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Remember, if your straight friend doesn't understand what it's like to feel misgendered, ask them about their friends. Then, question the first friend they name and ask what their pronouns are in reverse(if possible/flip a table upside-down then try eating like that. It's still a table, but wrong).

It would be, bleugh.

#text #text post #rant #rant post #high posting #high post

sunnyrabbit05-deactivated202508

please

pink-ruby

I put the pain into art.

Whether it's drawing, music, or whatnot.

My own lyrics:

[Intro]

Want to write a song about “my” life,

Meaning all lost, I circle life,

Sitting in my brain watching "me" live,

Everyone ignores the back-seating.

Heavy breathing as my lungs are tight,

Suffocating weed and choked out mind,

Counting every drop, my tears run dry,

Why do I even keep chugging?

"Love" and all the hate will wash away,

Never indicates the be-ginning,

Tell me how to feel again I say,

Smile to each face so perfectly.

Choking on the words I want to say,

All along the road it's all cracking,

All that I'm trying to just- tell you.

Rewriting all the dreams that never came to be.

"Did you?" "I knew.

You would say that to me too."

My heart hurts, my heart hurts,

Scarred deeper than oceans,

Hurting, the pain, inside, my mem-ories,

Hurting, the pain, outside, it pours, the rain,

Hurting, the pain, the flame, the games,

And I'm so tired,

What'd you say? What'd you say?

Oh each word I heard is,

Fading away, my way, to say, okay,

Fading away, my head, fighting, my brain,

Fading away, my mem-ory,

My mind is break-ing and

Every place that you find my name,

It could light the way to show you my own memories.

Almost every promise I had made,

Doesn't want to stick inside my brain,

Always hated that be-ing my case,

Barely even making it past a day,

"Love" and all the hate will wash away,

Never indicates the be-ginning,

Tell me how to feel again I say,

Smile to each face so perfectly,

A happy song beat calms and inspires me still,

Although, I know,

My heart wants to give up hope...

Ah,

All my dreams, every dream,

All is out of reach still,

Flying away, decays, no way, to see,

Further, it goes, my hope, along, the way,

Crying, trying, to stay okay,

My happiness gated,

Feeling this pain, in my veins,

Stuck inside my anger,

That rage, still caged, no place, to say, away

Spilling, each way, to you, to me, you see?

Hating, the pain, I cage, each day.

It’s all just the same, right?

...

Ah,

Seems my dreams, were not dreams,

But were nightmares lurking,

Crying again, pretend, my friend, no kin,

Hurting again, alone, no pets, forget,

It's me, my own, my end, don't then,

Don’t be any closer.

Trained in my pain, grows with age,

Not in better days still,

Bitter, the cold, the hold, what's told, no hope,

Better, grow old, this song, the turn, or time,

Louder, the wise, the cries, the lies,

Is my own outcry,

And every place, that I speak of pain, all gets ignored a-long with other's just like me.

...

[End]

#original lyrics #text #text post #song #music #Youtube

Stuck with a new addiction.

With a new premonition.

A new way of feeling distant from the endless crowded exit.

New ways to play the game.

Addicted of each raise.

It's a brand new game, which each gain fame, ain't no one on my own small plate.

All of us consumers.

Walk first, no home fever.

Breaking new grounds of money making that didn't first alert.

YouTube and Instagram, Twitch Kick all broken bashed.

Where you can get your bags, if you're not last, so be real fast, in your Cadillac, as it's all trash, when you're not the best.

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Idk, random thing.

#song #oc #original lyrics #text #text post

redpandarascal

bringing this back

itsame-a-mio

Happy Pride Month to everyone who gets this joke, laughed at it, or isn’t a homophobic or transphobic etc asshole.

Happy Pride Everyone.

Stay Gay.

noahwyles

i, a rock collector, had to go to the ER yesterday because of a gallstone attack, here is how my father messaged me

thanks dad

Some positive words,

Would be nice,

Just a peep,

For this night.

Don't want to smoke,

I am stressed,

Yet it pokes,

Under distress.

Anyone please?

I want to stop.

A little treat,

A little shop.

Full of addictions,

No longer want to be an addition.

#original poem #text #text post #rhyme #1am thinking

oh-snapperss

absolutely thriving watching several 30-40 year old people go insane with nerf rifles, kazoos, and a robot in the middle of the crossfire

wayback-fm

Yet again thwarted by an MCYT post disguised as a peek into a utopian future

whatjanesays

I went through the code and saved the images for the boop paws.

Save and share to boop your people later.

queer-as-city-folk

Reblog to open a rail line from your blog to the person you reblogged this from

fearthefuzzybear

our beautiful rail line... (so far)

pink-ruby

Edge it seems.

hiveswap

Fucked up how humanity discovered electricity and radiation and made machines and learned to make airplanes and cured diseases and our takeaway isnt that "Some Magic Is Real And Here's Why", but that magic is fake this is big boy science and it's totally not magical

hiveswap

Me upon being isekaid to a fantasy world: you say you dont have magic but you conjured up that frog the other day whats with that

Wizard who spent decades mastering his craft, understands how and why it works, and processes it entirely as a regular part of his day to day life: did you just call creature conjuring magic

katarh-mest

Works the other way around too in isekais.

that wizard: and you said you don't have magic in your world but there are lights that come on, that do not use candles or flames or emit any heat at all, the moment that you walk into a room? you don't even have to say anything?

me, squirming uncomfortably: for a while there an earlier version ran off of two claps

the wizard: an earlier version of what? the spell? the spell you use to make the lights come on?

cosmic-wonders-series

Did you see the Eclipse?

Cause I didn’t thanks to stupid weather

pink-ruby

Sorry to hear that. ;-;

Hope this looks okay because this is basically all I see(I have astigmatism):

i-am-a-fish

the main reason I post to show people that even a creature like myself can keep going

pink-ruby

You know. I needed to read that. I'm currently almost over my new smoking addiction and am almost clean.

I'm on my last cig and hope to stop. Though I noticed I am having minor paranoia going cold turkey, so I'm having a smoke once every 2-3 days to slowly get off it.

odinsblog

Wow. Talk about attention to detail.

Video here: https://twitter.com/javi_draws/status/965260617790738432?s=21

spookyold-saintjm

I will probably reblog this every time I see it on my dash because it’s absolutely stunning

onyxai

This is literally insane. How did you have the patience. Tell me your secrets o’ art god.

i-say-ok

ok!!! :0

anarchist-rat-swarm

Part of me is like “neat. Reblog,” and part of me is like “I understand now why impressionism took off, because there’s a 0% chance the artist wasn’t like ‘fuck this shit’ by the halfway point.”

gasterofficial

fun fact: “tired” is not supposed to be your default state of existence

gasterofficial

immediately concerned by how many people were like “wait really??” in the tags. may i suggest you guys read up on chronic fatigue iron and magnesium deficiencies (among others) and executive dysfunction as starter material

fittingoutjane

Healthy people will be tired all the time if they are:

Parenting newborns.

Regularly putting in workdays of 12+ hours including the commute.

Attending school full time and working full time simultaneously.

Under massive amounts of stress.

Otherwise? Not really.

teaboot

I have to go get a needle right now and I am being SO brave about it

teaboot

So one of my veins collapsed so I actually had to get TWO needles and I didn't even cry or swear or anything, I'm SO proud of myself, I deserve ice cream. I'm getting ice cream

teaboot

Ice cream fell through so I got a burrito and a staple gun