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Sometimes all you gotta do to get rid of em Monday blues is have a glass.

Of poison.

N choke yourself.

#bitch bye #i cant even #self deprecating humor #fuckthisshitimout

You're a shake.

It's like I don't even have the energy to rage quit. I'll just be splattered like a spilt shake all over the countertop and wait for someone else to clean up

#a proposition #thought #relate #donewithhoes #funny #memea #memes #feels #rants #relatable #humor #gay humor

*scenario in my head while sitting in class*

Me: oh! Oh Chris, you make me feel so good.

Chris Pratt: so much, so great, baby. Let me leave my wife for you.

Me: oh! You can't do that. Oh no, all I want for you is to be happy.

Chris: *looks away and cries*

Me: *cries*.

Best friend beside me: okay hoe, another second of this, and I'm taking you to the shrink. ;_;

#gay life #gay culture #funny #gay humor #imaginaryboyfriend #wheredoisignuptokilltheuglyme #cuckoo #bff

Thou shall not fall in love with a straight man.

-Paul 12:9

If you ever twirled to hips don't lie by shakira as a kid, you're gay now.

I feel like I'd have been a "i-need-5-more-mins"saurus in the Mesozoic Era.

#humor #gay #self deprecating humor #self depriciation memes

You've no idea how much

I'm scared. So, so scared of so many thing, but I'm told that it's very insignificant. I'm scared of that chill that hits when you least expect it. Maybe while you're watching the pigeons peck on the grains on the park's path, or you're smelling one of your old books that you got as a present on your 15th birthday from your best friend when you walked into your class, all tired of staying up late to turn in the assignment on time. You were so happy you could've cried a bit, had your face not been buried in one of your buddies' shoulders in the group hug. After that they probably had teased you a bit about being all 'grown up now' but you don't remember. You were in cloud 9. OR it might hit you when you are going through your old school supplies that had been racked away for so long that the box was as grimy as your attic's deepest parts. You might just recognise that marker that your friend had lend you and obviously forgot to ask for it back. I'm scared of what actually hits, what actually comes with the chills. Its that haunting, empty recollection of days that've passed. And are never coming back. No matter what. You miss things that once were your world. You've grown, become a different person. And so has everyone else. Even though you know you still have those people in your life, but you'll never have them back in the way it used to be. I'm so scared. You probably have no idea.

#muse #writeups #rant #oldschoolromance #school #friends #reminiscing #melancholy

Being a beyonce queer is fantasizing the idea to recreate this scene at some point in your life in future when you’re rich and can afford backup posers.

#beyonce #gay #beyoncegay #queenyonce

gay culture is trying to have a resting kimk bitch face even when in reality you look like a burnt chicken nugget

You’ve no idea how much

I’m scared. I’m so, so scared of so many things, it’s a bit unsettling, but I’m always told that it’s kinda insignificant. I, for an insight, am scared of the reminiscence that hits me, in the oddest of times. It might hit you when you’re watching the pigeons peck on the grains on the park’s path, or while you’re smelling that old book that you got as a present on your 15th birthday from your best friend, when you’d walked into the class that day, all dazed, because you’d spent the previous night staying up late, working to turn in the assignment on time, and let’s be honest you were expecting that it would just be another tiring day. You’d felt so happy that you could’ve almost cried, had your face not been buried in one of your buddies’ shoulders in the group hug. You were teased a bit after that, about how “all grown up you’re now”, but you don’t remember. You were on cloud 9 and full of love for them.

Or it might hit you when you’re going through your school supplies, trying to fish out some spare scotch tape because you ran out of them while working on something, and you suddenly notice a marker that your bench-mate a.k.a support-system had lent you, but of course, forgot to ask for it back. You’re astounded that the things that were once your world are long gone now. You remember hurting real bad for some time, when the farewell was raw, and it feels like that shadowy acrid reminder suddenly twitched somewhere inside, letting you be aware of its presence. The mighty marker shaped shadow. You giggle a bit.

You know you still have all those people in your life. You even made plans for Diwali, remember? But you also know you’re never going to get them back in your Monday’s, in the way they used to be. You just know. And you love them so much.

I’m scared. Scared of all of it, you’ve no idea.

#teenage #seperation #muses #rant #thoughts #3am thoughts #bestfriends #school

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When will there be a season 2 were dying sis

Person : "How gay are you in daily life?".

Me, an intellectual homo: "I'm....I'm THE GAY™ "

#gay #gayhumor #gaymemes #thegay

"Eat pasta, run fasta"

-mahatma gandhi

I absolutely laugh at nothing. Except myself.

Rant

I feel like it's the weird randomness of the possibility of a person being diagnosed with a mental health disorder is what makes it so unnerving to me. Like I could be a healthy, giggly 16 y/o with an ordinary sleeping eating n work schedule but no, I end up staying wide awake for DAYS straight till the dizziness knocks me out n i can fight the sleep anxiety no more or even face my own self. I could be a normal regular teen getting normal thoughts like what is my crush doing atm but no, I overthink about my over thinking too. I stress eat, regret about stress eating, induce vomit, and then cry and scream, I break things in wild rage, try to explain my actions to my ownself, end up with sickening guilt that makes me want to scratch my scalp raw. I hurt and seek help, I don't find help even though people tryna do whatever they can to make me feel better. I hurt helplessly and in vain.