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he wasn't even looking at me and he found me
we're not kids anymore.
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@pursuitofmemy
I really fucking hate this. I hate the fact I swore already in this post. Why. Why is all I keep asking myself. I just miss you. I want you here. I want to have my hero back in my life. I can't keep going on pretending like everything is fine when all I want to do is ask you how to go about life and where I should go from here. I need your love and guidance. I need my Grandpa back.
I'm Not Better Without You. I'm Better Because OF You.
So I don't know when I started sliding downhill and losing sight of what I love and of my passions but I slid farther than anyone could realize but him. One thing he said to me after we broke up was that I would be better without him. That he was keeping me down. I was suffering from depression which caused my lack of passion and made me slide. I was a different person before him, and sometimes people come into our lives to help us grow. I was going through old screen shots the other day in a folder on the computer because I was trying to delete stuff, and I saw text he had sent me, about how proud of me he was for how far I'd come, and of my work, and how lucky he was because I had talent and always kept pushing me. Looking back at those reminded me that I was once this driven person, and I want to keep looking forward and make my dreams come true. So thank you, for making me wake up and realize this.
I'm going to make things happen for myself again. I'm going to make my dreams come true.
The media teaches me to be ashamed of my body, here’s my “fuck you” to anyone who tried to tell me how to feel about how I look. Embrace all that you are. Thin or thick. #curves #curvy #LadyLumps #BodyPositive #LoveAllThatYouAre
SO GUISE I POSTED THIS ON MY OTHER BLOG...
so... Ima leave this here... byeeee
I don't think I've actually told all you lovelies yet but I got a puppy on the first! :3
Also he totally is into bowties.
And sleeping in my bed.
Went and spent my Sunday with Mr. E. He gave me lots of slobbery kisses and is such a flirt. He makes everything okay and is always a reminder of why I got help.
MY BABY BOY. <3 He was one of the things that was always in the back of my mind when I got to the breaking point. I couldn't leave this world and leave this little boy behind. I just couldn't. One day when he asks about my scars, and ask how I recovered, I'll tell him that it's because HE is my angel and helped me through the dark period in my life.
I'm pansexual and that's okay. Some days I wear boys clothes and that's okay. Tomorrow is National Coming Out day. This is my coming out. Love yourself for you and those who matter will accept you for all that you are. <3
The fact that you’re struggling doesn’t make you a burden. It doesn’t make you unloveable or undesirable or undeserving of care. It doesn’t make you too much or too sensitive or too needy. It makes you human. Everyone struggles. Everyone has a difficult time coping, and at times, we all fall apart. During these times, we aren’t always easy to be around — and that’s okay. No one is easy to be around one hundred percent of the time. Yes, you may sometimes be unpleasant or difficult. And yes, you may sometimes do or say things that make the people around you feel helpless or sad. But those things aren’t all of who you are and they certainly don’t discount your worth as a human being. The truth is that you can be struggling and still be loved. You can be difficult and still be cared for. You can be less than perfect, and still be deserving of compassion and kindness.
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FUCK. I REALLY LIKE DM.
This is my absolutely handsome little nephew. Anytime spent with him is time well spent. He just melts my heart.
ST is dating someone else and I could not be happier for them. They look so adorable and ST is the happiest I have seen them in months. SS hasn't really talked to me at all and I have honestly given up trying. I don't want to work for something if they don't want anything to do with me. DM is still a mystery to me. I know he cares and everything but I think it's hard because of the distance and because he knows about how I'm not wanting another serious thing right now.
Also apparently I'm permanently pretty according to Alex. So. Thanks?
LIFE IS WEIRD AND SO ISN'T DATING. HOW DOES ONE DATE. I HAVEN'T DONE THIS IN FOUR OR FIVE YEARS. someoneteachmetheways
Update Party
A little over 2 months since the break-up and my first official step towards long lasting recovery. Wow. Has it really only been two months? Some days it feels like a lifetime ago, and others, well, just a few days.
We all know break-ups are hard. Especially long term ones. I was broken for a while. I started seeing a therapist shortly after for my depression and really took her words into consideration. She told me to take control of the things in my life that I could control and let go of the things I couldn't. So... that's what I did.
Here we are two months later. About a week ago I signed up for a dating site- the first time ever may I add- and decided maybe I should try to at least get back into the swing of things. Go on a few dates, meet some new people.
I still have yet to see him or get the rest of my stuff out but that all ends tomorrow. Unless I coward out. But we'll see.
I got into AI-Nashville so I'll be moving there very, very soon. And I'm ready. It will be hard not being near family as I have been since the break-up but it's a fresh start in a new city. I am ready.
I think this updates gotten pretty long. I'll be back another day.
xoxo
Memy.
I like Wrecking Ball by Miley. I have never liked her voice or music. But it's emotional and deep. I think. M
This just happened.
I've been thinking about nothing but my future lately. My 20th birthday is a month away, and looking back I thought my life would be different. But, I'm glad things worked the way they did. But I'm not here to talk about that. Lately I've been thinking about where I want to be and where I want to live and do with my life. Do I want to continue in school, and if so where and what do I want to study? Or do I want to work work work and save and just travel and not think about tomorrow? Should I take chances and risk or should I play it safe? These are the things that keep me up at night.
xoxo
DM is like me in many ways, which was why I started to fall in like with him when we first started talking. He told me he fell in love with me. Now I'm single and we're talking again. But I don't know if I'm actually crushing for him and in like like with him because I really am or because of how he understands me and what I'm going through. I'll be visiting his state in a few months and we'll be hanging out. Until then, I think I'll just leave it as talking. And we'll see where it goes when we hangout in a few months. I guess.
I had a wonderful night visiting my neighbors. They fed me dinner, I got to play with cute puppies, and they gave me a gift as a thank you for feeding their birds last week. Things are looking up. :3
One of my best friends hadn't realized John and I broke up.... so I sent her a wall post from who is probably his new GF. And almost started crying. But I haven't. That's a good step, right?
