BeanSprout

A little sproutling to witchcraft I'm an Omni witch

[pinksuitarcade]

*tw* rape and sexual assult

He woke me up last night, by forcing his cock in me. There i was, barley awake, being raped in the comfort of my own home, in my own bed, with my own mother right across the hall.

It all started 2 weeks ago. I had a fling. Cheated on my significant other. I guess this is my karma. He tried to force his cock in my mouth, which I refused several times. I told him the kissing was too far, I was with someone. I wanted to stop.

......His parents came home. Found us, kicked me out. Thank God for that, im positive I would've been raped of not for that.

Days later we're in the back of my car cuddling. I've convinced myself that its ok because he likes me. We make out. He puts my hand on his throbbing dick and makes me rub it, I tried pulling my hand away, he just put it back. Gripping my arm harder each time. He gets on top and puts it in me, the first of many times this event will happen, I tell him I dont want this, its wrong. He thrusts harder. I ask him to stop, he never listens. I beg him to stop, he goes faster. I try to push him off, so he lays on me. Eventually I fought him off. He made me suck it, to finish him off.

"You can't tell me it was wrong."

"I told you to get off me multiple times and you wouldn't listen."

"Yeah but would you have if you weren't with him?"

"..."

"Thats what I thought." He smirked.

After this happened he returned to cuddling me acting like it never happened. Like he didn't force himself onto me. And I fell for it. I figured he was so nice after that it was ok. We started dating. He actually ended up living with me for a few days. A few days filled with sexual truama. Asking me at least once an hour for something. Begging me, GUILTING me to do something to him.

He is still here.

[pinksuitarcade]

I don't like people knowing my shit so im gonna post it on the internet. No one i know had my Tumblr and im just fucking wrecked. If been crying for so long my head feels like it's gonna explode and every post of my body feels like I've eaten too much sugar and i just ran around the yard and then crashed all at once.

I dont come to people i don't like to let them in. Im so mentally not a ok. My brain feels like I'm walking through a corn field, that's on fire, that's underwater, on the moon. It's heavy and confusing and hates me. I just want to be ok, I just want to be ok. I don't want to take drugs that takes away parts of myself forever. But I don't know how much longer this can go on. This isn't gonna to go away. It's been so long and it's still here. I wish old people were right and it's just a choice or im just being dramatic. It's been this way as long as I can remember. Im almost 18 and my first real like "hey this would make you feel so much better" suicidal thought was when I was 11. Also when I was 11 I actually would've taken crack if it was given to me, because all the people on TV looked so much happier when they were high. I just wanted that happiness, that break from my mind. I need a break from my mind

[pinksuitarcade]

Im dying. My head has been pounding for 4 hours and i wanna fucking vomit.

I got so personally attacked by a friend because she was mad I was hanging out with a guy who hurt her in the past. I mentioned him several times and she never brought up how she was feeling until she snapped on me. Then accused me of defending him when I wasnt I was just explaining that he doesn't treat me that way. Even though she is toxic and does horrible things to people when she's mad and has hurt every person in my friend group in the past and I defended her and justified those actions for her.

One time she literally posted a tik tok of pictures of her naked on top of a guy who she liked who didn't want to dage her and got a girlfriend. She was so mad she posted it to ruin their relationship. But don't worry im the toxic one

[lilboreddev-blog]

reblog if u a lil ugly

[lloydlaflare]

10.8 million of us are a lil ugly.

[aidashakur]

[tattooedoll]

your big nose is beautiful

your small nose is beautiful

your full lips are beautiful

your thin lips are beautiful

your round face is beautiful

your angualr face is beautiful

your skin is beautiful

your thic body is beautiful

your skinny body is beautiful

YOU ARE BEAUTIFUL

[22l2-deactivated20211212]

say it before it’s too late

[pinksuitarcade]

@ me if you want but...

I LOVE DRAWING, PAINTING, ETC NAKED LAAAAAAADIES

AND NO IT’S NOT SEXIST. GUYS UR BODIES ARE DOPE BUT I THINK WOMENS BODIES ARE SO BEAUTIFUL AND THATS A PERSONAL PREFERENCE. 

I’M A 16 FEMALE AND EVERYONE IN MY FAMILY KNOWS I LIKE NAKED LADIES.

I JUST BOUGHT 5 16″ X 20″ CANVI AND WHEN MY FAM ASKED WHAT I WAS GONNA PAINT I RESPONDED (FROM MY ROOM WHICH IS UPSTAIRS AND THEY WERE DOWNSTAIRS) “NAKED LAAAAAADIES”

But like seriously I really enjoy the beauty of the human body and due to unpleasant history and other things looking at male bodies kinda makes me incredibly uncomfortable and other stuff.

Everyone has a beautiful body and don't you forget it. I draw naked ladies of all shapes, sizes, ethnicities and other stuff.

 Y’all are so pretty honestly.

If you aren't body confident (like me) it can be hard to look at this and believe it but if you think about it there is someone out there that gets turned on by cars so really anything is possible my fam.

I don’t know who needs to hear this but you are beautiful. ik it’s some random 16 y/o chick telling you this and I cant see you but ive seen it all. I have spent many nights scrolling through nude model websites and ive seen a lot. tattoos, scars, skinny, not skinny (idk what is rude so that's all I’ll say), gay models, straight models( or posed that way) black, white, Asian, and many more. 

even if 99% of people found you unattractive there is still 796,400,435 people in the world who find you attractive. THAT’S A LOT OF PEOPLE

[catchymemes]

Challenge accepted

[astralhoe666-deactivated2022070]

There should be more people like this, spread the post so more people see this

[shodaw]

Let bi boys date girls

[superimagery]

Who isn’t letting them……

[shodaw]

Gay boys who see me with a girl and say I shouldn’t be allowed in lgbt spaces because I’m actually really straight

Straight girls who see me as their “gay friend” or who say they don’t care about sexuality but wouldn’t date a boy who’s had sex with a boy

Straight people in general who say “isn’t he really just gay” or telling girls that I’m actually gay and faking it with them

Gay people who say that because I have the option of dating a girl I’m the same as the straight people who oppress our community

Gay people who say I’ll never understand oppression or what it’s like to “actually” be gay

So there’s quite a few people not letting them!!

[shodaw]

Keep reblogging this post all the comments are people showing how much they hate bisexual people

[its-pastel]

Biphobes unfollow me, you’re not welcome here. LET👏PEOPLE👏LOVE👏WHO👏THEY👏WANT👏

[nightcoremoon]

I haven’t seen a post like this for bi boys, only for bi girls. let’s fix that.

[endmelife]

#letbiboysdateotherboys #letbiboysdategirls #letbiboysbeinlovewithsomeonetheylove

[binary-budgie]

My meme can be put to use :’D

[thestormandthehedge]

WITCHES NEED A SECRET SYMBOL FOR SAFE PLACES

So a lot of us are out of the broom closet so to speak, but many of have to be careful of being public because of the views of the communities we live in. What I propose is a symbol we can put on flyers or in shop windows that means “You’re safe here.”

I don’t believe that a pentagram would work because it’s got so much stigma attached and it’s really easily identifiable. Ideally, we can find something that is not tradition specific. I don’t know. I just want us to be able to put feelers out into the community without painting a target on ourselves for intolerant jerk faces, and I want witchlings that are seeking guidance to be able to do so in a safe environment. I mean, how badass would it be to find a little symbol of solidarity in your favorite coffee shop or bookstore??

Reblog with suggestions!

[visardistofelphame]

A witches’ foot. It has been used historically like this. 

In one of the grimoires I’ve read through, it references this being a secret sign to mark on sacred spaces for the group. 

[awitchandhersecrets]

Love it, passing it around. Will be wearing it and hanging it at my house and teashop once I own one.

[somecutething]

[dog-rose]

Ideas for where to place amulets and sigils for protection.

Doors, door handles, the top of door frames etc. Most effective with guardians and the like.

Hung or tied on gates. Make a warning sign with a sigil or knot magic with ribbons.

Any entrances or exits, including ventilation, drains, holes of any kinds etc.

On window sills. These will catch light - make use of this!

Under lamps and on lampshades.

On shelves and hearths.

In pockets, in wallets, sewn onto clothing. If they are close to you, they will absorb body heat, many in witchcraft charge stones and the like with their own energy, so be wary of this if you have little energy yourself.

On animal collars! As they travel about, they carry protection.

On top of the loo, the sink or tied to the tap or on the shower-head. Be aware that the bathroom is not the cleanest of places and that water can do some damage to things like metals and stones.

Medicine cabinets and cupboards, protecting your medication and food is wise idea, it might be best to avoid strong smells with herbs and spices as this can be absorbed by some food.

The four legs or posts of a bed, I hang charm-bags alternating between sweet smells to help sleep and strong smells to ward things away. Half the battle of warding is feeling secure yourself!

Under your pillow or sewn into a blanket; a blanket or duvet can be a ward itself - as everyone knows, you pull your blanket over yourself as protection as a kid, we use blankets to shield from the cold and the feeling of a blanket weight’s makes you feel secure!

Your computer monitor or laptop, place something on it while it is off.

Bookmarks and bookends can acts as wards, especially in stories that can affect you psychologically  it is a good idea to ensure that scenes and images won’t haunt you in your thoughts and dreams.

[themori-witch]

83 Herbs and Their Magickal Properties

Okay, so this is going to be a long text post so sit your cute butt down and get comfortable. You may want to make some tea or grab some kind of nourishment before you get comfortable because you are going to be here for quite a long time.

Keep reading

[jehovahhthickness]

Being conventionally attractive is a HUGE advantage. Pretty people don’t even need to have a good personality to make it far in life.

[kallmeky]

There’s a phenomena I learned about in social psych. I can’t remember exactly what it’s called. Basically, people are more likely to believe pretty people are good people, so they’re able to get away with more.

[dyke-fibers]

It’s a thing with tall people too, if you’re taller people are more likely to assume you have authority/trust you

[jehovahhthickness]

Maybe for tall men.

[dyke-fibers]

it’s for women too, but I doubt a tall woman commands more respect than a short man. probably depends on the situation, but a tall woman will be more trusted/respected than a short woman.

[jehovahhthickness]

You’re talking to the female version of Goliath …. and I’m telling you that this only applies to tall men LOL

[uncleromeo]

nah, tall women are viewed as abnormal in society. men see being tall as a masculine trait and tend to treat tall women almost exactly how they treat shorter men. because in their minds tall women are just short “men”.

it’s in the same category as being attractive. when men see women they don’t find attractive, they often compare them to men. often pointing out features that they consider masculine… like being tall. or muscular.

[jehovahhthickness]

^^^^

[ohnosbros]

the phenomenon about attractive people youre thinking of is called the halo effect.

[jehovahhthickness]

6K notes later, I got it now. Lol

[pinksuitarcade]

As one of the tallest girls in my school I can say with certainty that I dont get anymore respect and that I have been called a freak a few times. mainly by short guys though 

[jse-egopocalypse]

spell your username without using the letters in your name

mine is ptipi

[apeculiarplaceforaparty]

Apcularplacforapart 😂

[moon-alchemy]

Oonchy 😂😂😂😂

[orriculum]

rrcuu

[pinksuitarcade]

tbrkngrmraer

[sinisterscientist]

Bob Ross would have fucking LOVED minecraft

[sinisterscientist]

Its your world where you can do anything you want. You can put anything you want in it. You can put the happy little trees anywhere

[saltystoat-deactivated20200611]

This is the purest thing I’ve read today