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Hello hello!

This is a blog run by a system, so there will be system-related posts on here, but this is mostly the lovesick stuff, so NSFW stuff will be mentioned on here either in reblogs or in actual posts we make (yes, collectively we are a legal adult.)

Here's a rundown of the tags to expect:

#thekingandhismutt - reserved for S. and his boyfriend

#princessrambles - Chris' tag

#thecowboy - Made by Harley

#sergeantsjournal - Buck's stuff

This isn't a complete list and will be updated as more tags are created.

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Don't you just love it when you have a cute puppy whimpering for you? Fucking hell, I certainly love it.

The way he crumbles whenever I call him, the whining and whimpering while I'm not giving him exactly what he wants, it's so pathetic and so pretty.

Puppy boys who lose all ability to speak after you tease them for a minute>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>

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The fact that he cares about me so much is just insane - like I don't understand what I did to deserve his love, and all the care he gives me.

And yet he's got the idea that he's too much for me? That he overwhelms me?

There are times that I feel like if he's not around me I'm absolutely losing it. I feel like if I don't know he's still there, that he'll disappear, and I'll never get him back.

Sometimes I need him to overwhelm my senses just so that everything goes quiet, and my head is just filled with thoughts about him. I don't care what method he picks, it's perfect in any form because it's coming from him.

If ANYTHING, I feel like I overwhelm him with my bullshit. The space-out episodes, the nightmares, flashbacks, all of that shit. I feel like I overwhelm him.

Just one of these days, I need him to see himself in the same light that I see him in. I need him to see how I feel about him, how happy he makes me, how he finally makes it all quiet, makes me feel safe.

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I am down HORRIFICALLY bad for him

Like- horrifically

I need him to do things to me that I don't even want to try and explain in words because I just know that it's gonna turn into senseless babbling

I do know for a fact that he needs to reduce me to senseless babbling, or I'm gonna lose my ever-loving mind

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Dear fucking God he's so pretty

Here's what I don't understand: How the fuck can someone be that cute, that sweet, and still think that he's unworthy or something like that?

I wish he wasn't so fucking oblivious, wish that I could just come out of the gate and tell him how I feel. I'm absolutely hopeless when it comes to him. He's sweet, kind, smart, everything you want in a person, and yet he's the most oblivious man I've met!

Somehow!

I feel like if I try to tell him how I feel, it'll fail, and I'll just descend into senseless rambling, but I don't know, maybe he'd think it's cute or something weird like that.

Who knows, at this point.