I can't adequately communicate how much I need some Howl or kiki AMV with this song. The yearning, the melancholy of it, I can't listen to this without feeling my stomach clutch, without feeling like crying when the violin is getting more and more frantic and obsessive and stuck in loops and then the cello comes in and it's warm and comforting and the melody opens up and breaths but there's still the struggle and anxiety underneath the whole melody.





















