champagne for my real friends, real pain for my sham friends

tox | he/him | 31 pro-kink | pro-fiction | 18+ only icon by poltergeist-punk

[prismatoxic]

hey there! my name is tox and i'm in my 30s, which makes me fucking ancient apparently. i'm a demi/gay trans man who loves writing, drawing, and imagining fictional men kissing sloppystyle.

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my main interests right now are a few OC worlds, persona 5, and the legend of zelda (mostly tp and oot). some other fandoms that i've made content for and sometimes return to are dungeon meshi, gravity falls, phineas and ferb, star trek: lower decks, cult of the lamb, persona 4, and metal gear solid. i almost exclusively ship m/m but i engage with shipping a lot in general. i can be opinionated about how others do things in fandom (characterization stuff, not kinks or anything, i never judge those), but it's not up to me what other people can or should do, i just occasionally make bitchy posts.

my blog is not safe for minors, please don't follow it if you're under 18. i have no qualms talking to minors in communities or post replies, nor do i especially care who reblogs my posts, but my personal space is 18+ only. i will block minors i see in my following. i also block anyone who follows me with "proship dni" on their profile because, i mean, come on.

Aethy AO3 | OC AO3 Cara deviantArt Tidal malix ocs blog modern hyrule ocs blog art blog commission info

tag guide under the cut

tags for posts that remind me of my friends:

poltergeist-punk - #🐈🃏 vixenscratch - #🦊📚 s1mpl3sp0ng3 - #🫧🧽 joyrid3z - #🦇🥚 soaphoe - #🐇🚬

OC world tags:

#oc world: malix #oc world: persistence predator #oc world: the long twilight #oc world: wolf's bane #oc world: camera shy #oc world: amescest #oc world: bryce and august

reblogs that remind me of specific OCs are tagged "#[charactername]core" instead of just their name. so if you see that, it's an OC

organizational tags i use often (i have been forgetting to tag these lately):

#queer stuff #laugh rule #cry rule #purity culture #transandrophobia #psa #reference specific animal posts are tagged with a singular name for the animal family they're in. canids are #dog, felines are #cat, reptiles are #reptile, etc. there is an outlier however, and it's #wolf, bc they're my favorite animal.

"#my songs know what you did in the queue" is my queue tag. obviously. if you see a post with that tag, i probably added it a month prior

fandom tags i use often (i always tag for fandoms i regularly blog about, anything else is a crapshoot):

#p5 (usual ships are #shuake and #pegoryu) #p4 (usual ship is #souyo) #loz #dungeon meshi (usual ships are #chilaios and #kabumisu) #tadc (usual ship is #funnybunny)

[fencecollapsed]

the way Steven Universe sticks hard to its Steven-only perspective can be frustrating, and I get why it's criticized, but the more I think about it the more that frustration feels intentional. the point of the show being structured that way IS to emphasize the frustration of a limited perspective where information is omitted until someone decides to tell you, or you personally seek it out.

so much of Steven Universe is about a child discovering firsthand that his guardians are complicated and flawed, and make huge mistakes and keep bombshell secrets, and having to deal with the fallout. sticking to Steven's perspective is vital to the impact of those events. we as the audience are meant to learn details as Steven learns them, to experience the drama and earth-shattering revelations through his eyes, because that's the point. it's not just about these things happening, it's about them happening specifically through the eyes of a child, and what that means for his relationships with the people involved. because children have limited perspective, and get lied to all the time. growing up often involves learning about major things in your life that were going on under your nose the whole time, that you didn't know about until someone decided to tell you. and it's frustrating! Steven's frustrated by his limited perspective too! it's not a meaningless oversight that the show is structured that way, it's part of the point. it's thematically relevant

[campgalaxy]

[hemipenal-system]

look there’s a lot of gender politics takes where i disagree pretty strongly but i can at least see how you got there and respect that path. that is so not true of “every trans man has male privilege” though. thats like the flat earth of gender politics. i just can’t even fathom how you could unironically believe that. sorry

[prismatoxic]

my malix elden ring au is way too elaborate for someone who has nobody to talk to about his elden ring brainrot

[appri-dot]

Shapeshifter who gets horribly grotesque and mutilated when flustered

[appri-dot]

Its actually so important to me

[tumblebagel]

Yeah okay this is going on main

[fuck-customers]

[bitchautism-deactivated20250906]

dislike how many mental health posts on here are just "you've never done anything wrong in your life ever and they were evil for that"

[bitchautism-deactivated20250906]

maybe you did do something wrong. maybe you hurt someone. maybe you have said awful things. maybe you were just as bad as them. maybe. but what matters is that you move on. you have to try. you have to wake up and be kinder. you have to learn and listen and grow. maybe you did do something wrong but that doesn't mean you have to keep doing that. as long as you are alive, you can change

[npdclaraoswald]

A doll youtuber I watch has made a video about the history of Polly Pocket, and she's describing the plots of the dvd specials, one of which features an elderly woman named Ms. Throckmorton, and my reaction was

[prismatoxic]

no celebrity death has ever hit me as hard as chester bennington's and i'm not sure if any ever will. i'm listening to my favorite linkin park album again (a thousand suns) and i remember when i was a teenager, some of the most miserable and self-destructive i'd ever been, i'd just listen to "iridescent" and "the messenger" over and over and over again.

i know it's parasocial or whatever but i wish he could have known how much he helped me and people like me. maybe he did, idk. i don't know if it would have made it feel worth it for him. i can't even imagine how much he was going through.

[creatureactivist]

Can we just stay like this for a while?

[katiemonz]

happy belated birthday blue rat

tails will put your ass on blast dont even doubt

[3000s]

sometimes older people get annoyed when i say "no problem" instead of "you're welcome" but the truth is it's literally not a problem

[3000s]

and sometimes you're not welcome

[prismatoxic]

i quite like these guys

[bobdylanyaoi]

plans for the summer

JERK IT

WRITE RPF

DRINK ALCOHOL

BLOG LIKE IVE NEVER BLOGGED BEFORE

job ?

LISTEN TO RECORDS

[bobdylanyaoi]

to the people who said “this except alcohol”: i support you & your sobriety/preference for other substances. i hope all goes well and you have the best summer ever.

to the few people who said “this except rpf”: sorry this isn’t about you. this post is for real rpfers only and if you can’t get behind that then you aren’t invited to the BDY summer plans

[annabelle--cane]

"the thing about paranoia is well what if I'm right" no actually I'll do you one better. what if it's the fourth wolf-crying incident in a row and I successfully manage to talk myself down and convince myself that I'm imagining all the ringing alarm bells bcuz that's what I did the last four times. so I ignore it and look away. and then. specifically due to me relaxing and turning around. The Fucking Wolf.

[sexygaywizard]

I only have 5 hp please be gentle with me