loading a pessimist...

some autistic guy trying to do something: he/him 🏳️‍🌈

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Oh sad little ships that were doomed from the start, how you pain me so

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I need to stop reading AU fics, I'm living in false realities where everything is fine, when in fact, it is not.

no little British boy, please don't die

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Picrew tag game!- Create yourself now vs how you looked when you were a kid

Link

I was tagged by @cutebisexualmess for this but the chain was too long so I'm restarting!

If only that little girl could see me now (she'd probably think I was cool tbh)

uhm tagging: @b3achfagz (ik you dont do tag games so u can just ignore this but i though u might find it cool) @cassiecryptic @viktheviking1 @depressedgremlinbitch @ramencat12 @inkyslimee @the-horrifying-digital-circus @patipati @cute--thing @musicalsiphonophore @tastetherainbow290 @disenchantedwarlock @bookishcatcafe and anyone else who sees this and thinks it looks cool!!

[muduus]

ty for the tagggg @ieatstarshapedcandy <3

i'd wanna hug her so bad. i wouldn't tell her about my horrors tho 💔 just the fun parts. i think she'd think it's awesome that i'm about to go to college <3

@shadowyyyidk @hrzsthydn @p3rs3ph0n3schild @tbiggestman @star-41306 @faguettism @extremebookreader @ssseashell @the-bogginses-are-gay @sadiesinkobsessedsstuff + open <3

[tbiggestman]

THANK YOU FOR THE TAGGG

i dont know how they'd feel about me now

i think i owe them an apology honestly

npt: @fosilizd @just-a-girl-who-loves-tmr @la-gotica-fantasma @ssseashell @tlockish @extremebookreader @poorgirlinpoorworld @ultimategazer

[la-gotica-fantasma]

Ohmygoodness thankyou for the taggg

hmmm, no pressure tags— @wckd-tommy @devoted2dylan @extremebookreader @xxl1ly-1n-ch41n5xx @atypeofherb9922 @ten-rats-in-a-trenchcoat @fosilizd @chaosverse-mainblog @ultimategazer @pho-pho @tiredv0idd @p3rs3ph0n3schild + anyone else who would like to !

[pho-pho]

I was more dark as a kid lol now I'm pale

@the-fiction-witch @zer0brainc3lls @newtslvt @poorgirlinpoorworld @lidns3y @cherie-luvv @names-newt-greenie @i-used-to-eat-dirt @ateakettle @tecckas @teenageangstleaf @ten-rats-in-a-trenchcoat @skephknap @stuck-to-tmr-coz-newt @newtedison

[cherie-luvv]

Thanks for the tag!!

I think kid me would be super proud of who I am now ;)

[npt] @ssseashell @newtslvt @madieflaw @poorgirlinpoorworld @tlockish @tbiggestman

[madieflaw]

tysm for the tag! 🫶🏻

let’s imagine that ginger is dark blonde 😔

np tags: @ermdotorg @zer0brainc3lls @just-a-girl-who-loves-tmr @kestis-advent @weepinglavenders @bookskiver @kitkat-moon

[ermdotorg]

oh silly :3

ty for the tag btw, and npt!! @aristakay @chlorinetrip @ekuxii @fink0680 @local-limebug @p3rs3ph0n3schild @radios-silent @scorchedmazes @victoriandrama @waste-land-babey + anyone!! (i tried so hard not to retag anyone if i did that's mb)

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Thanks for the tag! Never made one of these before but we ball ❤️ 🏳️‍⚧️

@poorgirlinpoorworld @basietta @just-a-girl-who-loves-tmr @waste-land-babey sorry if you've already been tagged

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Do you think that Remus likes baking- specifically cookies, and when one of the other Marauders are sick he makes a fresh batch, and James makes soup, but if James is sick then Moony finds the recipe and tries his hardest to make it right, and even if it's not 100% there (cos he's a baker not a cook), James would love it anyway and not bother to criticise it- idk I thought 'bout this while eating toast 4 ways and went hey, who knows

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Sketch of Benji HFWU

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Tried coloured pencils for the first time, so I drew Thomas because why not

My lighting is that of a Victorian child- a single bulb in the corner, as weak as a tealight candle

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Hear me out- Newt would like dinosaurs

And I like the jurassic park/world movies so...

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-Blue and Newt (redrawn instead of owen)

-Newt and a Compsognathus/compy (redrawn from the opening scene in the second movie)

-Drew them quickly and couldn't be bothered shading and going back over lines

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Keep forgetting to post this. Adding Aris

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I think that's the best I'll get, the camera quality is ass and this is only the second painting I've ever done- front facing faces don't work 😭

I'll probs and more paint once it's dry

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I re painted as well as I could, I'll deal with it how it is

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I think that's the best I'll get, the camera quality is ass and this is only the second painting I've ever done- front facing faces don't work 😭

I'll probs and more paint once it's dry

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First time painting, so ofc it's Andrew from don't let the forest in by C.G.Drews- favourite book of all time next to hell followed with us by Andrew Joseph white and tmr series by James dashner

Lighting makes it look worse then it does

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Now adding minho, so far the ivy trio + gally has been done

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@h1storyneek on tiktok! I love this edit they made- it fits so well

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"Maybe he isn't dead"

-me about a character who is very very clearly dead

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Adding Movie Gally to newt and thomas

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Small movie newt sketch to join Thomas

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I'm not ok

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Small Thomas sketch