You spoke to me, but from where, I did not know. I felt your voice, your warm, fluid voice, a little hoarse sometimes from the emptiness stuck in your throat. You spoke to me from I don’t know where. Nor could I make out your words. I could only sense your voice being born, like the night, in every point on the landscape.
And your voice was like a warm wave that engulfed me, little by little at first, like a gentle tide growing with the moon, then fascinating me like the gusts of a storm swelling on the horizon.
It was your voice again. When was it not your voice? The one I heard not only in my ears, but in my very flesh, like a wave of water, or a wave of fire, like a thick wave growing as it came closer.
It was your voice, the ghost in my ear. It was the deep, constant feeling in all music, in all words, in all the voices that have sounded in my life ever since I heard your voice. It was your voice, your singular, forever undying voice that surrounded me, came close to me, and subdued my rebellious soul, suddenly shivering.
But I never knew where you were speaking from. Yes, it was your voice, your voice of fire and water and hurricane. But I looked around me, trembling, and saw only blank walls of silence.
Dulce María Loynaz, from “XLVIII,”Absolute Solitude: Selected Poems (Archipelago, 2016)