pipington

he/him they/them average gooner Alt writing account: @jimmythg

[fonixen]

Getting hit by a tank? What a pain!

[rigorplague]

we’re supposed to stick together.

did this trend i saw on insta … ougghh lolix angst

[beemovieerotica]

[waspsinyouryard]

admittedly i know little of the subject but one would think, at 45 years of age, he would be a ryan goose by now

[ferweenie]

Gooseworx is stronger than me because if my introspective transgender theme narrative about identity and accepting your circumstances was infiltrated by media iliterate 12 year olds who treated my work like it was fnaf and said my self insert of me at my worst was literally the worst person who deserved nothing but the worst and could not recover ever i would actually fucking explode. I would kill people. How does she do it.

[ferweenie]

people who are responding to this post with "welllll jax is a bad person so!" im so sorry to tell you this but you have missed the entire narrative. Im not arguing that jax is a good person at all, she is a bad person shes a piece of shit as goose herself says. But when you people boil her down to being just "an abuser" or "a bad person" you are missing the entire narrative conclusion and essence into what makes jax (NOT LEE!) so tragic. Jax is a snapshot of a homeless mentally ill trans womans life at her lowest. The point in her life which she has been hurt and stretched to her limits and her one attempt at being honest and reaching out was met with complexity and pain.

It is taking that point and putting her into a reality in which she cannot possibly grow from her own actions, trapped without consequence or growth from her real life and contained within a fantasy. The narrative itself is displaying how with great repression, the fantasy of a digital world without the consequence of action leads to continuous and aggressive rot of the heart and soul. Jax is the part of lee that she left behind when she finally hit a wall and had to face the rest of her life and the reality her fears obscured.

Jax is a being full of fear without relief, never able to reconcile with what she did or grow further because her actions will never have a conclusion to her. Perpetually running away. She cant even decide to find out what happened to her mother, she literally is trapped in the fear and anxiety about potentially murdering her mom after a moment of honesty lead to pain. The idea that she would just be. Fine? After that is ridiculous to me. The tragedy of jax is that she couldnt possibly have continued on, the facet of herself that became jax is one that lee had to grow from when she lived her life and found no escape. Jax has constant escape and no potential to continue her life.

Its hard to accept that we can become bad people due to things happening to us and not being born with villainous intent, or even that our intentions can become bad through our struggles. I know its hard to see that because it feels safer and nicer to assume that the danger is the other and they are to be avoided and we will never replicate their actions because we are good people. But one day you or someone else you love and care about will make a mistake or fall into bad habits and we should be cognizant about how we arent infallible people. Our defense tactics can be harmful. The word abuser i feel has become a replacement for just calling someone a "narcissist" or a "psycho" or a "sch*zo". We find words that have easy meanings to define what a dangerous person is and to avoid them to preserve our safety. Someone can abuse someone else in many ways, and often the abused will *become* the abuser. The idea that this makes them some fuzzy idealised monster is how we project inhumanity into opposition and placate our feelings of distaste or fear. Anger is a reaction to an emotion you do not want to feel. Many fear the idea of becoming the danger or being hurt or feeling powerless, and sometimes we will choose to hurt others to feel like we have some control. Your anger and fear at jax is the same feelings that make her lash out at others. Im honestly sure she would rather be labeled an "abuser", it disconnects her from the humanity that she tries to avoid by hurting others. The thing that you want to ignore about her is exactly what she does too, she wants to be the villain or the comedic punchline because its an archetype that doesnt have direct consequence as long as she doesnt care. But she is a person. That is what scares her the most.

I think reading jax as purely an abuser genuinely does let her off more easily on her actions than the actual truth. You simplify her pain to make your feelings more tangible without analysing the person who chose to abuse others. And itd be one thing if she was a real person, but this is a fictional digital avatar based on a fictional character. The circumstances of this world are telling just as much of a story as the objective actions and plot themselves.

[depsidase]

[ozempicofficial]

[androdragynous]

I'm a disability advocate (I think you should be disabled)

[androdragynous]

really though a lot of people put themselves through a lot of pain or inconvenience because they have decided they aren't Bad Enough to need help with something and it sucks. so I truly do want to encourage identifying as disabled. you can get a cane if you think you'd only use it on the really bad days or if the deciding factor is that it's your favorite color or if you think maybe it would make one single task a little easier. you can use a screen reader if it's more convenient to hear text spoken to you rather than reading it. you can get cut-proof gloves, or a chopping gizmo, or pre-cut ingredients if it would make you feel safer when cooking because you're a little clumsy. you can use a wheelchair if it would just make you less tired.

as someone who struggled (and struggles) with feeling Bad Enough to justify the tools I need: it's okay if you don't think you need them. A want is enough. A passing "oh, that would be useful" is enough, especially if it keeps happening. you're allowed to want things to be easier and you are allowed to make them easier. I love you.

[hipstersoulgushers]

[lakemojave]

You know that whatever character did those problematic things isn't like. Real, right?

[lakemojave]

You are aware that a fictional character is just a rhetorical construct designed to fulfill a narrative/thematic purpose right? That their actions are written by an author who wants to use them to explore complex ideas and moral gray areas within the safe confines of fiction right? That they aren't a real person who has killed real people right?

[rottingapotheosis]

[taken-up-the-junction]

Hate to see a transmasc egg thinking he needs permission to be a boy. If you want to be a boy, just do it. “But what if I don’t experience enough dysphoria?” Doesn’t matter. I didn’t ask if being a girl makes you miserable, I asked if being a boy makes you happy.

You don’t need an endless list of reasons to transition, you can transition just because you want to. You can transition just to have a deeper voice, just to have facial hair, just to use a different name, just to kiss boys in a gay way. It literally doesn’t matter. Do what makes you happy and fuck all the rest or whatever that gay little twink said in little miss sunshine.

[plus-size-aesthetics]

[depsidase]

[json-derulo]

it pains me to say it but the more people talk shit about the women who wear those shorts/leggings with the weird butt seam that looks like it gives you a terminal wedgie, the more compelled I feel to take the women’s side

[json-derulo]

ohhhhhh my godddddddd you saw someone wearing really tight revealing pants in public? should we throw a party? should we invite goody proctor

[json-derulo]

and while we’re at it, I’m done worrying about cameltoe. I don’t have time to be pulling and tugging at my clothes all day. if you can see the outline of my pussy you should say thank you and go about your business

[json-derulo]

SAME WITH NIPPLES!!!!

[json-derulo]

[pokeballvictim]

One thing i keep noticing is that trans women will talk about the ways that men treat us, and someone on tumblr will jump in and like... assume that we're not including trans men in that for some reason? Like it's just interesting how over and over trans women will understand that yes, obviously trans men are men. We're not denoting a separate category in our mind. And then trans men will jump in and assume we're being transphobic because we said shit like "Yeah I hate men" and they think "Obviously that doesn't include trans men!" No, no, it definitely does include you. You are men. When we talk about men feeling entitled to attention, when we talk about men being misogynistic and trans misogynistic, you aren't secretly exempted from our ire.

[depsidase]

[fandom-man]

[mumiisaprettygrl]

yo: no se q voy a almorzar

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