Sorry to say this but being a good person doesn’t get you loved. It gets you used.
🪼
will byers stan first human second
Monterey Bay Aquarium
Peter Solarz
h
Mike Driver
Claire Keane
Aqua Utopia|海の底で記憶を紡ぐ

blake kathryn

Janaina Medeiros
Misplaced Lens Cap
AnasAbdin
No title available
dirt enthusiast

tannertan36

No title available
"I'm Dorothy Gale from Kansas"

Kaledo Art
wallacepolsom
hello vonnie
seen from Italy
seen from United States

seen from Malaysia
seen from United States

seen from Türkiye

seen from Germany

seen from Mexico

seen from United States

seen from United States
seen from United States
seen from United States
seen from United States
seen from United States

seen from United States
seen from United States
seen from United States
seen from United States
seen from United States

seen from United States
seen from United States
@riptideofsadness
Sorry to say this but being a good person doesn’t get you loved. It gets you used.
I've been drinking at Cubao Expo since college and that was more or less 8 years ago.
I love Expo, I really do—it's my holy ground.
There is nothing like Expo; the aesthetic, the very random variety of establishments, the old, retro vibe amidst the sea of skyscrapers, the very artsy and amiable community, the adorable cats, the fairly priced food and drinks, and the overall feeling of belongingness. I feel like I belong in Expo and I don't need to be anybody but me—just carefree me enjoying whoever's pleasant company and a cold bottle of Smirnoff while Fred's blast punk and rock favorites.
I have been to QC's Pop-Up and Tomas Morato, Makati's Poblacion, Taguig's BGC, and other bars and clubs scattered around the Metro but I always find myself yearning for the comfort Expo offers—especially Fred's (my favorite drinking place in Expo).
I dread the day something happens to Expo (god forbid) or if I need to relocate someplace else and I won't be able to get my fix at least once a month. Expo is a gem that needs to be experienced by many more. It was hard enough during the lockdown, I was so anxious about what might happen to Expo if the lockdown continued.
I have so many memories of this place. Many nights were spent with college friends crying about school and the shitty life situations we were in. Many bottles were drank while ranting about trash employers, unsatisfying paychecks, and the overall dread of being plunged deeper into adulting. Many happy stories were shared among friends still thriving and trying to find what makes life worth living. Many photos and videos of me and V enjoying our Saturday nights and talking about everything under the sun. Many tears were shed from trying to fix broken hearts.
I was scared for a while that I might somehow always see V's face whenever I go to Expo, but I'm so glad the love I have for my holy ground helped me see those memories as mere memories—things that were only good in the past.
I brought a boy and introduced him to my holy ground. He said he likes the place and we go there regularly... and we just talk. We sit by the bar in front of the Keanu Reeves shower curtain inside Fred's. We talk and drink for hours as I get to know him more and more. I love Expo nights with him.
Lovers and friends will come and go but Cubao Expo won't. Cubao Expo will always be there for me.
The only flaw of Expo is that it closes at midnight hahaha. I need them to be open until 3am, but nevertheless, I love Expo with all my heart.
I would bleed for anything if it held me right way.
i'm scared, so scared that no one will really know me and accept me like you did.
- Shannon Lee Barry
i'll be rooting for us in the universes where we worked out.
via wehearit
how could you, how could you, how could you?
took a leap for you even though i wasn't entirely ready, and you're no different.
no man deserves my trust.
“And if you call me at 4 am, too sad to even say hello, I will listen to your silence until you fall asleep.”
— Unknown
sa lahat ng nangiwan sakin, sayo yung pinakamasakit kasi nag-ingat naman ako nung una, tapos kinuha mo yung tiwala ko, pero aalis ka lang din pala.
ginawa ko naman makakaya ko nung una? prinotektahan ko sarili ko sa pwede mong madala pero ikaw nagsabi hindi mo sila kagaya hindi ka aalis, na niyayabang mong nandito ka pa. oh asan na?
nakita mo na lahat, kahit yung mga taong naging malaking parte ng buhay ko hindi nakita lahat.
summer, 2023, 8/6/23
it's like no matter how much love the world has returned to me, i still flinch
it's been so good. i just wish you were here to witness how good it had been.
but would it have been this good if you never left?
it has been the best and the worst without you.
“I feel very small. I don't understand. I have so much courage, fire, energy, for many things, yet I get so hurt, so wounded by small things.”
Anaïs Nin, from nearer the moon: the previously unpublished unexpurgated diary,1937-1939
...until i forgot that at some point in my life, i had a person who could build me from scratch if God asked them what i was like.
YOU DROVE ME CRAZY AND THEN WENT AROUND TELLING EVERYONE HOW CRAZY I WAS