beautiful killer

kt's shikshin goddess,son naeun. –– ❝the difference between winning and losing is most often, not quitting.❞ currently rooming with hailey.

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naeun for remember

[rkxroyal]

[ sms; eunnie ] whatever i want 8) [ sms; eunnie ] i’m nOT A BABY [ sms; eunnie ] i’m an adult :> [ sms; eunnie ] WHEN DID I EVER SAY THAT [ sms; eunnie ] I’M EMBARRASSED IM 24 AND I DON’T KNOW HOW TO GIRL [ sms; eunnie ] facts of life. too bad, bro. you lost to me. [ sms; eunnie ] it isn’t drool it’s my tEARS [ sms; eunnie ] i have this drawing you drew back when we were kids i’ll just treat that as an autograph [ sms; eunnie ] 8))))

[rkxeun-blog]

[ txt : treehyun ] god you are so spoiled [ txt : treehyun ] immature = baby [ txt : treehyun ] naeun’s baby, yes? [ txt : treehyun ] ignore that. it was gross. i wouldn’t want your girlfriend to see that. [ txt : treehyun ] PLS DON’T TELL ME YOU NEED ME TO FIND YOU A WOMAN [ txt : treehyun ] .....wow. that doesn’t count and i’m pretty sure it looked like crap.

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✱ the perfect afternoon : sn & ke

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( * the giggles continued to ring as she nodded her head up and down ) it certainly looked like quite an effort you put in ( * she exclaimed with a thumbs up. she turned her head, seeing a glare from a woman at the end of the hall which caused her to scrunch her face a little but she turned her attention back to her friend ) positive criticism, oh my gosh ( * ellin exclaimed, wiping a tear that had fallen from her eyes. it had been a long time since she had cried from laughing ) alright, shall we try out our good look now? ( * she asked, looking at the much prettier dress that was hanging on the rack still ) alright, i’m shutting the door now.

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{ –– she chuckles softly as she had looked at the other, letting herself flick her hair away from her shoulder in such a dramatic way that only makes her laugh } god, people really can’t take criticism well, can they? { –– her tone similar to the others as she tries to wipe the tears from her eyes away, obviously enjoying how she was able to do this with her. } okay, okay. don’t make me fall for you though, alright? { –– she teases the other, laughing still before she gives her a small wave, stepping back to be able to shut the door and change into one of the more decent ones that she had picked out }

[rkxeun-blog]

a wake up call ; naeun + seungmi

[rkseungmi]

placing her tray on top of the table, she plopped down on her seat and smiled. all this time she thought she would have to do everything alone in kt, her having a total of zero friends, to the extent of her knowledge, who are trainees in kt. if she had been scouted by other companies, she might’ve gotten a better chance at having a friend or two. sphere and nova had two of her most precious sort-of-siblings –even though she wasn’t particularly attracted to those companies it seemed quite alluring to be in the same pool with the people she cares most about. yet after some thought, she decided that being alone in an entertainment company might have its own perks. for one, she can focus on her training without worrying about appearing too standoff-ish when she decides to shoot down plans to practice a bit longer. she’d also have a larger group of friends –if you know one person in a certain place that person will be the only person you talk to. at least, that will be the case if you’re someone who’s easily flustered (which is not at all seungmi’s character). still, not being tied to anyone opens up so much opportunities, allowing her to mingle with everyone minus the guilt of not talking to her best buds.

eating some more of what was on the plate, she munched on them fast. licking excess sauce from the edge of her lips, she takes the glass of water sitting on the edge of the tray, taking a huge sip to push all the food back down. stuffing her face with another spoonful, she nods to acknowledge what the other just said before lifting her head. “well now there’s me so it’s no longer only one.” with a contained smile on her face, she finishes the last bites in less than a minute, wiping her lips clean with a tissue afterwards. perhaps kt did scout in the weirdest places for the most random reasons ever. sometimes it wonders her just how a certain look can open up a slot for a shot in the music industry. “it’s almost the same really. i was in hongdae when this lady suddenly walked up to me and handed me the card.” recalling faint images of how the encounter had ensued, she waved her hand right under her eyes. “she was like, only this tall.” meeting older people who are shorter than her proved to be quite a rarity. thus, every time she spots another shortie, her mood will shoot up by almost 85 percent.

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she watches the other move her tray, making her smile at how she was being so comfortable with this. naeun really found herself thankful that seungmi was here. for the most part, if she had been scouted by another company, she’d probably know more people there. this was just far different from what she had expected. it almost gets her worried if she’d actually have more friends than just seungmi and well, taemin. at least, somehow, she’d be able to recreate herself in this place. besides, she had no regrets of coming to kt. she had always admired the people that wokred her, the music that they produced. 

“no way.” she says, chuckling. it surprises her that seungmi had gone through the same scouting process. maybe they really had been looking for a lot of trainees lately. all the more was naeun flattered that they came up to her to see if she had wanted to be a trainee. feeding herself with some strawberry yogurt, she listens to the other, chuckling at how she had described the other. “seems like we had met the same woman. i was pretty surprised at how short she was though.” her voice almost coming off as a whisper, not exactly wanting anyone else to hear what she was thinking. the last thing she wanted was to get scolded on her first day, besides who knew? that person might be here watching all the new trainees and it was that same person she had to be grateful for. if not, she wouldn’t be here talking to seungmi. “but it’s crazy, isn’t it? finally being here?”

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late night talks « joy & naeun

[rkjxy]

a nod of her head came away and a smile was poised on her lips. “i live in the cheongdam-dong area too!” the younger gushed, excitement over the similarity elicited in her voice.  she agreed with the other female wholeheartedly. the growing korean tourism and the boost from the popular song about the area had gangnam growing everyday with the number of people in it. back then it was fun having a thick mass of people around but lately, it grew mixed feelings from her. “that’s true, gangnam has become very populated these days.”

she took a good look around the area, head shook momentarily in somewhat of a pity for all the people who looked as though they were enjoying the party. joy mentally gave them some acknowledgement for at least finding fun in a party that is not so enjoyable in her state of view. “yeah i figured that much. it’s a shame it looked as though they’ve never had good party experience.” a sideways glance was spared to a group of people sitting down some meters behind them; a few who probably shared the same sentiments about the party just as the two of them. 

usually, for joy’s partying conquests, she would be accompanied by her childhood best friend who knew the ropes of things that were still illegal for them. today, she chose to go alone for reasons she couldn’t exactly placate. although if she brought her too, she was sure there would be three of them complaining upon the state of things instead with just them two. “i know! i was so fooled by it and i was seriously excited to go here. if only i knew then just how boring it would be.” a roll of her eyes was followed in by laughters. “i guess being badgered by tomorrow’s training would be my punishment for coming tonight.” 

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her eyes had widened upon hearing that the other was practically a neighbor of hers. technically, they weren’t really neighbors directly, but somehow, they did live in the same area and as big as it was, it wasn’t everyday that she met someone from there. most of the people she knew from there mostly were people that her parents’ knew, people that they worked with, most of them didn’t exactly have kids and if they had, she didn’t really get as much time to spend with them as she would like to. “way too populated.” she tells her, shaking her head, seeing how it was a place that she happened to love going to before. “it’s sad though. i loved shopping there. not as much as garosu-gil though.”

as thankful as she thinks she was right now, having her thoughts be brought away from the party, she finds herself looking back at the crowd that was just going wild. at least, those people were able to endure it like how she couldn’t. a hum comes to her lips as she had held on her new glass, one that was filled with water. “if i could bring them all to the better one across the street, i would. they’d have their minds blown.” naeun tells the stranger that sat beside her. it makes her chuckle, thinking of actually just have gone to some other party and had a lot of fun there rather than what went on here. 

shaking that thought away, there was a certain benefit with this, seeing how she got to meet her and somehow, they were getting along. thankfully, that was the case, if she wasn’t this way and naeun had to go through this by herself, she would have died. a part of her questioned why she didn’t call anyone to come and accompany her here but that was far from anything now. so for now, she focused herself on the other, chuckling softly. “i know! god, i would definitely get punished for this tomorrow at tra––” she pauses, realizing what the other had said. blinking a few times, she raised an eyebrow at her, wondering if their certain concept of training were similar. “what do you mean training...?”

[ex-joonyoungrk]

purple people eater : sn + jj

[ex-joonyoungrk]

The challenge that came with her made Joonyoung’s features become lit with deviousness. He enjoyed proving people wrong, in a sense, it was a game to throw people off and catch them off guard. A nod of his head, challenge accepted, before he was focused on the ice cream and on getting to the store. If he were honest, he only thought to free his hands as soon as possible; no consideration for his image or what she would think about him stuffing his face. Grin filling his features as she spoke lightly, saying she might be able to. Lips parted with an exhale, as if he didn’t believe her; taunting her right back. He slipped into the store before her, hand holding the door when she let go. His gaze directed immediately to the line up and to the counter, before back to the girl. “Oh really?” He spoke with a false disbelief, a low chuckle on his lips as he dug his hands into his pockets. “That sounds like you’re flirting with me,” he informed her, teasing the tone. It’s not like he could help himself – it simply sounded sexual in his head. It amused him more than anything.

It didn’t take long for him to find the end of the line, his head tilted as he glanced back around them. The line didn’t seem long, which was good. “I don’t think it’ll take long,” he commented as he nodded to the people who were in front of them, obviously taking chance of promotion. A hand ran through his hair, gaze rising when the song changed, he grinned; it was one he recognized from the clubs lately. It was popular, played in most places. “I like this song~” he half-sung, as his head bobbed to the beat, and he moved up a step as the people in front of them moved. His own filling in the space, hand finding the edge of the counter to lean on, his gaze running up along the selection of ice cream. But he was obviously more distracted by the song. “Do you know this song?” He turned his attention back to her.

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she couldn’t help but chuckle upon noticing how the other was. it almost seemed inevitable that she would feel awkward around him. somehow, it felt like he knew just how to make her feel more comfortable so that she could easily joke around with him just like this. as much as she liked eating, her image was something that she deemed to protect, seeing how it had been something that had been taught to her ever since she was a little kid. most people knew her as the daughter of a supermodel after all. if someone had caught her scarfing so much food down, she might not hear the end of her mom’s sermon. the mere thought of it makes her chuckle, distracted from where she was at the moment before his voice seemed to bring her back. “oh?” she raised an eyebrow, listening to the other. flirting? well, she didn’t exactly think that she actually was, though by the sound of his voice he probably was just toying with her. “i could be if you wanted me to.” she chuckles, shaking her head at what she had said before adding, “but you’d be surprised at what i can do.” 

after saying such words, it was only then did she realize how her words must have sounded like earlier. somehow she thought of being embarrassed, though nothing seemed to make her feel that way as she simply shrugged it off. “i hope so. it was pretty hot out there, i wouldn’t be too surprised if we ended up getting stuck her for awhile.” the offer for the discounted ice cream was well publicized which had people looking around, nudging strangers if they wanted ice cream. it almost sounded like some blind date thing, but naeun just really took it as a good way to get (almost) free food. while they had waited, a certain song had played which instantly brought a smile to her lips as she knew this song all too tell. she was just about to dance to it when she notices that he was showing signs that he liked this song, all the more did she believe that they’d only get along. “are you kidding me?” she tells him, raising her eyebrows––almost speaking it in english. “i love this song. it’s one of the best songs to actually dance to, don’t you think so?”

[rkwonwoo]

lunch (un)date

[rkwonwoo]

eyes tracing every outline, heart racing and lungs filled with anxiety –just how was he supposed to pull through? his mind races, looking for thing to say, words unsaid that’s buried twenty five feet under. with senses unattended and a forced smile on his face, he plays with the spoon set in front of him. clarity he got for a moment, just enough to keep him from crumbling. time sure doesn’t wipe feelings away, it intensifies it.

starbucks, it seemed like a great place to start off, but it didn’t seem him enough. coffee shops are doors to so many possibilities in life, but everything he does is related to more physical things. dancing, sports, and even lifting boxes in a supermarket (and that might just be the kind of job he applies for). “thank you,” his breath stops for a while, processing the girl’s words, “for having worried about me.” past tenses are supposed to hurt, and it did. it shook him the heart, a slight sadness flickering in his eyes. past tenses means you’ve moved on, gotten over it, abandoned all memories and whatever feelings you once had upon it. so he lets his arms fall to the table, spoon softly placed next to the fork it was paired up with. “do you think starbucks will suit me?” the question came out on impulse, without thinking or a second thought. maybe he’ll regret it –but maybe he won’t.

a smile that vanished as soon as it appeared managed to light him up a little. at least he knows he’s not the only one stressing on how to keep his feelings to himself. “university sounds like a lot of fun…” he stares at the table, noting to cross seoul national of his list of possible universities to attend. the last thing he’d like to happen is to bump into naeun on his first day of university.

[rkxeun-blog]

she was aware of the stare that she had received from him, though she was trying hard not to make it seem obvious that she knew such things. it would only make things even more awkward if she did point it out.  somehow, she, too, had been looking at him in a similar fashion. there was that curiosity, which consisted of wondering just what had happened over the years to have resulted him being the way that he was now. she wonders if this had been the result of their break up, but who knew? maybe he was just lucky and had been graced with him blossoming just like this. it makes her chuckle how much she was actually thinking about such. had she been that amazed by him?

this was just her own little way of suppressing that guilt that she had felt when she had (unfairly) broke things off with him. with the sight of him now roaming around seoul, she had thought that maybe––just maybe, she could at least do this for him. suppose it was just a small thing, but it probably could help him out. “it’s nothing.” was all she tells him, offering him a small smile as he had looked at him. naeun wonders if as the time had passed, if he had gotten over her, if there was someone new in his life now. she would had asked such things, but it seemed like right now wasn’t the best time and neither were her questions. it would in appropriate for her to ask such thing, that it might only have him thinking that maybe she hadn’t gotten over him when in fact, she had. “maybe. well, i kind of imagine you there though. it’ll be a good place to meet more people, if you’re...worried ‘bout that too.” her answer a bit off on her side of that thought cloud. honestly, she just mentioned that because most people seemed to enjoy working there and it had been the last place she had been to before coming to training that day. if it had been somewhere else, she probably would have said that instead.

she couldn’t help but be a bit amused with his reaction when university talk came to play. “it’s alright. a bit demanding from time to time, but i think it would really depend on the program you’d pick out.” naeun says, toying with her fork a bit as she decides to lean on the table for a little bit. she would find herself staring at the table with her lips purse just for a little bit before looking right back at him asking, “actually, what program are you thinking of taking?”

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[rkdaehyun]

[ text to: naeun ] you missed my birthday!! [ text to: naeun ] and you tell me not to complain :((((

[rkxeun-blog]

[ txt : favorite saeng ] i missed your–– [ txt : favorite saeng ] NO [ txt : favorite saeng ] i am sorry ; u ; such a bad person over here. [ txt : favorite saeng ] i’ll get u that ironman mask too if that helps??

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[rkseungmi]

of hiccups and aegyo .seungmi+naeun

[rkseungmi]

weighing her options in how to play her cards, she wished the evaluation had involved less facing and more rapping –at least that way she’ll be far more confident and secure. to her dancing and singing is a nightmare. even if they were broken down to simpler classes in kt, she would still most probably flunk if that’s a term they use in the industry. so with her mind racing and ideas pouring in, she decided to try her best to keep her moves in check and face bright. the least that she could do is pull through without messing up too bad or throwing up by the stage. plus, fan service shouldn’t be too much of an issue for her ; it comes naturally.

looking at her friend with eyes full of worry, she pouts and shakes her head, folding her arms in the process. “you look pale, unnie. do you need extra energy from kt’s rapping master?” with that she brings ear hands to her cheeks and balls them up, going all bbuing with a wide grin. she puts her arms back down, giggling almost kid-like before stopping to talk. “you’ll do well, i’m the worst dancer in kt but here i am –kind of ready for the eval.” her cheekiness shows on her face, insecurities buried deep in fake confidence. she’s also scared of failing, but all is concealed so she won’t succumb to her worries.

taking one of the pink-wrapped bottle, she hands it to her friend with a smile. “drink, it’ll make you feel better.” after handing one to naeun, she takes one too, easily uncapping it before taking a long sip. it felt cold down her tongue, tickling her senses and waking her up. sure it doesn’t give a kick that soda and coffee would, but it sure relived her senses. smiling at her friend, she nods her head. “come on, smile a bit for your potential fans.”

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she tries to breathe properly, a hand on her chest as she had closed her eyes. the only thing she could do was to hope that no one would notice how she was. the last thing that she wanted was for people to start crowding over her, asking if she was okay. it just felt so burdensome that they would do such a thing for her. so, there she was, having her calm that racing heart of hers whose pace could be so quick that it would be the cause of her blood getting drained right out of her. 

before she even knew it, she hears the other’s voice, causing her to jump and gasp as she turned to look at the other. it was seungmi. she could only shake her head, scolding herself for getting scared over her. there wasn’t any reason for her to be scared after all. “hey.” she says weakly, staring at her as the other had suddenly did aegyeo for her. it makes her laugh, nodding her head slowly as she stares the other. “you did great earlier. what are you talking about?”

still, her voice seemed to show no signs of energy left for her. for now, she could only take the bottle from her. there was nothing else she could do for now after all. naeun twists it open, pouring some of the liquid down her throat. it was enough to get her some how energized, not enough though. she was still weak. “seungmi-ah.” she whines a bit, nudging the other lightly as she moves to grab onto the other’s arm, not wanting her to have her be this way. she was never great with these things, thus making her look awkward just as she had smiled at the people who were staring at her. they probably noticed her as well, considering the look on their faces. all she could do was wave and smile, trying to make them seem feel better about their worries.

“are you happy now?” she turns to seungmi, chuckling lightly before nudging her lightly. “how about you go and say hi, huh? it almost seems like i’m not the only one who thinks you did well.”

[rkxeun-blog]

so, i kind of need more people to plot with naeun over here. i don’t think she’s got a lot of people around her so if anyone might want to come and plot. please like this for me and we can get something going?

[rkxeun-blog]

« ❝ red & white ; solo

“where am i..?”

that was the only thing she could think of for now. there was nothing else right now, but confusion. from what she remembered, she was just at gangnam earlier, performing with the rest of the trainees. she did recall blacking out, but after that, there was nothing else that she could remember, thus her confusion.

there were curtains that kept her from seeing just what was outside as she laid in this bed. with her sleepy lids, she tries to make out what she was around her. as she tries to move, naeun lets out a soft groan of pain, from how sore her body seemed to be feeling. it only worried her more as she turned her head to at her hand, feeling some sort of adhesive on her. the only thing she could see was that she had a needle stuck into her and some liquid dripping on a bag above her. this definitely was no good.

“fuck, fuck.” she muttered repeatedly as she pushed herself up, sitting up despite the pain she felt. thankfully, her things were by the table close to her and the only thing she could think of now was what time it was. grabbing her phone, there were a couple messages there, most of them were kt trainees, but she didn’t read through it as she noticed the time. it was already around 7pm and that meant she had no time to get out of her in order to finish her task for the day. she was just completely screwed with nothing else to do but merely lay onto her bed, hoping that this wouldn’t affect much of her training at kt.

[memorialofrksxngji]

I'm no student | sne & sje

[memorialofrksxngji]

[/In the middle of taking apart a piece of meat with her teeth, Jieun’s eyes widened in question, making the whole scene look rather dumb. With chopsticks lowered and the food sealed behind her lips she then asked.] Visual thinker? [/She had heard of these several times of thinkers and workers but her memory had left her about just which of those seemed to apply to her. Not exactly sure what characteristics a visual thinker had besides of the one Naeun mentioned, the elder female thought it over.] Hmm maybe. [/came the vague reply before she moved on quickly to explain herself, not wanting Naeun to feel offended by her earlier outburst.] Oh! No, no, you do! The thought itself was just funny so I had to laugh but accidently choked on my food, I’m okay!

[rkxeun-blog]

{ –– she merely nods her head like some weird kid, almost chuckling at how she was being at that very moment. maybe it was a bit weird that she was being like this with the other, but there was nothing wrong with hitting something like that at all. however, somehow maybe that could work, though it somehow did sound like she was prying into the other’s personality. for now, she merely just munches on her food, smiling at her as she shakes her head } well then, i think you and i would just get along pretty well, jieun..eonnie?

[rkseungmi]

[ text → winter princess ] i’ll make you a special badge! ㅋㅋㅋ [ text → winter princess ] wow you’re scaring me :(( i’m gonna lock all the windows and doors so you can’t get in~~~

[rkxeun-blog]

[ txt ; flower princess ] that badge better be a gift card ㅋㅋㅋ [ txt ; flower princess ] oh wow i thought you loved me––

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✱ the perfect afternoon : sn & ke

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( * ellin inhaled and exhaled sharply as she opened up the door and finding herself staring at naeun in an awful outfit. her laughter was so loud that she worried for just a moment that the store workers would come in and tell her to keep the noise down ) oh my goodness ( * she began to say in between fits of giggles. it was hard for her to coherently speak ) what even is … ( * she held up her hand to her mouth, almost thinking that her hole-y sweater looked decent in comparison ) well, i think you win this round because i don’t even know what to say ( * she explained with two thumbs up ) i hope the designer of those clothes isn’t lurking around here ( * she teased )

[rkxeun-blog]

{ –– she herself lets out a rather loud laugh at the sight of the other in the outfit that she was. they were making a lot of noise but obviously, neither one of them cared as they continued to laugh at the sight of each other. } y––you..oh god, ellin. { –– she was practically trying to calm herself down, wiping her tears away as she would pose yet again for the other, seeing how much she looked } thank you, thank you. it was hard to put this outfit together. { –– she merely winks at the other, chuckling as she would crane her neck a bit, checking from one side to the other } pssh. they should be happy. it’s positive criticism. { –– she laughs, nodding her head as she gives the other a thumbs up }

[rkxroyal]

[ sms ; eunnie ] liar :> [ sms ; eunnie ] i’m sorry!! please don’t be mean to me!! i’m just in my rebellious phase [ sms ; eunnie ] …what do you want… [ sms ; eunnie ] you can’t have my heart!! that belongs to a special juliet :< [ sms ; eunnie ] …you can have boohyun. no one wants him anyway 8) [ sms ; eunnie ] i am triggered right now don’t bring up her body [ sms ; eunnie ] actual queen katie lee 

[rkxeun-blog]

[ txt : treehyun ] say whatever you want :p [ txt : treehyun ] oh wow! you finally are rebelling. so proud of you my baby namu!! [ txt : treehyun ] OH WOW. AM I NOT SPECIAL ANYMORE NAM WOOHYUN. [ txt : treehyun ] i’m kidding, but do you have someone now??? why arent you telling me anything?? [ txt : treehyun ] woohyun > boohyun feel special [ txt : treehyun ] stop drooling [ txt : treehyun ] just do not regret the day you didn’t ask for my signature and i look just as hot as katie lee [ txt : treehyun ] you ain’t getting my autograph mister ㅋㅋㅋㅋ