Tiny New Year Thoughts
its been awhile since my last posts, and i figured i'd try to keep up the momentum somehow... gonna just spill my thoughts out there and hope it helps
its been difficult lately for me to share my thoughts and my art--even more difficult to maintain either--but im going to just... try. that's all we can do, right? yeah. most of what ive been posting is older art ive done over the last few years--sort of like a greatest hits reel i guess. but to be honest, ive been going through one of the worst artblocks of my life for the last... year? 2 years? i dont know anymore. its been bad.
i want really badly to get back to where i was: motivated, passionate, excited, able to embrace failure and find success in it. just doing whatever i wanted to without feeling afraid. i keep trying, failing, losing hope, then finding it again. i get ideas, but i cant chase them like i used to. the weight of unfinished projects and discarded concepts has become too large, and my ability to hold up my own expectations has become impossible. i know it isnt healthy. i know it isnt helping. i just have to break the cycle, someway, somehow. ive been lost in the weeds for so long.
in the throes of this, ive been trying a few things. walking. miniature painting. getting back into reading. getting back into cooking. improving my diet. recharging. its hard to stick with any of them... but i gotta keep trying.
i... wasnt really going anywhere with this. sorry for the ramble! but, i guess if theres any throughline to find here, it's just... let's keep trying. if you're going through a bad time yourself, i hope you can pull through. if you're going through a good time, then i hope you can keep your own momentum going! stay awesome. stay strong. happy 2026










