Let's Free Fall

Ven. 17. Last year 16. Next year 18

[reybeben]

I want to express my thoughts but words can't express them.

[worshipgifs]

I wish we could see ourselves with God’s eyes. Flawed, but still worthy of loving.

anne n. | [01/03/2015 - 12:15 a.m.]  (via worshipgifs)

[lachrymiformm]

5:37 PM – drown me in your warmth

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[heryearnings]

God is greater than our hearts. He is more reliable than our feelings.

(via everlastingjesus)

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Why do you want God?

Before bed I usually think hard about the gospel, preaching, and everything about it, and about two days ago I was thinking what I would respond if someone asked me “Why do you serve God?” So your question came in a right time. I want God or I serve God because:I fear Him. There is a verse that says “Lift up your eyes and look to the heavens: Who created all these He who brings out the starry host one by one and calls forth each of Them by name.” When we look at something much bigger than us, it’s normal to feel fear and respect, and there is nothing greater than He.Because I need Him. I look to the world and see inequality, greed, corruption, sin, death, and I look to God and see hope, love, life. He’s all the world needs, He is all we need.Because of eternity. Once a pastor preached about what we will do in heaven, although we know only what the Bible says about it, one thing we can be sure: “For now we see only a reflection as in a mirror; then we shall see face to face”. And I want this, I want eternity and I want it with Him.Because I love Him. As you know God truly, the easiest thing is to love Him. And as you surrender to this love, you can not keep it just for you, it is very large and you begin to distribute it to the people around you. That’s the reason we are so emphatic in preaching the gospel, we want the world to know this love that changes everything.Because I chose it. Love is a choice, proof is that love is a commandment, you can not love your enemy if you do not choose to love your enemy, we can’t love one another if we don’t choose to love one another, then yes we can choose to love and serve God, we can choose to want it and seek it.I want Him and I serve Him because of Himself. It would be selfishness if  I don’t say I serve him for who He is, because I am nothing and He is everything, and when we recognize this, we will be happy, held, loved, and we will fulfill our purpose.Perhaps the correct question to ask is, why God wants me. Why he has chosen me and continues choosing me and not giving up on me, after all I am and do. But God is not man, we will never understand His greatness and glory and mind, and I’m really okay with that. God bless you and thank you for asking.

[reybeben]

Don't let your happiness be dependent on something that is temporary.

[emmariechristy]

Popoy at Basha Forever

[emmariechristy]

True love only comes around once in a life time.

Basha: Five years from now ganito pa rin kaya tayo?

Popoy: Ten, Eleven, Twelve, Thirteen, Fourteen, Forever and ever! Basha: Promise?

Popoy: Promise.

But when love ends..

Basha: Poy, Ayoko na. I don’t even know kung tama ‘tong ginagawa kong ‘to pero ang alam ko dapat ko nang tapusin to.

Popoy: Basha, Mahal mo pa ba ko?

Basha: Poy, I’m so sorry.

Popoy: Ganun mo ba kagustong lumayo sa akin para gawin mo pa ‘to?

Basha: Not everything is about you Popoy.

Popoy: Then why are you doing this?!

Basha: Dahil ito ang gusto ko.

How long should you hold on?

Popoy: Basha, papano na tayo?

Basha: Wala ng tayo Popoy.

Popoy: Ganun na lang ‘yun? Bash, five years. Itatapon mo lang lahat? Hindi mo na ko pwedeng bigyan pa ng isa pang pagkakataon para maayos ko ‘to?!

Basha: I already gave five years of my life Poy, It’s about time to give me what I want.

Popoy: But your asking for too much. Ang hinihiling mo mawala ka sa buhay ko.

Basha: Kailangan mo ‘to at kailangan ko din.

Popoy: Pero ikaw ang kailangan ko.

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Krizzy: If kaya pang ayusin, pilitin. What if this is really what both of you need? Then just be strong. Magiging mahirap at masakit pero hopefully all the pain will be worth it.

How soon should you let go?

Basha: Popoy this is Mark bago kong officemate. Mark, si Popoy.

Mark: Mark pare. (And give his hands)

Popoy: Basha, congratulations! Nakahanap ka na ng pampalit sa akin. Not so nice to meet you pare. (Turning to Basha) Hindi mo ba alam yung three month rule? Lahat ng taong na inlove at nakipagbreak, alam yan! Kailangan munang lumampas ng tatlong buwan bago ka uli magkaboyfriend! Hindi mo ba alam yun? Basha, may dalawang linggo pa ako! Ba’t ba kating kati kang palitan ako?!

Mark: Pare, tama na.

Popoy: Malaki lang katawan mo pero di mo ko kayang patumbahin!

Basha: Popoy, umuwi ka na!

Popoy: Lahat naman ginawa ko na ah? Ano pa bang gusto mo? Ano pang gusto mong gawin ko?! Putangina naman Bash! Ganyan ka ba talaga katigas?! Ha?!

Kenneth: Popoy!!!

Popoy: (looks at basha one last time) Basha, mahal na mahal kita. Ang sakit sakit na.

How do you move on?

Basha: Hoy! Ano yan? Ano yang tinitignan nyo?

Basha: Gwapo ni Popoy ngayon noh?. Sino ‘tong kasama nya?

Anj: Oh, well theres no point in lying. Bagong baby ni Popoy.

Kenneth: Basha, ok ka lang ba?

Basha: Oo naman, Ano ka ba? I’m happy for him.

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Trisha: I love you and I will tell you everyday, Everyday until you forget those things that hurt. I hate the things that make you hurt And how I wish I could take them away. If only it could be done, I’ll do it for sure. But it cannot be done coz you won’t let me do it.

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Basha: Gano na kayo katagal?

Popoy: One month.. nung thursday, dapat nga susunduin ko siya nung nag dinner tayo kaya lang dumiretso pa siya sa isang gig. Gusto kasi nun ganun eh yung susunduin pa siya para bang nililigawan ko pa rin araw araw. Kaya lang pag nale-late ako….

Basha: Nale-late ka na ngayon?

Popoy: Oo, pagkana-late ako sigurado ako maggegera kame. Eh’ ang hirap pa naman nun suyuin. Para bang kailangan mo ibigay lahat ng hinihiling niya. Eh, wala…siya ang boss eh. Kayo ni Mark gaano na kayo katagal?

Basha: Hindi naman naging kame eh.

(Si Popoy hindi makapaniwala tapos may jeep sa tabi na ang soundtrip ay “Nanghihinayang”) =D

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Popoy: Ano bang problema?

Basha: Ako, ako yung problema kase nasasaktan ako kahit hindi naman ako dapat nasasaktan. Sana kaya ko na lang tiisin yung sakit na nararamdaman ko. Kase ako yung humiling nito dba? Ako yung may gusto. Sana kaya ko ring sabihin sa ‘yo na masaya ako para sa ‘yo.. Para sa inyo.. Sana kaya ko. Sana kaya ko. Pero hindi eh’. Ang sama sama kong tao kase umaasa pa din ako na sabihin mo sana ako pa rin.. Ako na lang. Ako na lang ulit.

Popoy: Mahal ko si trisha.

Basha: Alam ko. Alam ko..

Popoy: She love me at my worst and you had me at my best. At binaliwala mo lang lahat ng yon

Basha: Popoy, yun ba talaga ang tingin mo? I just made a choice.

Popoy: And you chose to break my heart.

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Popoy: Dba, kaya tayo iniiwan ng taong mahal natin kasi baka meron bagong darating na mas okey. Na mas mamahalin tayo. Yung taong hindi tayo sasaktan at paaasahin. Yung nag-iisang taong magtatama ng mali sa buhay natin ng lahat ng mali sa buhay natin..

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Trisha: Tapos ko na yung kantang ginawa ko sa ‘yo oh. Basahin mo naman oh

Popoy: I love you and I will tell you everyday, Everyday until you forget those things that hurt. I hate the things that make you hurt And how I wish I could take them away. If only it could be done

Trisha: I can’t do it Popoy, Because you wont let me. Poy, sabihin mo na lang. Poy, walang madaling paraan para gawin ‘to kasi ang sakit na. Sabihin mo na lang yung totoo. Please. Mahal mo ba ko?

Popoy: Trish, alam mong mahal kita..

Trisha: Mahal mo pa ba siya?

Popoy: Hindi ko kayang makita kang nasasaktan.

(Pinikit ni Trisha ang mga mata ni Popoy)

Trisha: Para kung masaktan man ako hindi mo makita…gusto mo na bang tapusin to?

Popoy: Mapapatawad mo pa ba ako?

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Basha: I’m sorry. I’m sorry.

Popoy: No. I am sorry. I’m sorry for not saying sorry before noong nasaktan kita. Noon kasing nagkahiwalay tayo, ang inisip ko, sarili ko lang. Yung nararamdaman ko lang. Yung gusto ko lang. I’m sorry Bash, naging madamot ako. Hindi ko inintindi na kailangan mo rin palang hanapin yung Basha’ng nawala noong minahal mo ako.

Basha: Yung Basha’ng mahal ka pa rin.

Popoy: Hindi mo alam kung gaano ko kagustong sabihin sayo na, sana tayo na lang. Sana tayo na lang ulit. Pero pag sa tuwing nararamdaman ko kung gaano kita ka mahal… hindi ko maiwasang maramdaman ulit ang lahat ng sakit. And I’m sorry.

Basha: Ano ang dapat kong gawin?

Popoy: Ako na ‘to eh, Bash. Ako naman ang may kailangan ng panahon ngayon. Para makalimutan ko na ang lahat ng sakit. Para maalala ko lahat ng maganda at mabuti sa atin. Para bumalik yung Popoy na nawala, noong nagkahiwalay tayo. I want my heart to stop breaking. Para pag naging tayo ulit, kaya na kitang mahalin ng buong-buo. Na wala ng anong takot kung masaktan man tayo uli.

[reybeben]

Ang drama 😂 HAHA. Let God na lang 😊

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[reybeben]

The truth is that intimacy with God is the GREATEST AND MOST PRECIOUS BLESSING ONE CAN EVER RECEIVE AND EXPERIENCE. Therefore, we must let go of everything that would hinder our intimacy with Him.

[reybeben]

Q: Best decision ever?

A: FOLLOWING JESUS.

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[reybeben]

Wr are sinners yet God reached out on us. No one can be faithful enough to give God all He deserves but God is faithful. He is faithful that we will have faith on Him.

[reybeben]

I have a plan for you, and it is a big plan.

God

[reybeben]

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Napakanta sya XD haha. Dejk. Pero ang tagal ko na na hindi nakapag open. College life kasi e. Hahaha. God bless sa lahat! :D

[reybeben]

There's a hole in my heart..

[mileyshoney]