“ah….” was all the male could utter out. if he had to be honest, he was slightly worried he wouldnt know exactly who due to the fact that three were tall and three others were tall enough. however, once sooha had said ‘tallest’ and ‘shortest’, he knew exactly who they were. “i see” he nodded his head. “fair warning though, changjo can be really……. weird.”
chanhee stayed quiet as he listened to what the other had to say. it interested him how grades isnt much of an importance to the high schooler. usually, at this age for most people, grades and school in general is their life. sometimes the pressure of being the best in school can be too much to the point where they walk on the path of no return. the male soon chuckled. “yah the married life isnt that bad if you find the right one.” he nodded his head, talking from what he experienced so far. he then kept his eyes on the highschooler, waiting for him to describe more of his love interest. however only two adjectives left sooha’s mouth. “…. really? only pretty and nice?” chanhee blinked. “that’s it?” a sigh left his lips before he shook his head. ‘so descriptive this one…. it’s like i know exactly who she is…’ “find her? you havent kept in contact with her? do you know her name at least or….”
shivering from the cold, the older male moved his hand behind him to lift the hooded part of his jacket up and on his head. chanhee’s attention was then averted back to sooha once he asked about dating. he couldnt deny it: dating and being in a relationship as an idol was twice as hard as he originally thought. he’s well aware that many fans would take it badly whilst others would be happy and brush it off. he was fortunate enough to not get caught with how secretive he was and that he didnt go out much but he knew one day he needed to share that part of his life eventually. nodding his head lightly, he spoke. “it’s hard but it depends. for me it’s hard, maybe even harder because of my occupation. i cant take her out on dates freely as i want and i also cant be affectionate to her publicly because of dispatch. if i get caught, it’ll affect not only me but my group as well. fortunately enough, i didnt get caught yet but eventually i need to tell everyone that I’m with someone for the rest of my life. for you it’s a different story. you can freely take her out on a date or hold her hand and not worry about getting caught or being bashed on by fans. as long as both you and this mystery girl treat each other well and talk out problems instead of fighting, dating wont be as hard as you thought.” chanhee then nudged the younger’s elbow before giving him a small smile. “if you’re that interested in dating her, i can help you find her you know?”
🎧 – Laughter broke out after the male spoke about his members in his group, “Geez... Thanks for the late warning. The guy thinks a lot and most of the time I can’t even keep up with him... Verbally and mentally,” Sooha remembered the encounter and tilted his head. “But you can’t say you’re not weird yourself.”
His face masked into disgust once the marriage lecture began, it was too early in his age to think about such things and he wasn’t ever thinking about that far into the future. His main priority was keeping the woman of his past safe from whoever she was trying to protect him-- Even herself from. “Are you trying to brag about your married life?” His expression showed innocence since he knew mostly about the interior lives of idols fairly easily. “And how exactly am I supposed to describe someone I’ve only met once ten years ago? Knowing her name would have been nice... From what I remembered, she had lots of books in her home,” his memories played against the back of his eyes as he remembered the texture of the past. “Even though she had a job, she was attentive to me without knowing who I was. She did not only saved my life from a car accident but also a reason why I’m continuing to live.”
Noticing the new action from the male, Sooha couldn’t help but force out a tease in the perfect moment, “Did you still want more ice cream? Want another jacket while you’re at it?” But he gave his undivided attention to the male’s current story about the difficulties between his romantic life and his career. Both probably equally important to him. In such circumstances, it couldn’t be avoided but had to be done behind the curtains with precaution in every turn you take. “Living like that... Is it worth it? Day to day, wondering if you’ll get caught... It could cause damage not only to your career but your relationship too, wouldn’t it?” Even though he wasn’t particularly ever really interested in idols or their lives, he had few connections to the famous class. Once the topic was back upon himself, Sooha again gave his typical face of revulsion in order to hide his real feelings. Holding hands with her-- Dating her-- All these thoughts that he tried to avoid thinking about. “Aish, it’s not like that! I just like her...”
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