Pupkins

He/Him, Gay Transman, Aroace, certified blond Californian Ao3 Loser

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You May Know Me From:

Andreil Porn Star AU

JereJean Firsts:

Faire L’amour

Bon Chien

Kerejean triangular prism series:

Triskel

And miscellaneous shit like:

Heavy-Handed - twinyards angst

Pisco Punch - Jeremy and Andrew

Angelface - Kerejean w/ babygirl Kevin

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Thinking of adding some extra detail to Scruffed

Particularly with Jean fucking Kevin

Should I got back and edit in some more content or leave it?

Edit + Add

Leave it alone

Remaining time: 1 day 14 hours

[fuckrozanov]

the worst writing crime you can ever commit in my opinion is watering down the dirty talk because you’re self-conscious that it sounds like it’s from a bad porno…..i cannot stress this enough……leave it alone. the moment you tell yourself he would not fucking say that you’re doomed. people will say almost anything if their dick is hard enough

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EXACTLY

If they’re that lost in the sauce, then you can get them to say anything

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Heya babe!! First off, love your fics (the combo of intimacy and character study? Ghghhhaskqbejq) second off, would you ever think of making Kevin a top?

- someone who thinks you're cool

Teheheheh hiiii

While I would let Kevin top, I just cannot, with all my brain, find a way to write him as a dom. Either no power dynamics involved or subbing, but I can’t view him as a dom. So yes! He will be allowed to actually use his dick at some point

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so what i'm hearing is that we're getting andrew x jeremy from you in the future...

Maybe…….i could expand on Pisco Punch or do something new. Andreil & Jerejean as swingers is definitely a thought

Writing a completely platonic sex scene could be very fun, especially as an aroacespec person.

Andrew is very deliberate with everything he does during intimacy, and I think Jeremy would appreciate that despite it weirding him out at first. I think Jeremy would be able to work through some trauma with Andrew (not that he couldn’t with Jean, but it’s good to have outside validation and not just have it come from a romantic partner). Andrew would make the environment completely secure and safe (which Jeremy desperately needs) and Jeremy can’t conceal his emotions if he tried to (his friends read him like an open book). No ulterior motives aside from feeling good. It’s a casual hookup where they innately trust each other due to their mutual friends.

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andrew spends the entire plane ride home from california asking himself if he could be picked up by jeremy with a lighter. he tries to tell himself that would never work on him, but there’s a flicker of doubt there

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I 100% believe those two would have some insane freaky bro sex/makeouts. NorCal vs SoCal personified. LA vs Oakland. Natural blonde vs bleach blond. Kissing sloppy style

[handsywoman]

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Biggest thighs ever and I need to be between them

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Get squeezed idiot

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Hmmmgggfg

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Sudden influx of kudos on Faire L’amour, what happened who snitched

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how do you think andrew and neils' serious fights/arguments would play out? what do you think the aftermath of their arguments is? id lovvveee to hear your opinion

Hmmmm it’s difficult to say because they’re both the most stubborn bastards ever, but they also have particular soft spots for each other. It’s really an Unstoppable Force meets Immovable Object.

Any argument would probably end if one of them gives up and decides to bend for the sole purpose of keeping the other. Eventually one would decide that their happiness and stability (and pleasing the other) is more important than the argument and they give in in a very minute way.

It also feels like they would compromise and have healthy boundaries but hide it behind other language so as not to seem like functioning people in a loving relationship.

[pumpkinnsoda]

Funny thing actually I used to hate Kevjerejean. I hated Kevjean and Keremy too (and Kandreil/Kandrew. still do sorry not sorry) basically since forever. Then I read your fics and suddenly I was giggling and kicking my feet over ships I used to pray on the downfall of. What the hell did you lace those fics with tell me now

I think the common denominator might be Kevin because I naturally love Jerejean and Andreil. Before you kill me with hammers can I just say that I DO understand the Kevin appeal intellectually. For the time being though any Kevjerejean fic I read is going to have to be written by you exclusively because apparently you alone possess the ability to make me see the vision

Heheheheheheheh I’m indoctrinating people. Ive gotten several comments along these lines.

Kevin can be molded in such interesting ways (missionary, doggy, against a wall…) and I love delving into his dynamics with the other two. Also!!! Kevin’s presence allows Jean to be a little more sadistic and mean without Jeremy being the target.

[sunlitcourts]

Jeremy and Jean are private when it comes to their sex life, except for a cheeky joke here and there among their close friends. But the topic does tend to come up when they're out and about with strangers and acquaintances, particularly in queer spaces where people are more open to explicit conversations.

In such situations, Jean more often than not gets designated as the "top" in his and Jeremy's relationship. People take a look at him — tall, large, broody — and it becomes a matter of fact to throw the label around. The opposite happens to Jeremy, whose smaller body and sunshine demeanor earns him the "bottom" role in people's minds.

Neither of them corrects the assumptions. In Jean's eyes, it's Jeremy's and his life, and no one is entitled to what goes on inside the privacy of their bedroom. Jeremy doesn't care about it — as biased and sometimes insensitive as it might be, it has been mostly harmless. (Of course, homophobic people do try to use it against them, but that is an entirely different situation than a gay man asking Jeremy about how he found a boyfriend who is a top.) In other words, "let them think what they want" is the mentality they've kept since the first time it happened.

No one but them needs to know how Jean unravels under Jeremy's hands, how much he yearns to be filled by him. Nor how Jeremy never quite knew pleasure like the one he feels when he satisfies Jean — how an orgasm by his hand, or with Jean over him, is amazing of course, but the high he gets when it's intertwined with giving Jean exactly what he wants? Unraveling his lover in the exact way he asks? It's like every sensation multiplied over.

And, of course, they weren't there to see how they fought to get to this point — the demons of their past haunting every step they took, still showing their ugly teeth sometimes, even now. But they learned to fight them.

So yeah, let them all believe the big, grumpy guy is the top and the California boy with the thousand-sun smile is the bottom, if that helps them sleep at night. Meanwhile, Jeremy is folding Jean in half and making him blush so hard he has to hide his face in the pillow, as Jeremy looks at him like he's his whole universe.

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Gulp

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Jerejean pornstar au? Anyone??

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that bottom twitter trend feat jean’s favourite 🍑

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*silently changes my blowjob scene to a rimming scene*

[instigatorjosten]

uh oh the brain worms are making their way into my head. they whisper to me.

neil riding jean. jean holding neil up in the shower against the tiles and fucking him in the air.

its too loud. make it stop i cant handle it. (my words but also kevin’s in the room next door)

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Deadass I’ve never been attracted to Jeaneil until this post

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Andrew looking at neil wip if uh thats cool w everyone ?

[saiintval]

I saw a beautiful portrait today and it made me want to spend 2 hours rendering so bad

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My Andrew Minyard ilysm

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Considering writing a KevJean CNC scene…

It’s like, Kevin’s birthday or something and he wants this as a gift. He wants to cry and beg and refuse while Jean ignores him. The emotional catharsis of sobbing, of being wanted, of not having to decide.

And trauma can do strange things to your sexuality. I know firsthand how assault can result in taboo kinks—I could easily write Jean feeling that way too.

The questions are…strictly degradation, or degradation mixed with praise? Should he be wearing anything? Any toys?

Let me know what you think