hey there! my name is tox and i'm in my 30s, which makes me fucking ancient apparently. i'm a demi/gay trans man who loves writing, drawing, and imagining fictional men kissing sloppystyle.
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my main interests right now are a few OC worlds, persona 5, and the legend of zelda (mostly tp and oot). some other fandoms that i've made content for and sometimes return to are dungeon meshi, gravity falls, phineas and ferb, star trek: lower decks, cult of the lamb, persona 4, and metal gear solid. i almost exclusively ship m/m but i engage with shipping a lot in general. i can be opinionated about how others do things in fandom (characterization stuff, not kinks or anything, i never judge those), but it's not up to me what other people can or should do, i just occasionally make bitchy posts.
my blog is not safe for minors, please don't follow it if you're under 18. i have no qualms talking to minors in communities or post replies, nor do i especially care who reblogs my posts, but my personal space is 18+ only. i will block minors i see in my following. i also block anyone who follows me with "proship dni" on their profile because, i mean, come on.
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Break The Skin
Rated E
Original Work
Original Male Character/Original Male Character
Felix Carter is just a normal human man, and Matt Jones is just his normal human boss—or at least that's the picture they paint for everyone else. In the privacy of a lavish office on the top floor of a corporate building, Felix is a man on a mission to kill a god, and Matt is the god daring him to try.
This game can only have one winner, and Matt learns to regret not pulling the plug before it started to mean something.
(Please Don't) Remember Me
Rated M
The Legend of Zelda (TP & OoT)
Twilight/Dark/Time
The Goddesses wrenched Link's life from him in choosing him as their Hero of Time. He has resented them every day since, growing into a body that doesn't match his mind, furious with the world that has forgotten him. When it all finally comes crashing down, he wishes more than anything that he could be somewhere else.
Ages later, a new Link is recovering from his own adventure, and the loss of someone he loved. At his side is a mysterious entity who has been with him his entire life—a shadow given form, an assumed hallucination turned best friend when the cloak of twilight proved he was real. The both of them are doing their best to adjust to a new life together when a relic from the past appears just outside Ordon, an unfamiliar face with an all-too-familiar presence.
To try and maintain the proper timeline, the Hero of Twilight is determined to assist the past version of his spectral mentor get back home. The real question is whether or not the Hero of Time is ready to return to the life he hates... and why only he lacks a shadow under his feet when Twilight is the one with a shadow personified.
Wish You Were Here
Rated M
The Legend of Zelda (TP & BotW)
Twilight/Wild, Past!Midlink, Past!Revalink
Nothing could’ve prepared Link for how devastating regaining his lost memories would be. When grief threatens to break him, potentially dooming Hyrule to Calamity Ganon's wrath, he's sent to request aid from the long-forgotten Goddess of Courage.
His plea is heard, and he is granted assistance in the form of a partner: a hero from the age of myth, brought back to life and eager to help. Maybe a little too eager. It's strange how willing he is to throw himself into this, to be renamed and repurposed for the sake of a world so unfamiliar to him.
At least having a traveling companion helps distract Link from all that he’s lost. What he doesn't realize is that the sentiment goes both ways—Twilight is running from the past just as much as he is.
reflections should only have two chapters so i'm not putting it here since it'll be done the next time i update it anyway. long road to hell, revived, and promises to keep are on hiatus and not abandoned. anything outside of those may or may not still be updated eventually
i have a crippling amount of medical debt i need to get paid off and also need to eat food so i am remaking my commissions post! our situation isn't super dire but basically my gf and i are barely keeping our heads above water
i realize i've changed my format and raised my prices a bit; i'm always open to negotiating and feel free to dm me if you have questions!
if you'd like to throw a struggling rat and their gf a lil money just because, my paypal is @mcmcgee -- i'll even draw you a thing if you want!
being your guard dog. instinctively pulling you closer to me when we're out in public. side-eyeing people who try to approach you. only knowing your scent. sinking my teeth into you and growling when you finally let me fuck you into the mattress. soooo many thoughts.
I want you all to imagine with me, if you will, what I witnessed today.
McDonalds parking lot. teenage boy. giant polished white ford Tundra. windows down. blasting. I mean BLASTING. Beethoven's moonlight sonata. boy demolishing burger.
💬 1 🔁 0 ❤️ 60 · reference post about the "phantom report bug" · this post is not rebloggable because i need to be able to update it and ed
^^^ i spent all night and yesterday compiling information about a "phantom report bug", where people are getting emails from tumblr support about TOS reports they did not file. pjackk was banned off one of these phantom reports, i told tumblr support about it, and now he's unbanned. i think @garaks-padded-bra was also banned erroneously off a phantom report, so hopefully that will get reversed soon as well
PLEASE CHECK YOUR EMAIL FOR PHANTOM REPORT EMAILS. if you spot any, even if theyre old, tell me about them so i can add them to the list (linked above), and report them to tumblr support. POLITELY. tumblr support wants to fix this.
Rare photos from trans history: Olympic runner and Zdeněk Koubek styles Cinda Glenn’s hair, 1936. Koubek was one of the first trans men to gain international fame after he transitioned in 1935.
this is inspiring weirdly complex emotions in me. like, it’s the fucking 1930s. I can hear the mid-atlantic newsreel voice. the fact that it plays coy with why he knows so much about women’s hairstyles, but like, as a funny surprise, not as shock and horror. the fact that it never deadnames him or uses incorrect pronouns. the fact that he looks like Mickey Rooney. idk it’s just making me feel feelings.
I want to talk about how tumblr moderation isn't inherently transphobic, but isn't protecting trans users bc it responds automatically to mass reports and flags, and how we've known for some time that transphobes use this to target trans users, but every time I go to write a long post about it I'm like "okay but that would just make me a target" so I don't
like I'm not defending them. their moderation practices are shit and maybe they deserve to be seen as aggressively transphobic since they won't fix it. but regardless it's hard to not feel nervous saying anything at all
having another "why didn't you believe me" moment bc I pushed my legs too hard yesterday (wasn't really my choice) and can barely use them today. like straight up gritting my teeth and sobbing in pain every time I have to stand or walk or sit back down from doing those. I walk every day, it shouldn't be like this. except it is! because I have fibromyalgia!
I was mocked by the people I used to live with for claiming I'm disabled. and they wouldn't believe me now either, they'd probably say I was faking it or something. I'd like to see them live one fucking moment in this much excruciating pain.
trans women and trans men and nonbinary people and everyone else being friends and holding each other close and falling in love and thinking of each other. I'm making this my future. let's all be okay together
champagne for my real friends, real pain for my sham friends @prismatoxic - Tumblr Blog | Tumgag
