Ramadan is ending and I...
.. feel so depressed about it. Just never want it to end. Just want to live in it, repeat it, immerse in it and forget about all the other months. I just want Ramadan to stay.
Because it is the most peaceful Iāve felt. That strange bog in my mind cleared up during this fasting month and I feel no suffering like I do on other months. Itās distressing to know, that the holy month is ending, I havenāt done enough to have feel like Iāve done it any justice and Iām already feeling it slip away.
Itās lonely. Ramadan is like a friend, providing comfort and relief where there was none. Giving me strength from the act of fasting alone and seeing my body transform into a strange vessel of light and fast strength. The hunger pangs no longer plague me. I want to fast forever!














