only then I am human, only then I am clean

Als. she/they??. 20s. films, books and a lots of daydreaming. stream the acolyte!

[aquar-io]

if you ask me, the guy who put the sword INTO the stone should be king, not the chucklefuck who got it out.

[acekoral]

I assume the guy who put the "sword that makes you the king" into the stone, doesn't really want the position

[monkeychewtoy]

i think the stone should be king since it held the sword the longest

[aquar-io]

[omie-wise]

My fave take on this is that Merlin stashed the sword in a cave where stalactites dripped into it and it got encased in a thin layer of limestone/minerals.

[sacredwhores]

Natalia Motuzko - The Voice of Grass (1992)

[southernsolarpunk-deactivated20]

Original

[chicorystreetcoffee]

[watersunshine]

LORDE - VIRGIN (2025)

[reinventhelovee]

Tener 21, a punto de graduarte y viendo girls es un estado mental tremendo

[fuckyeahpaulmccartney]

[reinventhelovee]

Si me ven arrastrándome hasta Taylor swift otra vez, no, no me vieron

[theinkbleeds]

Taylor Swift, State Of Grace

[spicegirlmoonheist]

RIP to the absolutely incredible, gorgeously kind and enthralling Anthony Head. I hope wherever he is, he's playing his pink Nintendo DS.

[traumasurvivors]

Even if I didn’t have a solid plan, in the back of my head, I always assumed I’d kill myself.

Now I’m an adult and people my age have their lives in order and I’m stuck here, confused, because I never planned to be alive and I’m so far behind.

I feel like I’ll never catch up.

[traumasurvivors]

Hey all.

I want to make an addition to this. I made this post a long time ago.

I’m currently back in university, and I’ve made so much progress with my trauma. I’m in a loving relationship.

Things can and will get better. It’s not too late.

Nothing is perfect by any means. But I’m happy I’m still here and didn’t kill myself. I hope you get to that point, too 💕

[traumasurvivors]

The addition is important! I see the original post circulating a lot, but the addition is important!

[traumasurvivors]

New addition two years later. I’m still going strong!

I’m getting married. I’m still in that loving relationship.

I’ve learned that there’s no real timeline. It’s okay. And while it sucks that I lost time, there’s still so much for me to experience and enjoy.

[traumasurvivors]

Newest addition. 7 years after the original post!

I got married last month! My dog is laying on me snoring. I’ve learned to have healthy friendships and relationships. I’ve learned that I’m not alone and that even when things are hard, I’m going to be okay.

[traumasurvivors]

This showed up in my notes again. And here we are. 2026.

I’ve been married a little over two years. I just got home from friendships that feel like home and family. My husband and I have our own place. I have a full ass book ready to be published.

I don’t know. I’m still in a good place and I can’t believe how far I’ve come from my original post.

[winged-thinged]

You have to let people love you. You have to let people get to know you. You have to let people help you. Being so completely selfless that you try to erase yourself off the face of the planet and never ask for anything and reject everybody's offers of support makes you very hard to love! Unfortunately. Emptying yourself out of everything that makes you, you is not actually what your loved ones want from you, generally. They want to make you happy! They will be so so sad if you don't give them the chance. It's not all selfish. I promise.

[primulaceas]

John Steinbeck, East of Eden

[reinventhelovee]

Say what you will of Lena Dunham but honestly I think she has done so much more for fat women, like...she just helped me realize that maybe people like me, even when I think they don't, my body is beautiful and it's not something to be ashamed about! For god's sake that's the fight of my life and she has made it easier for me to cope. Fat women can be loved, and will love!!

[bringiton]

Will Sharpe as Felix Remen TOO MUCH (2025–)

[thebookluvrr1816]

What if we rewrite the stars? say you were made to be mine...?

Arthur name meaning // Arthur – The Name // Astrology of Arthur // In the Stars - Benson Boone // Emery Allen // bbc merlin 2x08 // E.E. Cummings // Saturn - Sleeping At Last // bbc merlin 5x13 // The Call - Regina Spektor // Matthew Stover // Snow and Dirty Rain - Richard Siken // All of the Stars - Ed Sheeran // tumblr

for @merthurmicrofic | prompt : stars

[irishyuri]

crawlin back to you

update: now available as an a5 print‼️

[shhhhimwatchingthis]

BBC Merlin is insane as a show. Its an adaptation of Arthurian mythos. It's inspired by CW's Smallville (this is 100% real look it up). it stars 4 unknown 20 somethings and British acting legends. It's aimed at kids and families. its a tragedy. Its campy as hell. It will make you cry. It asks you, like Merlin, to believe in the Golden age of Camelot. It never shows you that Golden age. Everyone in the show is the most beautiful person you'll ever see. people will clown on the CGI. Its one of the most homerotic shows of the 2000's. Its an on purpose allegory for queerphobia, but those allegorious queer characters are largely villains. If you watched it when you were 12 you will never quite be able to let it go. This is a curse. This is an experience you wouldn't give up for the world.