I don't usually do pinned posts, but maybe this blog could use one. 🌕✨
⚔️This is a sideblog for my fitness journey, ed recovery, and critique of anti-health culture. Fat acceptance never helped me. If anything, it held me back.
🌊Name-wise, just use my url I guess. Or Profunda. The url is Latin for my blog title, "[I am] formed in [the] depths."
That is genuinely how my fitness journey feels, coming from a deep, dark place and growing from it. Batman Bane style: I was born in the darkness, molded by it. (And you better have read that in the voice.)
🔥I am an adult woman who had severe anorexia as a teenager, particularly a nine-month stretch at 14-15 years old (2010-2011). Back then, recovery wasn't my choice. For over a decade, I struggled to find the relationship with food and exercise, body, and capabilities I want without being tempted by disordered thoughts or habits. Since starting this blog in summer 2025, especially since February 2026, that's been way easier. I have a new, much healthier outlook that is rooted in authenticity (unapologetically being myself and shooting for my healthy goals) and honesty (being realistic about what is healthy and doable and how I've been doing).
My lore: first recovery, and bit on old mentality.
Progress: importance of attention, and beginning maintenance.
I have other related things in #recovery.
Other common tags are #nutrition, #exercise, #workout, #fitness, and #fitspo (which is not the same as thinsp0). Workout tag is specific tips and things to try; exercise tag is more general.
🌳As you may notice, I can be very share-y. On this blog, for this topic, I'm an open book. I'm happy to answer questions or discuss things. I try to keep other details of my life under more wraps for privacy. Be aware that if I ever get more specific about my bad times, especially 2010-11, it could be triggering, but for some things, it can be important context. I won't sanitize or sugar coat or hide any part of my reality in this sphere.
I'm not encouraging disordered behavior or goals. Stats in bio because it's part of my honesty. If you see that BMI go below 18.5, feel free to chew me out, but otherwise, there's no reason to complain.
If you find this content triggering, please see yourself out.
I don't particularly like interacting with minors, but I won't chase you away with a stick. Just maintain a normal distance, please.












