audhd mess

♡ she/her | #no cringe | friendly | 20s ♡

[questionablemoral]

If u ever think I wrote something cringe, then it's just your aura isn't strong enough to accept it

[amourmavie]

[leazardoya]

yes i like older men - no i wont act younger than i already am because it turns you on

yes i like older men - no i don't want to only have a sexual connection

yes i like older men - no it's not just because they're experienced

yes i like older men - no i don't want to expose my body as soon as we meet

yes i like older men - no i wont be showing you anything until you actually know me

[questionablemoral]

Continuation of this

My friends don't understand what his problem is and it's normal for everyone, some TEACHERS noticed our connection and make good-natured jokes about us (like here) I'm just going crazy because feels like I live in some kind of fanfic with 1500-page slowburn with unfinished ending 💀

[questionablemoral]

im so confused as to why you broke up with him… or cut things off— you both very obviously love each other

I KNOW RIGHT????

So basically we had a conversation where he expressed his fears that we have quite an age gap (he said PROBABLY) 🥴 and difference in status (teacher-student), although couple of days before that he admitted that he likes me and I said that I want to kiss him

But his answer was "I'm.. not sure that's right..." AND IT'S SO HARD because we both look at each other with loving eyes, but he doesn't dare to cross his principles

We still see each other (but for now he's on vacation) and we're still "friends" but it really kills me (and probably him)

[questionablemoral]

Miss him so much I'm thinking about downloading a dating app bruh

[questionablemoral]

Loving an older man is like wanting red bull while you're on tranqs — you really want it, but you know it'll make you sick

[unusualhysteria]

[questionablemoral]

[mysilent879]

[questionablemoral]

Changed the style of the blog a bit!! ❤️‍🔥❤️‍🔥

(don't lose me)

[writingdose]

writers, instead of asking ai for help, you can always use your childhood trauma and repressed issues to help you with that fic

[questionablemoral]

I may forget my name but I will never forget how my fingers felt in his dark hair with a few gray ones and how he closed his eyes and almost fell asleep while I stroked him and lightly squeezed his soft strands

[sweetscentedkiss]

[manumouse]

usually people overreact with hyping up stuff on the internet but one thing that can never be hyped up too much is men moaning and whimpering and gasping and breathing heavily and stammering and grunting and huffing and—

[rosesforshoto]

men who close their eyes and hum a little when they suck on your clit

[mewnbuns]

men who can’t ever wait to fully undress you before fucking you, always semi-clothed and messy, skirts flipped up and shirts stretched at the neckline and pants around their ankles

vs

men who’s favourite part is getting to strip you completely bare beneath them, always making sure they make time to be able to worship you in your nakedness— peeling back each layer and appreciating the newly exposed skin with a kiss and a caress