🦀Plot-Twist-Crab🦀

Inspiration comes everyday in any moment, I lost most of those moments all long in my life, now I write them here in order to create my own "art" and express myself to try to heal my broken mind.

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"Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It does not dishonor others, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres. Love never fails." 1 Corinthians 13:4-8

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I think it's time for a plot twist...

I mean it.

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Empty

Stomachaches, laziness, spend time in bed, want to write something but mind is just empty

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Sometimes

Sometimes un difficult times the only thing you need is maybe a little proof that love is still in the world and around you.

Don't be afraid of jump to new places to find it, you can even find it inside of you, this peace that you give to yourself with some positive thought is a self proof of love.

Discover a new spiritual way to communicate with yourself is a good practice to talking and reordering the ideas inside your head.

Absurd times, call for absurd amounts of love.

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CHANGES

People gonna let you down so many times, don't let them do this. Find the best face of the circumstance and cling on it. Sometimes you're gonna feel exhausted of the world where you're living in and people around you, you just need to take some time off, reorganize your ideas and move on. There's always gonna be better options, changes are scary most of the times, but taking the risk of try is the best way to discover the answer.

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Just say: "Reccess I'm tired."

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Isn't it...?

Walking around the big yard, thinking of you a thousand times, hoping you have the nerve to touch my hand, smiling at you that's me.

Making jokes on me all the time, touching my neck from behind, overdoing all the mistakes I had, making me smile at stat class.

Taking control of all I eat, getting anxiety cause battles are near, all I do is almost hear, ignoring world because you are here.

Isn't that perfect you and me? Isn't that lovely when time fly like this? Isn't that cool that we're smiling here? Isn't that cruel? Well you ain't love me.

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Accidents

There are so many things you can not control, but there are so many things you can, and you just let them happen and you pass out of handle with this, even if these have consequences.

Maybe your subconscious knows that you have to do something wrong, so you can set you free of a bad environment where you are placed, and a day after you don't feel even sorry, and the indifference is so big cause internally you know that you wanted this for yourself.

People can tell you it is wrong, and you're cruel to think like this, but this is your life, maybe they're right and you're using this indifference to cover up the bad decisions you has made, some of them tell you "you only life once" so just enjoy and if you fucked up anyone and he or she don't want to listen your apologize for hurt them then you can't do nothing.

Start loving your choices, maybe they're wrong most of the time, but these ones are like bricks to build up your future and your life, and of course each slip is an opportunity to stand up again and learn from them.

Sometimes you are who is fucked but as I said actions have consequences, you must accept them and keep moving forward.

Better things are always closer than you expected. 💕

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Oh! I'm so lost.

The shadows in my mind are biting my feelings the way I bite my nails when I'm on my way to meet you, the wind of regret blows on my knees and freeze'em till they can be cracked by a tap.

The shoes I use to run lost the compass forward your soul and they don't know how to find the way back home, my heart used to be guided by your brightness and this ain't brightness anymore.

Oh! I'm so lost.

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8.30.19

She created a paradise in form of a rose garden just for him, and hid all the thorns just for love.

Let him popped all the bubbles around and never let him look at the explosions.

Protected him from each smiling cat that was trying to trick him

And taught him that trust is something you never have to gift for free.

👵🏼

-P

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8.28.19

Ain't matter if I lost some of my friends

Cause now I got you and you'll always stand

I could be afraid of The Day to come,

And there were you, where you belong.

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The road gets hard and you get lost when you're led by blind faith. ⛩ https://www.instagram.com/p/B1oEPc9gBkk/?igshid=83j0ot2eiri4

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8.24.19

All the times we broke, it wasn't what I meant.

Everything was not wrong, just me and you and our insecurities, so dumb.

Call you one last time to heal what it is, now my reflect is you, and now I can understand.

You were not meant to hurt me, you're just a baby boy.

I was the only one who adored you and we love us, so it's done.

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8.22.19

They kidnapped my freedom and my chance to say

My energies were stolen, so I think I'll stay

Moving on is not an opportunity, because I want it this way

Running away wouldn't be fair, because I didn't give you any keys to escape.

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Roadtrip weekend. 🕶 (at Buena Vista, Santa Cruz, Bolivia) https://www.instagram.com/p/B1UVS3NA2ju/?igshid=1q54oj4dn0la

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Qot

"I've been ruined so many thing that would be incredible just because I was sad." - B.E.

:(

-P

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What a dramatic night

You said how bad he loves you and I trust you to say all 'bout the truth that was rounding lately on my head. He tried to talk to me and suddenly a storm began. (Ah ha)

I'm having time of my life in those places that we share what a dramatic night, with overflowed glasses on heads, what a good DJ! Think it is a wonder place.

Spending nights at that curious Carlota's bar, there's heads to celebrate all our enemies defeats, or well at least I'm here another year. (Uhum)

Told me everything is fine, and then you left me over there, in a dark street as dark as you and your fantasy, you took a taxi, and wonder if I get well home. (Oh no) (Oh no wow)

I'm having time of my life in those places that we share what a dramatic night, with overflowed glasses on heads. Elmo is the DJ! Oh, should I go another place?

I sat on my throne and watch all the dolls climbing on palm trees, and people swimming in ball pools.

Let's take a bath under those bright neon lights. Neon lights, neon lights. (ahhhhhh...)

I'm having time of my life in those places that we share what a dramatic night, with overflowed glasses on heads. The party is over!Oh, guess I go another place...

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-P