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[queeriousss]

mirror pronouns

im the anti endo guy, if you dont like me constantly posting about endos,,, idk what to tell you thats literally what this blog is for

sometimes i vent

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my stances: ·➝

▸ anti endo 𖥔

▸ anti polymind𖥔

▸ anti radqueer 𖥔

▸ anti darkship 𖥔

[queeriousss]

what do you mean by median?

median is this idea theres some in between to being a singlet or system, and its also just p-did. the median label was also changed from its original, midcontinuum, to try and seperate dissociation from system hood. all according to pluralpedia

theres a lot of other labels like osdd/pdid that you can use thats not endo slop and evoking this idea that your "not quite a system" because you dont follow a popular belief and expectation of systems online. these labels help no one in actually understanding themself and how there system actually works and are just made with the aim to demedecalize and actual experience and make it some quirky thing anyone can experience if they want

[queeriousss]

i think i can put my system questioning behind me and then i get a brain/identity reset and everythings fucked

[queeriousss]

the amount of people i see that consider themselves median [past me included] because they dont feel like entirely separate people in one body and instead just facets or personalities/identities, and that theres not much, if any, difference. like honey, thats just what being a system is 🥀

[queeriousss]

Ugh I hate endos but also I feel bed for them cause I think a decent amount are genuinely people with DID who don’t wanna accept or remember their trauma. I think there’s a chance I could have become one if things were different. The more I see pro endo stuff tho the less I think that’s actually the majority, there’s so much ignorance, ableism and just absolutely rudeness.

i can definitely agree. its very easy for questioning people and systems who went through syscovery in those places to use endo terms or identify partially or fully as endo, through misguidance and just not understanding how the disorder works because no one helps them learn, since endo spaces are non disordered spaces and dont actually care about the intracacies of it. i also do fear i couldve gone farther down that rabbit hole if i didnt have my own common sense and respect and understanding for people who face these disorders. though like you said at the end, it seems less and less like thats the majority, theres so many BaH blogs and radqueers that take up a majority of the posts, same with posts talking about willoing a system and stuff, which just isnt what i really imagine actual systems in the endo community to post.

[queeriousss]

would it be emotional amnesia if like, i do something in one room/environment but the moment i leave that environment it feels like what happened wasnt real or just a dream or it felt like it happened ages ago when it was just mminutes ago?

[anti-willo-miku]

Endos are not psychotic or delusional. they’re just idiots. they’re just idiots okay we dont need to further the stigma of psychosis

people can be wrong without being in psychosis

[queeriousss]

theres a "questioning plural" culture blog and its stupid because why in the world would you be questioning plural in the community that tells you to just say your plural anyway even if you are a singlet and if you feel you 'should' be plural then you are like, cmon. and the questioning cdd systems will jsut be told to be endogenic anyway if they arent a system, helps no one

anyway we need an actual questioning system blog that doesnt do all that bullshit and actually helps people rather than say if you want the disorder you can just make it up. i need more people like me to be able to talk about things and get help for it rather than be told misinfo about a serious disorder and told to ruin your mental health more. we also need to get rid of the shame of not having an identity and spread awareness that it isnt just a system thing.

[queeriousss]

SiW losing her shit over the anti-willoverse to the point she has to make a satire anti endo/willo charlie kirk blog to go against the actual anti willo one is crazyyyyy, makes a guy consider joining

grown ass woman has to use weird ai photos and the same nonsense crap she uses for her other anti endo satire blog anti-lies

and yes im totally convinced its her it sounds exactly like something she would do

[queeriousss]

sorry for having different opinions and sense of humor than other people

[cackletimebaby]

dxed system here, for several years now. i came across some of your posts and I’m really confused as to why you, as a singlet, are so invested in syscourse?

You don’t know what it’s like to be a system, much less what it’s like to have DID/OSDD especially. it doesn’t even seem like you know that much about endos. 9 times out of 10 they say that they’re not claiming to have DID. they are only saying that they have headmates. those are 2 very different statements.

It’s more offensive to me as a traumagenic system for singlets to be getting into discourse that you’re not apart of than for someone to say they have more than one guy in their head.

I don’t think it’s that serious honestly and you should do more research on endos, or at the very least stop getting into syscourse like you know anything about it.

"Why are you as an abled person standing up for disabled people"

[anti-willo-miku]

I find this type of thinking very dangerous because it isolates systems in this issue. I think we should have MORE anti-endo singlets, as ableism is a battle nobody should have to fight alone.

[queeriousss]

god forbid a singlet struggles and has experiences where they wrongly suspect DID/OSDD and thus become more connected and concerned with the community that way 🙄 (just one of many reasons a singlet may be involved with CDD issues, and my own personal)

Also you don’t have to have a disorder to know what is wrong and right, you just need to make sure you’re educated on the topics. Literally don’t understand anons thinking, god forbid outsiders speak out against harmful actions that prey on minorities. Next anon is going to say cis people shouldn’t vote for trans rights and leave it to the actual trans people to decide.

“I don’t think it’s that serious” anon after they just said it’s more offensive for a singlet to point out ableism than someone mocking their disorder. Idk man I think it is pretty serious, if you care enough to complain anonymously about someone interacting with a community

[snowys-system]

"I wish I was a system"

"I wish I had alters"

fellas, did you know alters are like a small part of this disorder (in our experience)

Most of this disorder is the cptsd, panic/anxiety, chronic tension and pain, hypervigilance, memory loss, severe dissociation and depersonalation, depression, rage attacks, and inability to connect with others

but sure, let's pretend systems are only alters and no other symptoms for a second

Lemme ask you, why do you want to be a system?

would it be to be unique?

would it be to have an excuse to do and say things that you would never say?

would it be cool to roleplay as your favorite characters?

like

You can still be unique, be a bad person, and to roleplay without being a system. You know that, right?

- Cole 🎂 He / They -

[anti-willo-l]

"hey guys when you guys say something is for the mentally ill and disabled can you include me in that as well? the mentally ill and disabled and endos if it's not too much trouble thanks"

[this-is-cdd-ableism]

I wonder if that other anon knows you're a singlet and is referring to you as multiple on purpose. Like similar to misgendering but with the other quality of grammar so it's...misnumbering? As a pro-endo I kind of feel tempted to refer to you as multiple out of spite as a way of messing with you, but then I remember how much I hate being told that I'm trans in denial or an egg and how horrible those things are to say to someone, so I'm not going to call you a system in denial or anything similar because that's really not okay to say to someone. Plurality in the pro-endo framework is something that people should identify as on their own and is not something that should be forced onto others, so I'm sorry that people are treating you that way. Even if you disagree with my opinions on syscourse, I would like to apologize on behalf of how those other people are treating you.

thanks for not insisting im plural, i guess?? 😭

i wouldnt be shocked and it was one of my first thoughts, that theyre just saying that as a way to insist im actually plural, because they want me to be or other reasons. but also nobody actually checks blogs so it could just be them sending mindless hate. not to mention, a system may not want to be referred to as multiple in this context, it may just be one alter running a blog, or they just dont want to be called "owners" plural for whatever reason. so its not even a "spite the singlet who has identity issues" thing, its literally just "im going to disrespect or not even check for your preferences"

you had me in the first half until you said youve wanted to spite me before, i didnt need to know that, that in itself just makes this ask feel weird and like your still trying to spite me but also be the "better endo", not taking that apology for the weird behavior thats perpetuated in your community, sorry if im being mean but i just dont see this any other way when this ask in itself is a break in my boundaries/dni, and youre telling me useless shit i didnt need to know besides the fact i disagree with you. odd, isnt it?

[queeriousss]

thinking about this again and its so funny because this anon also seems very insecure with their standing in the pro endo community, that they have to come to my asks after seeing another anon and trying to virtue signal that theyre one of the good ones by being honest about being a cruel ass hole. theyre trying so hard to make themself look like the good one and "apologize" for the weirdo endos while also just perpetuating that weird invasive and harmful behavior. what was their whole point

[thediscoursebakery]

I think it’s just a tad bit weird that endos and “ plural “ defenders like to say that Alters being a symptom of CDDs means that anyone can experience it without the disorder because it’s “ just a symptom and not the disorder in itself “

Because for one, there’s scientific evidence and research as to how alters develop, if there is no fractured states of the brain via extreme dissociation, you are not able to develop alters. yes, it’s a symptom. No, it’s not one that can magically appear out of nowhere. It’s not one you can will into existence. It’s not like things such as migraines where you can experience it without a direct cause/a mental health issue.

Two, it’s incredibly ableist to suggest that something these people struggle with is “ just a symptom that anyone can experience “ and then proceed to completely ignore and dismiss the trouble these people go through because you believe it’s not that serious and that it’s something everyone has on the fucking daily. It waters down a significant part of the disorder for your benefit of having fun and roleplaying in the worst way you can.

[ IMAGE TXT : Jake Doesn’t tolerate Ableism! Endos and similar begone! ]

[queeriousss]

I say this all the time!! Thank you anti Willo Jake! /pos

[queeriousss]

fuck man i want to be full of love and joy and appreciation but its so fucking hard when you realize everything is steeped in hate and no matter what you like or do someones going to have a negative thing to say for some reason but maybe thats me being stuppid and wishing people could be agreeable i need to kms

[scooterplastic]

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