Nene yapping (talking out of my ass abt Nene) ✧◝(⁰▿⁰)◜✧
Sometimes I think back at Nene's side of the main story when she was being yelled at. Nene, who made a mistake that ate at her for years, that traumatized her into hating herself so much that she couldn't begin to find the passion she used to have in singing and put her in a stunted mentality of 'I can't grow beyond that person' despite how much she did want to sing, she did want to perform, but couldn't even face an audience on stage- hell, couldn't even face other actors, and remained perpetually lonely and alone with her self hatred for years. To be at fault for yet another performance, validating every instinct that told her that she was better off- safer- not even trying to achieve her dream, and feeding into her years long inadequacy. And since Rui did all of the defending, we hardly get to see her react other than trying to apologize and admitting her faults, only for Tsukasa to keep yelling at her for everything she already uses to fuel her own self-loathing. And then actually telling RoboNene that she's basically done with trying at all afterwards??
The fact that she made that decision but still ends up yearning to perform her last song 💔
Since RoboNene was made by Rui for Nene specifically to face other people, imagine how much it broke her heart that she let Rui down again.
(I'm sorry I do a lot of projecting cause Nene hits too deep sometimes)
I've seen a lot of reflection on Tsukasa's character in the main story after people started seeing more sides of him, so I wanted to do the same but with Nene because I love her. It makes Nene's trust and fondness for Tsukasa in the future so much more potent and meaningful to me, for someone to have fed so much into your self hatred to become one of your greatest companions after a sincere apology, one that promised to face both of the mistakes that have and will come together.
There's more to go into but I'm mentally exhausted sooo that's all you're gettinf I'm sorry Nene
This is crazy for me to say, but the amount of people who still think Tsukasa wasn’t being mean in the main story genuinely surprises me. Don’t get me wrong, he was 100% right. But the way he worded things out was both extremely harsh and just…rude?
I also think Nene herself had some issues main story wise, and that’s perfectly okay especially after something traumatic has happened!
I don’t know how to word it out as I’ve only just woken up from my second..yes second sleep this day. ( I wasn’t kidding when I said I was exhausted lol )
No because Rui worded his reprimands so well 😭
(sleep well mootie sweet akirui dreams🥹)


















