Hotch

[bekka-banes]

Guilty Bad Guys

[dimitri-carter]

“For Christ sake, Dimitri take the damn test or I’m not going to treat him like he’s yours. I need to know. He could be Nick’s.”

“Bekka did you not see him? He looks just like us! Besides does it really matter to you to treat him like he’s mine or not I mean you called Hope our baby so don’t act like you’re not just trying to prove something to me. I know he’s mine.” Dimitri said and swabbed his mouth quick handing it to the doctor. “He’s mine.” He looked at Bekka before leaving to go be with Gadget because he was too paranoid for him to be alone and Bekka needed rest and right now everyone seemed to might be a little too much for her to be calm right now. Later Dimitri came back in the room. “Look who I found.”

Richard walked in with a smile. Dimitri had called him. “How ya feelin’? Tough as always I’m assuming.”

[dimitri-carter]

“Till Death Do Us Part.”

[richard-hotchner]

How did she know. “I’m Scared.” He whispers. “I know I love her. and there is a part of me saying rush it force it, get it over with just seal the deal and I’m listening to it because I feel like it’s gonna buy us time, but then there’s another part of me that feels familiar and it’s saying I know this isn’t right. That I can tell this isn’t what she wants and as hard as it is for me to say it isn’t what I need right now, but I don’t know what else to do and I’m about to lose my boy’s because I just realized that they can’t be apart. We can’t split them up they need each other and that’s what’s important, But at the same time I’ve lost the man I was when she fell in love with me. I feel him and he’s saying don’t do this because she’s not ready because he always thinks about her and what’s best for her but for some reason lately I’ve found it hard to listen to him and I don’t know what I’m doing here.”

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Bekka looked up at him. “Papa I don’t know how to fix things. There’s this distance and hurt we have in our relationship. Sex isn’t fixing it.” Bekka seemed so disappointing the sex which she always used to fix them wasn’t going to fix them and well she hadn’t tried it this time because she knew it wasn’t going to work and that scared her to be so sure of it failing them. Sex always carried them tho she felt. “I cheated. I have a commitment issue but I hope this helps me be who I need to be for my family because I don’t know how.” her heart ached. “Do I love him? Very much. Am I in love with him? “ Bekka glanced over at Dimitri. “I have been…” Bekka knew she was capable of being in love with Dimitri and she still was but she detached herself from the feeling and wouldn’t allow it which caused a huge strain on their already struggling relationship.

Papa Nods he hated she was feeling this way. The way stupid humans feel. “I’ll support you no matter what you chose, but remember this. Marriage is just the title of a bond that should have long already been in your hearts and if you can’t make it with the rings off then having them on isn’t going to change anything. They are a symbol of your love Not the other way around.” He gently placed a hand on her shoulders.

[dimitri-carter]

“Till Death Do Us Part.”

Bekka was feeling some anxiety. “Yeah, of course.” She said and woke Papa telling him what was going on. Bekka didn’t feel she needed Papa’s blessing because Dimitri said Walter gave his. “Are you ready for this Ty?” Bekka asked as she carried him to the car with Papa following behind her. Bekka sat in the passenger seat. “Okay.” she said and closed her eyes and leaned her head on the head rest as Dimitri drove.

Dimitri was surprisingly have extreme anxiety and started to feel guilty. He glanced over and seen her close her eyes it was so clear that was not the face of a excited bride and he needed to stop because she couldn’t say it but she needed him too but he was selfish and a Carter in love. He grabbed her hand and held it the whole way there. When they arrived he got out and Seen Vera and hugged her. “Hey! It’s like it was meant to be I couldn’t imagine doing this without you here.” He smiled and Papa took Bekka to the side.

[richard-hotchner]

“I know it’s not my place but I thought I’d ask. Are you sure you’re okay with this? This is what you want?”

[bekka-banes]

I’m Flesh. You’re Stone. {Boston}

[richard-hotchner]

Bekka notice her perfect boy became whiny and swoops him up. “Why you cryin’ baby?” She she holds him up to look at his pretty face. “It’s okay! Lemme’ see that winning smile!” She says softly but with excitement. “Awe, there goes my heart!” she grins. “Lets go See Papa!” She makes silly noises and they went to visit @richard-hotchner.

“My oh my hasn’t he grown Papa?” Bekka said as they sat of the sofa. “He can crawl now.” She said proudly.

Richard smiles seeing them. “Tell me about it.” He grunts picking Ty up. “My hefty little man.” He cuddled Ty and Ty melts his heart. “Where’s Thaddeus?” He questions if Ty had grow Thadd also must’ve. “Don’t blink They’ll be driving.” He teased.

[richard-hotchner]

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[richard-hotchner]

Bekka chuckles. “You do> that’s unexpected but I’m so glad!” She was tickled. “I don’t want you to go back home….” she gave him sad doe eyes.

“That I’m afraid I must.” He half smiled. “Doesn’t mean I can’t come back.” There was always the holiday’s.

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[richard-hotchner]

“I love you, Papa.” She was scared of how he would react to this. What if Papa had her issue and couldn’t deal with the fact she loves him.

He smiled. “I love you too.” It was strange but he said it. He laughed. “What a wild ride being alive is.” He smiled it was funny how this came full circle.

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[richard-hotchner]

“You mean there answer is inside me all along?” She acted like a child when she was around Papa. “You’re brilliant Papa!” she hugs him like a disney show.

“That’s a more simple way to put it.” He laughed at himself and hugs her back like a Disney dad.

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[richard-hotchner]

Dimitri didn’t say much and when Work was brought up he cleared his throat lowly and stood up and grabbed their empty beer bottles. “I’m gonna start cleaning up.” He left to inside the house.

“Delicious Papa! Why didn’t I get the Hotchner cooking gene?” She playfully whined. “Yeah, I need to confront her soon. There are some things I want to say to her.” Bekka was so done with Rebekkah but not enough. Bekka watched Dimitri stand up and exit. He made it clear how he felt about this topic and Bekka was a little embarrassed by the abrupt exit. Her attention panned back to Papa. “I am!” She smiled and said with confidence. “I start back tomorrow. I’m going to miss the boys.” Bekka said holding Ty. “Do you think me going back to work is choosing my career over my sons? There are plenty of working mothers it’s almost essential with today's society.” Bekka was Happy that Papa was around but it was really starting to sink in that Walter was gone and maybe she wasn’t as angry as she was hurt and felt the mourning stage shift in. What would Walter have to reply to her question? Deep down she knew he made his regrets clear before he died. Bekka found herself comparing Papa and her dad like she often compared Dallas and Dimitri.

“ Lots of practice.” He grinned and dismissed Dimitri leaving and had noticed them acting a little strange all night and pin pointed Dimitri’s reaction to Bekka going back to work as the source. “I think I couldn’t have said it better myself.” He smiled. “My input isn’t needed you already know what’s right you just sat here and schooled me on it. Trust yourself. It may sound simple but it’s a lit harder than it looks to not second guess yourself.” She was thinking on her own but he wanted her to realize it. “And sooner than later you’ll be the one giving advice.” He looked at Ty and smiled and back at Bekka.

[richard-hotchner]

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[richard-hotchner]

“Oh no haha!  That’s Spencer Dimitri is his Uncle. Spencer has had a rough start his mother was a junkie and his Father is a terrible man So Dimitri had no choice but to end him.” She nods, “It’s fine though. We’re all he’s got. So little Spencer is stuck with us.” She fake laughs. “I think the food is done. Help yourself. What’s ours is yours.” She was so happy once again. After they ate they all sat around the fire pit. “Papa, have you spoke with my mother since what happened?”

“Oh well that’s very unfortunate.” His brows furrowed like a true Hotch. “Well done if I say so myself.” He secretly snickers with her and showed Dimitri how it was done and made them perf Burgers like a grill master and then when they were. “No. I’d rather not you know how Rebekkah can be. Besides she is dealing with her own grief right now. I’d hate to add to it I hear you’re returning to the force?” He questions.

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[richard-hotchner]

Bekka was nervous but so excited they had came. “Yay! We missed you so much!” She hugs him and does a ll that cliche stuff. “Right here!” Bekka gave hotch the boys. follow me.” she said taking him out back on the patio. “Ignore the fire behind us Dim doesn’t know what the hell he’s doing.” She jokes. “How was your flight?”

Hotch enjoyed holding the boys. “Back at ya.” He smiled at the babies and followed Bekka. “It’s a same I never got the chance to hold you like this.” He looked at Dumbitri. “Remind me to go show him how it’s done.” He grins. “Stuffy and restless but that’s flying for you. Pardon my questions but I thought you only had twins tell me I’m not getting that bad that I forgot one?” He seen Spencer with Dimitri.

[richard-hotchner]

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There was a knock on the door and sure enough it was Hotch. He grinned as Bekka opened the door. “You look very graceful this evening if I do say so myself.” He walked in. “Where’s The little ones?”

[dimitri-carter]

|Welcome Home Carter Boy’s|

[richard-hotchner]

Bekka smiles, “Thank you so much.” She was glad he was accepting of her and her family. “We would love that.” She she nods. “Please do.” She pulls him to the side. “Papa, I might be Marrying him when I get back home…. What do you think about him? be honest.”

“Of course. It’s your right as blood.” They were her family. He looked at Dimitri and back at Bekka and smiled. “I think you know him best, so only you can make that call, but from what I can tell you can trust your gut. and if that says yes then I say go for it.”

[dimitri-carter]

|Welcome Home Carter Boy’s|

[declan-hotchner]

“No I think I’d rather adopt with the Alzheimer and all I wouldn’t want someone else to have to live with this fear.” He rubs in her face to be mean. “Excuse you but I am a very well respected man!” He felt humiliated. “Dad. Dad!” How could his father not say this? “Well right back at you.” Hardly though. As he was walking out Dimitri said Nice to meet you and Declan kept walking.

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Bekka looked down at Ty in her arms when Declan mentioned that the Alzheimer disease could possibly be passed onto her offspring through her and her little heart broke. “What have I done?” She said and felt so helpless now. Bekka was so sorry that she didn’t think about this for her son’s. Bye Papa,” she was sad. “Thanks for letting meet your family. I only wish you’d come back to North Carolina with us and stay for a while. I’m sure or I would hope rather, you’d like to get to know your grandson’s.”

“Of course. It’s your family now too. It always has been if you want it.” He hugged her. “Sometime soon.” He smiled and told her he’d come see her. “I’m sure they’d enjoy some one on one grandpapa time. You four be safe.”

[dimitri-carter]

|Welcome Home Carter Boy’s|

[declan-hotchner]

Bekka turned red with embarrassment. “…Yea…” That’s all she could say.

“Oh.” Bekka was Jealous and thought Declan thought he was better than her. “I’m getting the map carved in mine tomorrow.” She looked at her Papa as he spoke to them. Bekka didn’t like when he got onto her.  “Yep I guess I’m just more like grandma than you.” She teased.  “No he does not!” She says taking back Ty. “Kanye is gross man.” She looks at him. “I have a house in North Carolina but I’m thinking about returning here for good.” she hadn’t told Dimitri that’s what she wanted yet tho. “No, I’m a detective. Does it run in your blood. What do you do?”

Good he thought that way maybe then she’d know how to leave. “Mmmhmm guess so.” He fake smiled he was trying so hard but that was his na-na and he wanted to be most like her. “Good cause if he had it at this age he’d probably be blind by 20.” He felt like he was rivaled now. “Guess I’m gross then.” She was a T Swift. “Really?? I’m sure North Carolina is much better than here.” He didn’t want her up here for good he knew she’d eat his dad up. “Oh right. Detective.” He could have rolled his eyes. “I mean my dad was the chief until recently so yeah it’s in there. I’m a manager an important one! At Belk!” He turns to Hotch. “Daddy I can’t take this anymore I’m still your favorite?! You didn’t even know about her!”

[richard-hotchner]

Hotch rolled his eyes. “Declan don’t start. I’m not doing this let it go.” He walks off and over to Dimitri.

“Hey.” He said and sat there. “She’s a real lady amazon in the bedroom yeah?” He laughed not knowing what else to say as he talked about Bekka.

[dimitri-carter]

|Welcome Home Carter Boy’s|

[richard-hotchner]

“I’m so excited to be here.” She says truthfully and smiles. Bekka walked over with her father getting acquainted with everyone. “Oh you look like him.” Bekka loved that Aunt Hilda noticed. “Maybe a little bit,” she says grinning at Hotch. “Not him, the baby, you look like the baby.” Hilda rolled her eyes and walked over to the beer. “Right.”Bekka nods. This was embarrassing.

He just smiles and looks down at her. “Ya know I think you both had it right.” He turns around seeing her brother walk in. “Ah the man of the hour here he is.”

[dimitri-carter]

|Welcome Home Carter Boy’s|

[dimitri-carter]

“You’re cranky Dim are you constipated?” she rolls her eyes. “Bye!” Carl says and was wearing swim shorts. “I’m going for a swim in the pool.” He ran and jumped splashing around water.

As they walked into the back yard Bekka saw Hotch. “Hey Papa,” She stays from Dimitri . Bekka hugged Richard. “Is my brother here yet? It’s so good to be here.” she said still angry at Walter if only he could see her now.

“Yeah, I wish that’s all it was.” He brushed it off. “Carl be careful no one is here to be a lifeguard.” He was worried regardless just because he was a worrybody.

Dimitri walked in and notices how when he got closer to her she was moving away on purpose. He looked at her like really and he went to a corner of the fenced in yard and sat there bottle feeding Thadd since he didn’t have a tit all night like Ty does. “Dada loves you.” He whispered into Thaddeus’s ear and kissed his cheek a few times quick like how you do to babies softly and he smiled at his boy it was easier when Bekka done this to Dimitri now because he had his boy to distract and love.

[richard-hotchner]

“Bekka, hi thank you for coming.” He pats her back as she hugs him. “No not yet, but soon he’s always been flaky. “Meanwhile over there is your aunt Hilda and over there are our family friends the Pickles. Everyone this is my daughter I was telling you about.” He laughs low.

[dimitri-carter]

|Welcome Home Carter Boy’s|

[richard-hotchner]

Bekka just looked at Dimitri not understanding exactly what he was trying to protect her from.

“It must been in my cards since it’s happened twice.” She was so sad. “How do you accept something like that, Papa?”

“You don’t, But you keep going anyway.” He finishes his coffee. “This has been unexpected but lovely none the less. Sadly I have to cut this short due to it’s unexpectedness but I’ll be seeing you this weekend?” He stands up.