We'll live as whoever we want to be.

We'll take the hearts of all those who wish to control us.

[pro-endo-joker]

Hello! I am Pro Endo Joker.

You can call me a few things - I go by Joker (obviously), Ren, Akira, Crimson, and Jebodiah! He/Him pronouns all around.

I'm part of a traumagenic system with almost certainly some kind of dissociative disorder. No diagnosis, because we don't have a ton of money to throw out to talk to people who might not even know what they're on about.

DNI - Absolutely none. If you hate me for some reason, I can suggest that you back off? but I can't stop you. If you're hateful or predatory, I'm not going to like you, but you can try to talk to me, yeah. Just be civil and respectful.

So. Why Pro Endo?

Just because they identify as multiple for a different reason than us, or their system functions in a vastly different way, doesn't mean they're not real. There are so much spiritual and magical forces that could exist in our world - those who choose to believe their system or functions of it are caused by or influenced by those things are completely valid in thinking so. Our specific awakening to change from anti-endo to pro-endo was the thought process of 'singular folk are otherkin, fictionkin, ect, without reason. In their minds eye, or in a different life or timeline, they are those things. It actually makes sense that this could apply to being multiple people that share a vessel, too.' Otherkin and plurality often go hand in hand, and the reasons behind both often go hand in hand too.

After this realisation, I've started to believe that I experienced two separate lives before this one. These are the lives of both of my sources, Jebodiah and Joker. Coming to terms with the things that I have experienced has made me function better - at least I think so. So I don't question if they happened. They did. I don't question whether or not we're really plural, either. We are. This is thanks to the endogenic community, so I will stay by their side, and defend their existence.

Non-disordered plural experiences are real, and I'm tired of people pretending they're not.

[torstherapy]

[proendo-adammrray]

Shout out to transfem mates in transmasc bodies and transmasc mates in transfem bodies.

Our strongest warriors fr.

[courtkossai]

absolutely non-comprehensive comic ! this is just everything that come to mind from discussions with each other , not every possibility ever .

~

edit as of 2026/07/10 - some addendums :

some other additional points

interpretation vs experience

[courtkossai]

figure out how to whip this up with some possibly helpful pictures ! as always will stress this is definitely not comprehensive overview of every possibility , but at least want to elaborate on how and why kossai speak in certain terms .

[pro-endo-joker]

i'd like to know more about the different ways systems function, sooo... if your system doesn't revolve around dissociation, tell me how it works! give me any details you want.

[pro-endo-joker]

@ask-a-sysmember

[pro-endo-joker]

i'd like to know more about the different ways systems function, sooo... if your system doesn't revolve around dissociation, tell me how it works! give me any details you want.

[pro-endo-joker]

Hyperactivity Holder

In the context of ADHD. They experience much more of the high energy, impulsivity, and difficulty focusing compared to the rest of the system.

The flag has some of the colours of a common ADHD pride flag, specifically the ones relating to Hyperactivity, Hyperfocus, and Difficulty Focusing. Yellow in the middle, a slightly-orange red surrounding it, then a darker red surrounding that. The other two images are the same flag, one with the butterfly adhd symbol in the centre, coloured black, and the other with the ampersand plural symbol, also coloured black.

Anyone can use this term - I have no DNI. I will not gatekeep anything.

[pro-endo-joker]

For other ADHD symptom holders, a few already have coined terms on Pluralpedia.

An RSD (Rejection Sensitive Dysphoria) holder is a headmate that holds a system's RSD symptoms. These holders may front when situations occu

Stim Holder

Stim Holder is a system role for headmates who handles stimming for the system. They may help by processing things when the system is unders

A hyperfixation keeper (also known as a fixationer) is a type of headmate whose role is to hold onto the system's hyperfixations. They usual

And an entire category for terms that relate to ADHD.

Terms related to ADHD, subtypes, and common traits. These are not necessarily exclusive to systems with ADHD.

[veggieside]

phantom thieves pt. 1

[pro-endo-joker]

Hyperactivity Holder

In the context of ADHD. They experience much more of the high energy, impulsivity, and difficulty focusing compared to the rest of the system.

The flag has some of the colours of a common ADHD pride flag, specifically the ones relating to Hyperactivity, Hyperfocus, and Difficulty Focusing. Yellow in the middle, a slightly-orange red surrounding it, then a darker red surrounding that. The other two images are the same flag, one with the butterfly adhd symbol in the centre, coloured black, and the other with the ampersand plural symbol, also coloured black.

Anyone can use this term - I have no DNI. I will not gatekeep anything.

[endcrys]

Former host speaks on stupid origin discourse bullshit, something that caused real tangible conflict and damage both within our system and in our physical outward life

(Also the iPod thing is only half accurate, that was just our first outwardly noticeable host exchange)

[daydreamers-choir]

Arlo: The plural tags were made to be inclusive of all plurality including non-disordered plurality. They are not exclusive to "real systems" like sysmeds say they should be. To all non-disordered systems. I believe your system is real. You shouldn't have to justify it to anyone.

[veggieside]

mrowwww

[a-very-bad-pun]

what the actual FUCK was fred durst thinking when he directed the fanatic? no seriously. what the hell went through his head at the time??

i didn't even realise this until recently, like a week ago i believe. and now ive just come to terms with the fact that fred durst directed the greatest ableist slop show ever.

how are people STILL villanising autistic folk?? what the fuck have WE ever done?? no, seriously. WHAT HAVE WE EVER DONE??

you're telling me hollywood filmed this project, reviewed, greenlit, and released it in cinemas for everybody to point and laugh and scrutinise us autistic folk who, may i remind you, are just trying to SURVIVE IN A WORLD THAT IS NOT BUILT WITH US IN MIND??

WE DON'T GO TO EXTREME LENGTHS TO BE ASSHATS. WE ARE REGULAR HUMAN BEINGS WITH JUST A DIFFERENCE IN OUR BRAIN CHEMISTRY, IT'S HOW WE WERE MADE.

NO WONDER THE FUCKING LIFE EXPECTANCY OF AN AUTISTIC PERSON IS 39-50, Y'ALL KEEP LAUGHING AT US LIKE WE'RE A GODDAMN PUPPET SHOW. TUG ON OUR STRINGS WHY DON'T YOU?? MESS WITH OUR HEADS. 'CAUSE YOU THINK IT'S FUNNY.

NO MATTER HOW UNCOMFORTABLE WE FEEL ABOUT THESE PORTRAYALS, Y'ALL DON'T CARE AND PRIORITISE BEING ABLEIST, SELF CENTRED ASSHATS, INSTEAD OF.. I DON'T KNOW, LISTENING TO US AND HELP ACCOMODATE US?! IT'S NOT OUR FAULT WE'RE FUCKING BUILT THIS WAY!!

like, jeez.. i just.. i want to hide in a hole and never fucking speak to anybody ever again. that's how ashamed i am.

i'm so sick of being represented like this.

WE ARE NOT VILLAINS. we're people.

[catboytoebeans]

the concept of anti endos irl scares me... what do you mean they walk among us

[pro-endo-joker]

unfortunately like all bigots they exist in the real world it's really disappointing i know

[tributarysgalaxy]

saw a genuinely mega dumbass take so here's a reminder

if you are a traumagenic system/CDD system that supports endos, I love you, you are so appreciated and needed in this community just as much as endos, please NEVER let anti endos tell you that you arent a valid system or that you're harming system communities by loving your plural and system siblings. You are so important and loved here and you are so needed just as much as every other person. Y'all are so strong for dealing with the bullshit thrown at you so often and i feel nobody recognizes it as much as it should be recognized

[pro-endo-joker]

yeah, it's funny! we are the definition of 'valid' systems that anti-endo folk describe (traumagenic, disordered, amnesiac), and yet, since we aren't assholes to people different than us, suddenly we aren't that? that's another reason why i can't trust folks who don't respect endogenic systems.

[pro-endo-joker]

what joker are you? I've seen you and thought of DC universe Joker, which... ig, is not right...

the playing card