I really fucking hate this. I hate the fact I swore already in this post. Why. Why is all I keep asking myself. I just miss you. I want you here. I want to have my hero back in my life. I can't keep going on pretending like everything is fine when all I want to do is ask you how to go about life and where I should go from here. I need your love and guidance. I need my Grandpa back.















