Maveth

𝚃𝚑𝚒𝚗𝚐𝚜 𝚊𝚛𝚎𝚗’𝚝 𝚊𝚕𝚠𝚊𝚢𝚜 𝚊𝚜 𝚝𝚑𝚎𝚢 𝚜𝚎𝚎𝚖 𝚕𝚘𝚟𝚎

[quiet-maveth]

“Does it hurt now…

The space I’m giving you,

The silence I’m giving you,

The tears I’m no longer shedding in front of you,

The empty smiles I give you,

Do you finally feel the pain I feel since I’m finding my worth?”

[quiet-maveth]

It’s crazy how because of one person, you decided almost 2 years of loving me was over.

[quiet-maveth]

“And with a snap of a finger… we are now just strangers with memories….”

[quiet-maveth]

“You are my escape… she is yours.”

[ruhaniya]

[troublemakerfun]

Every freaking day.

[quiet-maveth]

“When I tell you I’m thinking of leaving… I want you to fight for me…

I want to feel like I am important enough in your life to stay…

I want you to tell me how much I mean to you…

I want to feel like I’m enough for you…”

[thoughtkick]

“Human relationships are strange. I mean, you are with one person a while, eating and sleeping and living with them, loving them, talking to them, going places together, and then it stops”

— Charles Bukowski

[quiet-maveth]

Death

"I hope we can still be friends"

Those words echoed in my head like a scream in a quiet forest.

Everything around me deafened out as the dark creeped into the sides of my vision.

I felt my body fill with cold air, biting at my lungs like a crisp winter morning.

My legs are shaking like the brittle branches of a dead tree on a windy day.

My hands are stiffening up from what feels like rigor mortis...

but I'm alive right?

I'm breathing, in and out....

steady now...

You may have killed the old me,

but here I stand, standing strong,

stronger than Graphene.

Here I am holding my head up,

Higher than Merdeka,

You may have killed the old me...

But I am reborn into a better person than you'll ever be.

[motivationquotesworld]

[thespilledquotes]

“Remember that sometimes not getting what you want is a wonderful stroke of luck.”

— Dalai Lama

[quiet-maveth]

“I do not deserve the pain I have received.”

[quiet-maveth]

“You make me feel so guilty for wanting to give up.”

[thespilledquotes]

“Just because you took longer than others doesn’t mean you failed. Remember that.”

— Unknown

[quotefeeling]

“I can say with great certainty and absolute honesty that I did not know what love was until I knew what love was not.”

— Unknown

[thespilledquotes]

“Angry people want you to see how powerful they are. Loving people want you to see how powerful you are.”

— Chief Red Eagle

[stay-close]

“Always, always trust your first gut instincts. If you feel something’s wrong, it usually is.”

— Unknown

[quiet-maveth]

“I am not a horrible person, nor partner. I am just mirroring your behavior.”

Let that sit in.