Just Another Person

I have my problems, I'm open. And yes you will see dark stuff and really happy stuff. That's the story of my life. (But with a lot more dark.)

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Please ignore this i just needed a link to attach it since Slides doesn’t want to let me download it to my powerpoint.

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My time?

I’m drowning.

I’ve been drowning for longer than most people should. I reach the surface, I’m able to breath for a second, and it seems like I’m going to be able to stay there until I’m dragged under again struggling to reach the surface. Over and Over again I’m in this pattern that never seems to stop no matter how hard I fight. No matter how hard I try to reach the surface to then make my way back to land. 

Funny thing is I didn’t even chose to be in the water. I was thrown in before I realized what was happening. I was a kid. A kid shouldn’t have to struggle to breath. Over a decade I’ve struggle to reach the surface and stay there. Over a decade I have been pulled under over and over again. 

I’m tired. Like...really tired. I can’t go a day without considering just how much better everything would be without me. I know they’ll hurt but I also know it will pass. It’s not like I’m leave many behind. Not many that care at least. I know once time passes they’ll be okay and then I’ll just be a distant memory. My mom will be better with me gone since I won’t be making her mad or upset all the time. My friend won’t have to deal with me anymore. My sister won’t have to worry about me anymore. My brother...well I know he’ll be fine. My dad will be sad for a bit but he’ll be okay. My oldest niece she’ll at least remember me as happy as she just recently became old enough to really talk about what going on with me but I haven’t seen in over a year and a half thanks to COVID. My youngest niece won’t even remember me and maybe it’s better that way.

I’m so tired. I’m tired that ever ounce of happiness I finally get end up being ripped away from me. I’m tired of everyone seeing all the things I do wrong or miss. I didn’t get the luxury of going to a good school, much less a school that cared to notice me or my struggling. Even when it was right in front of them they turn a blind eye. I’m tired of everyone getting mad at me even when I didn’t do anything.I’m tired of feeling like what I’m feeling doesn’t matter. 

I just want to make it easier on everyone. Even myself.

I’ll miss things. Music. Writing. Acting, Reading. Family.

I feel like nows a good time. I won’t get any older and have to live another year again and again where I’m alone. I don’t have much to pass on or leave behind.

The next biggest reason is, I feel it. From here everything coming my way isn’t what I want from my life. It’s more years where I’m just struggling to breath. Struggling to be heard. Struggling to not hurt peoples feelings, step of toes, or just plain old make a mess of everything I touch. More years where I just continue to hate everything about myself. I’m not going to get to act. Publish one of my books. Fall in love. Or have a family. That’s not what’s planned for me. 

What could be so bad about leaving behind a life that I don’t want? A life I don’t want to have. Should I stay just for the few moments I breath just until I pulled under again? Should I stay for family and friends just to spare them pain? Can’t I just leave whats killing me inside and out to be okay and happy somewhere else? 

Because I don’t know how much longer I can keep drowning. How much longer I can keep screaming with no one caring enough to see.

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(via https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QNJkcr7u2TY)

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So.....Charmed (2018-)

I’m not sure how I feel about it. But I know I don’t like it.

Growing up I was so in love with the original series and it even sparked my love of acting thanks to Holly Marie Combs. The original show showed me strength in family, strength in women, and showed me I can do anything I put my mind to. The dynamic between the sisters was also my favorite since the age gap between me and my own sister was too big for us to have a truly strong bond until I reached maybe 15 or 16. The show was even ahead of its time starting in the late 90′s when supernatural shows where starting all over the place but it brought something different. 

I don’t care if you like the new show better, or something else about the new show, all I know is it can’t live up to the original.

Like the cast of the spells. It shouldn’t have to be in some old dead ancient language that they somehow know in a matter of a day. Witchcraft changes with time just like everything else. Speaking in rhyme is also very powerful. Poems reveal truth and honesty. Allows anyone to understand the truth of what really happens in a person's head 

Then there's the white-lighter. I hate the way that he appears and disappears It’s just not....white-lighterly enough. If you know what I mean. If anything it reminds me of Harry Potter and the way they teleported places. It’s just weird. I loved the way Leo went back and forth because it was very white-lightery.

I have no problem with the actors or the way they way they look. I actually love them. They’re very strong and portray their characters very well. But this is nowhere near the charmed that I grew up with Knowing and Loving. This is something else. This isn’ t charmed.

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Special Thoughts

As a Past America, I remember going to school scared. Not just because of the kids who tormented me every day. But because of being killed. The first major school shooting event that happened in my life and I remember being a big response to the who no guns thing. But as a now Canadian, I never when to school scared. 4YEARS! I didn’t go to school scared.

I didn’t go to school thinking ONE crazy person would bring a GUN to school. But now I go to school fearing for the life of my niece. The little girl who is the reason i’m still alive. I’m scared she’ll be sitting in her class doing her work and having fun with her friend and the next she’s taken away from my family. 

I wish every person (12th grade and under because let’s be honest College kids you aren’t going to kill yourself with the ever-growing mountain of debt.)(But if you want to risk it for your safety and peace of mind during school, Bravo to you!) Anyone enrolled in school would just not show up ever again until the law is changed to a stricter gun policies.

And again it’s not taking away the right, or your guns. It’s the ability to not walk into a store and then walked out with a truck full of guns with a little background check. Odds are if you're trying to hide something that make you think someone's opinion of you change, you shouldn’t own said gun. You need to be able to hit a target all the time. Maybe even passing a testing range like they do for FBI agents.

Things like these make it easy for ONE Crazy person to get a gun and Killing handfuls of students, Teenagers who can’t drive or have never been kissed, Kids whose only concern is to get back home. 

I shouldn’t have had to go to school scared for my life. I shouldn’t be scared my niece's life. I shouldn’t be scared to learn. The generations after me shouldn’t be scared to Learn to correct what my Grandparents, and Parents generations because they're sensitive. 

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I spent three weeks in a mental hospital and what I discovered there I feel like should be put into words.

we are not who you think we are.

the boy with tourettes told the funniest jokes

the girl who raked her nails up and down her skin could create the most exquisite drawings

the girl who abused drugs had the wisest soul

the boy with schizophrenia had the biggest heart

the girl who tried to kill herself told the boy with insomnia stories to help lure him to sleep

the boy who wanted to kill himself had the deepest passion for cooking

the girl with slits and scars all over her body dried my tears and told me I was beautiful

the boy with anger issues gave the warmest hugs

the girl with bulimia told everyone every day that they looked beautiful in their bodies

the boy who was a compulsive liar told us that he wanted us all to get better, and that he was for once telling the truth

the girl who almost drank herself to death stood up for anyone that felt they were feeling bullied

the boy with social anxiety made sure nobody sat alone at meals

we are not who you think we are.

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I can't have one fucking feeling in my house

The teenager in the house who grew up in the fucked up 21 century.

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When your the real thing to look at.

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Me trying to be sly looking at drama and failing.

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FELICITY MEGHAN SMOAK.

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Still too this day

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Stephen is the best!!

I’m glad he sees how nasty some fans are being to EBR, and actually responds. I really love how well the cast gets along, and that they are so supportive/protective of one another. Whether it is her fans, a cast member, or her close friends someone is always defending EBR from these awful people, and that is so amazing!

*Disclaimer: I am not implying that katie cassidy doesn’t receive her own hate as laurel lance, I am not saying her hate doesn’t deserve attention too, so save your breath with all the “HYPOCRITE, HYPOCRITE”. Thanks!!

(picture originally from @.olicityloyalty on twitter)

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when Stephen answers your question!

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Still can’t believe this happened

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Alright...I’d put more gifs to explain my point that I’m about to rant about but my mouth is hurting from getting my wisdom teeth removed and I’d also like to just get on with writing my books. But this is bothering me so I’m still going to write this just with fewer gifs than I was hoping.

Looking at the Arrow, Olicity, and so on tags, I’ve noticed the Lauliver fans are pissed and maybe some other fans who just don’t want Olicity together but saying you want to see Felicity DIE just because she’s with Oliver is truly childish. And saying he should be with Laural is also just never going to happen. Laurel Lance, the Laurel of their earth, is dead. And from the looks of it, her character is going to stay dead because that’s where the show is going. Unless you’d like him to be with the evil Laurel Lance from Earth 2. But I highly doubt that that’s going to happen.

I never saw Oliver and Laurel’s relationship going far because it’s a relationship and a love from the past. And when they were together before the island they weren’t exactly a good couple seeing as he was always cheating and lying to her. Even cheated on Laurel with her own sister. That’s not love. 

So Oliver spent 5 years in hell. 5 years fighting for his life. 5 years spent in darkness. Of course, he’d hold onto something that might give him the slightest bit of hope or something to look forward to once he got away. Anyone in a similar situation does. Anyone who’s been on a path remotely similar, in the sense that you’d grip onto anything to get out of a situation, understands. 

But I’ll also put it out there that when Oliver returned to Sterling City and saw his loved ones he didn’t smile the same way he did when he saw Felicity, even in the middle of hell, he saw Felicity, being Felicity, and it made him smile even if it was just a moment. He smiled.

So, once Oliver was home, of course, he’d look for Laural. But what people don’t seem to realize...Oliver isn’t Oliver from the 5 years before the island. He’s changed. And anyone who’s been through something life-changing knows that most of the time people from our lives before don’t normally stay in our lives at least not the same way they were before.I’ve experienced this first hand. A lot of people who were in my life and I thought would be in my life forever aren’t any more or just not in the same position I held them to be. Something life changing happens and it doesn’t just change a few things. It changes EVERYTHING. 

That being said. Felicity came in in episode 3. Personally, I wouldn’t have kept watching the show if it wasn’t for her characters lightness, humor, and awkwardness in the show. I fell in love with her character because she was a lot like me. Even cooler was that she originally wasn’ t going to be in but one episode but the VIEWERS and People connected to the show loved her. The show was so dark that it needed that lightness and that weight lifted. But also I notice things others don’t. Like the setting around them was bright and happy colors. She made him truly smile, again, because of her dorky adorable. I also noticed most of the interactions between Laural and Oliver were in darker setting or darker tones.

Now don’t misunderstand me, I actually like Laurel. I just don’t like her with Oliver because after what he’s been through Laurel isn’t want he needed in his life. Laurel’s character for the first couple seasons is honestly, the wet blanket of the show. Things were about her and her problems. She didn’t take the time to think about Oliver or much of anyone else for that matter. Her addictions to pills and alcohol were honestly her own fault because she came so self-involved. It doesn't matter what anyone else was going through it was just her that mattered. She never without a doubt just trusts Oliver even after she found out the truth of him being the Arrow. That’s the main reason I truly didn’t want Laurel and Oliver together because that’s not the kind of person Oliver needs. Oliver risks his life all the time the help the people of the city, even sacrificing himself. What he needs is someone who trusts him without thinking twice. Someone who cares for others. Someone who listens and balances out their life.

For the first 2 seasons, we saw Felicity, we didn’t have much background on her. We don’t really know what’s going on in her life. But we get little things here and there. No matter how scared or worried she was, she trusted Oliver. Risking her life to get information in an underground casino or being bait for a serial killer she trusted Oliver. Then once we saw in season 3 what happen to her in college we saw how she became the dorky little blond and why she’s helping Oliver. And the further season 3 went we saw her go through things that would make most people want to stay home eat ice cream and watch Grey’s Anatomy. But she didn’t do that, she continued to help the team and when she did leave she realized she needed to return to continue to help people. No matter what was going on in her personal life she continued to think of others first.

The gifs above show the face of a man in love in love and one who thinks he is. Oliver's face, when you see love in it, is clear. The gif with Laurel he’s telling her he loves her. Even when Oliver kisses Laurel his face is almost stone cold. But those faces are nowhere near the same. Again I notice that in the lighting. Every important moment in the Oliver and Felicity relationship there’s there’s light. From candles or lots of lights around the reception room. Their relationship is light. Sarah said that Oliver needs someone who can harness the light that’s inside him. From the start Felicity was light. Her settings, her clothes, her personality. Light. Be it Lightness in Tone, atmosphere or actual Light. Oliver has even said that Felicity is the one who lights his way. We see it every time he and Felicity talk and he listens to her taking his advice. From agreeing to her plan to blow up a building, telling Detective Lance that he doesn’t save the city to get a thank you, or not wanting to die alone in the Arrow cave. She guides him.

Now you’ve made it this far, I’m surprised that I have, but this is just what I see. Also from the words of Stephen Amell. This is TV. This is not the Comics, You don’t always get what you want. Laural and Oliver will always have an amazing friendship in my eyes. They work amazingly as friends. But Oliver and Felicity have something that the Lauliver will never have, and it’s not just a better ship name. It’s actual love. even though all the troubles, the lies, and other partners, and whatever. Love is hard. Love is Unexplainable. Love is something that’s been a debate for many years. Oliver Loved Laural. He will always love her. But Felicity is another kind of love. It’s the love we can’t explain.

So just because you’re OTP didn’t get together or isn’t endgame, don’t want another character or the actual actress to die because it’s not what you want. That’s childish. You have your opinion and ship who you want. But saying they should kill off a character because you don’t like them with someone is stupid. There are more important things in this world to worry about and more people who don’t deserve to be on this earth.

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I love everything about this!

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because I need to put it up on wattpad and this is the only way to do so.

So enjoy this photo of a wedding dress, shoes, and hair along with the reception.

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Sidekick Behind The Scenes with Emily Bett Rickards and Josh Dallas

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Why the hell am I not seeing this all over the place, shit I’m excited!

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Stephen is the best!!

I’m glad he sees how nasty some fans are being to EBR, and actually responds. I really love how well the cast gets along, and that they are so supportive/protective of one another. Whether it is her fans, a cast member, or her close friends someone is always defending EBR from these awful people, and that is so amazing!

*Disclaimer: I am not implying that katie cassidy doesn’t receive her own hate as laurel lance, I am not saying her hate doesn’t deserve attention too, so save your breath with all the “HYPOCRITE, HYPOCRITE”. Thanks!!

(picture originally from @.olicityloyalty on twitter)

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when Stephen answers your question!

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Olicity WIP Recs

Compiled March 7th, 2016

So I’ve been searching for more WIP Olicity fics lately because my inbox has been very empty and have been asking around for them. I decided to post the ones that I currently follow and that have been updated within the last 6 months or I know haven’t been abandoned.

It kinda… exploded

*A Tempest in a Teacup by  sbarmarj

Felicity is the grand-daughter of the American Chapter Bratva Pahkan. She meets Oliver Queen right about the time someone is trying to kidnap her so they can marry her. 

*A Million Pieces (strewn out across the ground)  by @serenasnotebook​

Angsty. VERY ANGSTY. Serena is like a master of angsty and descriptive language. Anyways, Felicity is a rich girl who falls in love with Oliver Queen– her bodyguard

A Weekend In Vegas by  BingeWriter

post -1x09. He spends a weekend in vegas with a blonde woman named Megan, and he doesn’t want to leave Starling after that. A few days later he runs into her again– at his family’s company. A season 1 rewrite.

*Against All Odds by CSM

Olicity’s daughter Ellie travels back in time in attempts to save her parents in the future. She just happens to run into them while in the process.

All Blue Skies by  anddirtyrain

Oliver has a cute daughter named Addy. Who loves the Lion King. Problem is, Felicity loves the Lion King too. 

All I Have Left by @writergirl75​

Felicity leaves Starling City before 2046 when Sara Lance visits from the future. Or has she?

*amber of the moment by  Cinnamonbookworm ( @volpinc )

Felicity goes back in time and visits herself during her most sorrowful moments. Told from Past!Felicity’s POV. And Future Felicity is toying with a ring that is driving me crazy.

And I Wonder (if you wonder about me too) by  CharlieLeau

Affair AU. Felicity is married to Ray Palmer but is very unhappy and used in her marriage. That starts to change when she meets Oliver Queen and finds happiness. This is when she realizes that life can hold much more than fake faces and explainable excuses. 

Another Kind of Island by  Emmilyne

Felicity and Oliver are kidnapped by questionable people, put in a building with no exits on an island with no clothes. And the food is drugged. Post 2x23.

***A Woman’s Guide to Vigilantism  by @juleswritesallwrongs​

Gender Swap AU. Felicity is the Vigilante. Oliver is the tech guy. While normally I’m not the biggest fan of genderswaps, this one takes the cake. Jules’ attention to detail and how she addresses certain issues (like scars on women vs men) and that whole mess. Plus, Oliver is adorable. 

Better than I Know Myself by TheVeganTargaryen 

Oliver loses his memory courtesy of Darhk, and he thinks it’s 2007. He doesn’t remember getting engaged to Felicity he doesn’t remember the island nor his crusade. Bu things start to get interesting when he goes at at night and he knows there is something his fiancee isn’t telling him. 

***Blood Hands by @dust2dust34

This fic owns my ass. That’s all I can say. It’s been like five days in the fic. 12 chapters for FIVE DAYS. Bratva. UST. Canon AU. Set between 2x06 and 2x07, the Bratva comes to Oliver Queen tells them they want Felicity. And there is no way that Oliver is going to let that happen. The Bratva or Felicity herself be damned. 

Burning heart by  Arienhod

Felicity and Oliver are soulmates. With mirror marks which means  that everytime Oliver slept with another girl that wasn’t Felicity, Felicity suffered through agonizing pain.

Caught in the Riptide by  vampcoffeegyrl23

Felicity is a widow, who meets Oliver queen. Problem is, Palmer was Queen’s enemy and she has all the secrets he desperately wants but doesn’t know it. 

Deception by @andyouweremine​

Nikita AU. Oliver recruits Felicity to take down  the secret organization that desperately wants him dead. They fall in love in the process.

** Decode by @thatmasquedgirl​

Felicity has a photographic memory and that is why the Triad are keeping her prisoner. For years she’s been their lapdog, but when she tries to escape a mysterious stranger comes to her rescue. 

**Defend Not the Man but the Mind by @alexiablackbriar13

On the Island, people altered Oliver Queen and made him into a new species, the Bellator. The Bellator is programmed to choose a city and protect it, eliminating bad humans. Now the conservation wants to preserve his species… in nefarious ways. Hilarious and intriguing and mysterious all at once. There is mentions of mpreg and asexual reproduction. 

**Destined by  blahblahwahwah

Oliver is accidentally transported to Earth X where he meets a brown-haired, kickass Felicity Palmer… who killed her husband Oliver Queen. five years ago. It’s backwards, twisted and upside down, with EvilGenius!Oliver and Dark!Felicity

Eyes on Fire by  Bindy417 

Felicity is part of Brother Eye but wants out. So she goes to the Green Arrow for help, who just so happens to be Oliver Queen. Then, Cooper is after her. 

Everywhere by Weareallstoriesintheend

Oliver takes Tommy’s daughter to story time and mees the most beautiful girl imaginable. Felicity Smoak.

**Forever is Composed of Now by @so-caffeinated, @dust2dust34​   

Post 2x19. The Flash delivers a future four-year old Elizabeth Queen to her parents right in the middle of Oliver’s war with Slade. I love this fic, all the implications and plot twists and the humor that comes with interacting with Ellie.

**His Girl Wednesday by @pimsiepim

Secretary AU. Felicity has to become Oliver’s secretary under unusual circumstances. Slowly, they become friends, partners and something more.  Very slow burn but SO GOOD. 

How to be a Heart Breaker by anythingbutplatonic

Felicity is dared to make Oliver Queen fall in love with her, propose and then break his heart.

*How to Train Your Vigilante by @alexiablackbriar13 

OLIVER IS A DRAGON. WHAT MORE CAN I SAY! and adorable cat-like dragon that may or may not be a shapeshifter.

*Hunted by  SpicyPepper_SweetSugar

Felicity is a hybrid (Vampire&Werewolf) and Oliver is a hunter. At first, Oliver hates her and mistrusts her and eventually falls in love with her.OOPS.

I Dream Of Felicity  by @andyouweremine​

FELICITY IS A GENIE. And Oliver is trying to free her and falls in love in the process. 

**I Found Love (Where It Wasn’t Supposed To Be)  by @seetheskyaboveus​

Felicity is imprisoned on Lian Yu, forced to help Fyers until a stranger stumbles into camp and is tortured. She releases him and that is how she meets Oliver Queen. I love this fic so much and I know it hasn’t been updated in ages but Angelika promised that it’s not abandoned she just doesn’t have anytime to write. SO GOOD> 

I Got Sinning on my Mind by   Singing_Dreamer

Bratva AU. Felicity trades jobs for the Bratva in exchange to keep her safe from the Triad until she graduatess from MIT. However the Bratva don’t intend on letting her go and arrange a marriage to one of her guards. This is sooo good!

In My Veins by @supersillyanddorky06​

Felicity falls in love with her best friend’s husband on his wedding day. ANGSTY.

In this last of Meeting Places by  anddirtyrain

Felicity breaksup with Oliver, tearing out his heart in the cruelest way possible. Oliver thinks it’s over until he notices things aren’t quite right and Felicity has been missing for days. Perhaps Darhk is involved.

*In Time (you will always be mine) by  OctoberWren

Felicity is like one of those State Farm agents. Except, Oliver doesn’t say magic words. She just pops in to save him from danger like a human guardian. 

**Layers by @writergirlwrites​

Bratva AU. With non controlling Oliver and a very sassy and confused Felicity. 

Leave a Light On by  pinkbow

Oliver had a one night stand with Felicity while in college. She had his son nine months later. When Oliver returns from the island, Felicity needs his help because Connor is sick and Oliver is his only hope.

Legacies: Divided We Fall by @chronicolicity 

Third installment of Legacies. They’re very well written as well as SUPER LONG so if you’re looking for an all-nighter try this series. Starts  post 3x09 where Oliver joins the League instead of Dying. 

**Lengths by @rosietwiggs 

Felicity has noticed something wrong with Oliver and finds out that the only way through to him is by dominating him. Such a well-written and realistic fic.

Let’s escape (and just get away) by  queengean 

Season 2 Rewrite. Felicity and Oliver leave after the undertaking and just try to forget. Felicity turns out pregnant.

*Lost or Found by @smkkbert​

Felicity Queen is lost from the Gambit and is found by Nyssa Al Ghul. She joins the League and upon Nyssa’s death, returns to Starling, to the shock of her husband and all her friends. Only, she can’t remember any of them. 

**Love is Red  by @dettiot​

Actor AU. Felicity and Oliver are co-stars in a movie.

Loving Your Work  by @dettiot​​

The Man From UNCLE Au. RUSSIAN OLIVER. TOMMY. BADASS FELICITY. 

Magic Words by @quiveringbunny 

Felicity is a tech Magician that pulls a random member into her act. She didn’t expect the raging heat that would come from it.

**Masquerade by @melsanfo 

Oliver is a vampire Alpha. Felicity is an Omega that disguises herself as a beta. Felicity is Oliver’s mate… but can the mistakes of her father come between them? THIS FIC IS HOT AND AMAZING AND OOOOH SO ANGSTY!

**Motorbike Man by weonlyliveonce

I can’t stop laughing! This fic is adorable and so funny. Felicity kepts getting awakened by her neighbors motorcycle so she posts a message on the community board. Hilarity ensues.

Mrs. Cupid by @freaoscanlin 

A mission goes wrong and Oliver ends up hospitalized. Felicity has to tell them that she’s his wife in order to see Oliver. 

***Mark of the Angel by Some1FoundMe

Oliver and Felicity are marked. The marked are rare but hide and are scared. It’s a Soulmate AU, and the intrigue and mysteries and the prologue! I love this fic!

No Way Out But Through  by @so-caffeinated​

Sequel to Actions speak Louder than words (and other true sayings)  Oliver and Felicity have to deal with the fallout, as well as a mysterious assassin who keeps trying to kill Oliver’s son.

***Once More (from the top) by @writewithurheart 

Since I’m the beta for this story I may be biased but this is one of the best fics in the fandom.  Post 3x09, Oliver is transferred back in time to the beginning of  season 1, with all the knowledge of the next three years. How he changes the past affects the future… And there’s a MAJOR PLOT TWIST COMING UP AND I”M SO EXCITED!!

One Day It’s Here and the Next It’s Gone (how are you still holding on) by  find_your_light

This is a Sequel to  And I’ll Love You All the While (Because You Saved My Life Once). Felicity freaks out and leaves Oliver and doesn’t see him for five years. She returns to Starling. Can they rekindle what they lost?

*Or Forever Hold Your Peace by  katanaxriot

This is the definition of being too late but not too late and complications and Best Friends AU. Felicity is engaged to Ray but she sleeps with Oliver when he thinks the engagement is called off. And that’s just the beginning. 

*Queen of Hearts by @anthfan​

Felicity and Oliver get drugged and sleep together and neither remember. Oliver actually figures out that she’s pregnant before him. 

**Shadows of Our Hearts by @arrow-through-my-writers-block 

Felicity dies after 4x09 and goes to heaven. Oliver doesn’t take it well and dies before his time. Felicity has to go find him in hell. 

She Refused to Be a Swooner by  SuchaPrettyPoison

It’s recorded as complete but it’s not. Felicity randomly bumps into Oliver all over the place. And there is a thing with stealing wallets. 

Somewhere Out There by  cinnamonjay

Felicity finds herself in a parallel universe where everything is much the same except the fact that she’s dead. It’s fitting because Oliver Queen was dead in her world. 

***Soul Shine by @dust2dust34

Humans can’t reproduce unless they’re soulmates. Felicity has an encounter with the Vigilante of Starling City and why is there a burn that pulls them together again and again!? 

Starling  by  Alisha_Nareen

Felicity and Oliver meet after someone tries to mug her. 

*Start of Something New by @briaroundtheworld 

Oliver’s an actor and Felicity is a CEO and a lovable dog named Arcus

Survive, There is No Choice to Make by  Arrow_FanGirl

Dark themes and Rape triggers. Oliver is kidnapped from the island and meets Felicity in captivity. 

Tell Me You Care  by @serenasnotebook​

Felicity meets Oliver in a club after she drug overdoses. Her father never left and… well isn’t a good man. Abuse and Drug triggers. 

**The Albatross by @supersillyanddorky06​

Olicity reincarnated… with a curse and an evil father that comes between them.

**The Angel’s Wife by @fiacresgirl​ 

Sequel to the Librarian’s Daughter. In a world with Angels and Humans living side by side, an outside threat forces them to work together to survive. Yet there is a dark shadow inside their walls, haunting their footsteps and forcing Oliver and Felicity together. 

**The Book of Love  by @ash818​     

Continuation of the Legacy Series. If you’re not reading this series, then stop what you are doing and go fix that. The Book of Love follows Olicity’s youngest child, through the challenges of being normal in a family of vigilantes. 

**The Dark Prodigal by @pulpklatura 

Arrow in 1812. Oliver disappears for five years and returns to London to find everything different. A string of murders and a missing codebreaker and we’re only half way done!

***The Darkest Hour by  ckksac 

The Green Arrow rescues Felicity from a cage and connects with the blonde. She in turn, finds herself captivated by the enigmatic man in the hood, as well as the billionaire who has taken it upon himself her safety. I’m addicted to this story. So much.

*The Firebird by @supersillyanddorky06​ 

Felicity meets a dark assassin in an alleyway and they have a connection. Turns out he’s Al Sahhim and he has a dark past he’s running from. 

The Girl with the Broken Smile by  Riley_Scott 

The newest Mayor of Star City meets one of the newest residents to the city.

The Grand Adventures of Felicity Smoak by  blahblahwahwah 

Felicity’s father comes back only to take her away from the life and the people she loves. But sometimes, it takes a series of misadventures for a girl to discover how badass she really is and how valuable she is to her friends. She gets in trouble, gets rich, gets in trouble, gets hurt, gets in trouble again and gets the guy.

*The Life They Knew by @bytemegeekette​ 

Merlance and Olicity! Felicity is Laurel’s best friend and Oliver is Tommy’s best friend. Tommy and Laurel are marriedn and Oliver and Felicity hate each other. Or so they think. 

*The New Normal by RosieTwiggs

Sex Pollen AU! Oliver and Felicity have to have sex every night or they will die until Caitlin can come up with a cure. 

*The Offer by @mogirl97​ 

Felicity is condemned to death but the vigilante offers her an alternative– join him and his crusade.

*The Phoenix Rises  by @supersillyanddorky06​ 

The Sequel to The Phoenix, to explain would be to spoil. Just know that it’s REALLY GOOD. I mean invisible threats lurk in the Queen’s household threatening more than just Oliver and Felicity’s marriage. 

The Predator  by @supersillyanddorky06​ 

Mob AU. Oliver is a part of one mob the rival to Felicity’s. They have to wrok together to get her codes that her boyfriend stole to prevent an all out war. 

The Rain is Like An Orchestra by  TobyZiegler 

Told from Tommy Merlyn, and how these two idiots are in love but don’t admit it.

These Games We Play by CSM

ALL THE TROPES. Oliver and Felicity have to rent an apartment together to solve a case… and the world may think that they are married. Post 2x23.

The Strange and Unpredictable Power of the Kiss Cam by @storyteller0311 

Felicity and Oliver meet when the kiss camera at a game focuses on them both. Their kiss make sparks that keep them coming back for more.

The Sweetest Thing by @djchika 

Oliver is a very handsome backer that makes Felicity’s favorite sweets. She may or may not have tracked him down in the middle of the night to bake a cake for his own sister’s engagement party. But Felicity didn’t know that he was related to Thea…

**The Way It Was Supposed to Be by @hannasus 

THIS FIC IS KILLING ME!!!! Felicity disappears the day before her wedding. An no one can find her. 

This is What It’s Like (When We Collide) by  lightupthesky 

Felicity and Oliver reverse roles and the originally pragmatic Oliver falls head over heels for Felicity. Felicity-on the other hand–doesn’t.

**Though the Heavens Fall by freyjaschariot 

It’s been three years since Felicity has returned to Starling. A problem that requires her help is plaguing Team Arrow. Can Oliver and her work past the issues that drove them apart and find love again? 

*Til the Winter Can’t Hold On by @effie214 @bisexuallaurellance​  

Oliver and Felicity are happy until an old acquaintance turns up on Oliver’s doorstep. His wife. Who’s running from her Bratva husband. 

Time Will Wait For No One  by @sentence-fragments​

Oliver gets Felicity pregnant before he goes on the Gambit. When he finds out that she had a daughter, he leaves Amanda Waller and finds his way back to them.

Unexpected by  coffeewithsunshine 

Felicity sleeps with Playboy Oliver Queen after being set up with him. She then finds herself pregnant. 

Vows by @absentlyabbie 

Felicity and Oliver marry to keep Felicity from testifying against Oliver. Forced Marriage. 

We’ve Come to Burn Your Kingdom Down by  miss_alli 

On the run from her Bratva Captain father, Felicity Malyshev seeks out the help of rival captain Oliver Queen. She trades her skills for a protection no one else can seem to give her. But it turns out no one is as safe as they think they are.

We’ve Met Before by  iLurked 

Felicity is taken in by Alfred Pennyworth and raised in the Wayne Mansion. She meets Oliver Queen as a young girl and has a big crush on him. 

What You Will by greyhorizon 

Modern Twelfth Night-inspired au It’s well written and really good.

When I’m With You - Barely Breathing by @sentence-fragments 

Third installment to When I’m with. Oliver comes home from five years on the island. He’s not the same and when Felicity figures out his secret, she’s none to pleased with him.

*Where You Lead (I Will Follow) by @jsevick 

Gilmore Girls and Arrow? Oliver a grumpy growly restaurant own who is in love with the babbling blonde that loves coffee. Will these two get overthemselves and just BE TOGETHER

While You Were Sleeping by @lou-lou26 

Felicity has a crush on Tommy but when he gets hurt in an accident, a misunderstanding has his family believing that she’s his fiancee. Too bad she starts falling in love with his brother, Oliver. 

You might be surprised (I get a little dangerous) by  shineyma 

Bratva AU. Felicity is arranged to marry Bratva Captain Oliver Queen. The power couple isn’t too happy behind closed doors. Most of the time.

ˈLitl Sən (Little Sun) by iceSTEP  

Felicity is on the gambit with her best friend Sara when they are shipwrecked. Felicitiy is picked up by the League of Assassin and falls in love with Ra’s Al Ghuls’ heir, Al Sahhim.