closer to my skin I scream, collapsing to the floor, blood dripping from my wrist and this illusion begins to fade... 

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Im sorry im broken...

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Shhh...

Spending all this time locking away terrible things. Feelings and actions that haunt me every time I close my eyes. Creeping in on everything that could help release them once again...

Struggling to hold them in, trying not to relive the situations where life almost ended itself... distraction is key. Don’t remember and it ill all go away. The demons, the thoughts, the voices.

Shhh... Let me think- I cant leave. Not now... I need to stay, I have something I look forward to now...

Leave!

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I like how people can spread shit about my personal life and not get the facts right 🙄🙄

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So ya know that spider i saw the other night... Massive ass leggs running down the wall... Well- its safe to say its completely disappeared...

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So, how do you guys stop being afraid?

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So my sisters rats love my feet... 🤔