As you packed up your bags after class ended , you overheard a few girls talking about a new song of a certain K-pop idol group.
“It’s so cool…” “ I make my own rules, wish for the forbidden…” “I am not a doll…”
You scoff to yourself. What a joke! As if these idols know what it is like! You doubted it. If something’s forbidden, you shouldn’t touch it! That’s what makes it forbidden in the first place! Why the hell would you put yourself in danger? And craving for freedom? When not thinking about the circumstances? If the other force was so powerful that you would be crushed to death if you disobey? The thought itself shuddered you.
You walked back home, which was a total pain. Your brother Ran and Rindo, was one of the most feared gang members in Tokyo. Being their litter sister had more difficulties than advantages. Your two brothers harbored little love for you as a sister, but more love as a commodity. You absolutely had no freedom or the chance to make your own choices. Only the Heavens knew what would come if you disobeyed. The meetings with gang members who looked at you in every lewd way possible was absolute torture. It was a miracle that you were still here, not flayed alive.
You also had to deal with jealous girls who were being played by your two brothers. You were very close to screaming at the girls who approached your brothers that they were all idiots who were two steps away from completely ruining themselves and their dignity. Also, you also harbored little feelings toward them as a family since you viewed them more as a monster rather than a brother.
The girls at school envied you for your beauty and having a lone wolf personality, which did appeal to some people yet never made a move on you due to your two brothers. Despite looking like you had no problems in your life, you were always afraid of your two brothers, the trouble of gang members, and feeling like you didn’t have a place that you belonged to. All the more reasons why you hated the K-Pop songs that the girls in your class liked. It just seemed so fake and overused!
The summer of you being 15, Ran and Rindo introduced you to Izana Kurokawa. A dashing man, you admitted. Amethyst eyes, silky sliver white hair. The bad boy vibe that every girl might fall for. Except you.
Izana adored you, but in a fearful way. He would take you home on his motorcycle when he has nothing better to do. You were invited to his apartment when he was in the mood. Your first time was taken by him. He was kind when he wanted to be. He promised every time after sex that when you become 16, you will marry him.
“I love you, (y/n), you’re so pretty. I really wish time would fly faster so I can marry you.” That was his phrase used every time.
But he had a horrible temper that couldn’t be controlled. Things were thrown, crashed, and sometimes, Izana brutally hit you with his knuckles where other people couldn’t see. His two-faced personality was getting out of control by the minute, and you were afraid that someday, you would get killed. Kakucho, Izana’s second in command was trying to help you when things were rough. But he couldn’t draw the line because of absolute loyalty to Izana. Ran and Rindo were in a good mood ever since you and Izana started to hang out. Even though you knew, Izana went out with other girls too and you were nothing but a toy.
Having nowhere to run, that was when you met him. Takashi Mistuya. He was handsome, kind, good at cooking and sewing, a gentleman. He was nothing like the other gang members you ever met. Your curfew was very strict and Izana was there in your home most of the time. Your home had become absolute hell, and you spend your time on the nearby park's bench, staring at the people and the atmosphere.
"What's wrong? It's not safe for cute girls like you to be all alone!
One look into his lilac eyes was all it needed.
"Same goes for you, the girls wouldn't leave you alone." you said.
From that day on, you talked with Mitsuya on the bench until the time of curfew approached. He was from a nearby middle school, and you talked with him for what seemed like forever.
"Why do you stay out here so late?"
"My...brothers...they're strict..." you lied. It was Izana, he restricted your freedom while himself being with other girls. You didn't hate him, but you really wished he would get bored with you and leave.
"They have to be...a cute girl like you would make your brothers overprotective...I bet my little sisters would say something like that when they get older!" Mistuya laughed.
You secretly went to his house to meet Luna and Mana when the weekend where Ran, Rindo, and Izana were out on a gang meeting. Luna and Mana both greeted you with open arms.
"Are you big bro's girlfriend?" " She's pretty! We like pretty ladies!" "Hey, knock it off you two!"
You cooked with Mitsuya, helping him with his chores and doing homework together in secret.
“I really hope…. I could see you again.”
You and Mitsuya both wanted to say the magic word. The unstable relationship between you and him. The spaces you both wanted to fill up and run into each other's arms.
Then one day, you got home to find Izana relaxing on the couch.
"Izana...you're here." "You've been avoiding me and going out late. Ran and Rindo were both worried about you."
You wanted to scream "Yeah, right!" Ran and Rindo both cared for you as a commodity. As well as Izana, in your mind. If he did love you, why would he go out with other girls? The thought itself disgusted you.
“There's a big battle coming up soon... when we win, I'll create the biggest criminal organization in Japan. Let's get married after that, OK?" Izana said with a sweet smile as he came up closer and hugged you, his arms wrapped around your waist, making it feel like two snakes were slithering up your body.
"Thanks...please don't do anything too dangerous and hurt yourselves OK?" you said and lightly patted Izana on the back.
The next day, you went to the usual place to meet Mitsuya but you discovered something horrifying. Mitsuya’s head was tied with a white roll bandage.
“ What happened!” You ran up to him and lightly touched his head in horror.
“Yeah, I got attacked by Tenjiku yesterday.. it’s nothing” Mitsuya lightly smiled.
A horrific theory invaded your mind. You wanted to deny it, but you had to face it.
"Mitsuya.. are you in Toman?"
"Yeah, what about it?" Mitsuya smiled in the way you loved.
"I'm.. I'm so sorry... No... it can't be.... " You dropped on the floor, your hand covering your face.
"What's wrong?" Mitsuya lowered his legs, looking worried.
"My brothers...they're Ran and Rindo Haitani."
"What? Your brothers are the Haitanis?"
"They're in Tenjiku... I’m so sorry...."
”"It's not your fault...I'm not blaming you for anything." Mitsuya lightly smiled.
"Thank you for saying that Mitsuya. I.."
"Wait, let me say it first. I like you, I really like you. Please go out with me."
"I feel the same way. I really like you Mitsuya. You're the first guy I ever really liked. "
You two held each other in your arms and kissed for the first time. It was a kiss that helped you escape from the cruel world.
You told him about your relationship with Izana and your two brothers.
"Kurokawa... that bastard. I've never met him, but he sounds like an asshole. No, he just proved himself an asshole. How could he cheat when he has someone cute and kind like you?" Mitsuya scowled.
"Thank you for saying that... it means a lot." You smiled sadly as you kissed him again.
"I want you to held your heart within Toman. I dedicated myself to Toman."
"....Yeah.... I will. Taka-kun. " You looked to Mitsuya with eyes that had made a decision.
The next day, you heard of Mitsuya and the commanders of Toman attacked by members of Tenjiku.
As you ran to the hospital where Mitsuya was in, you met a blue haired guy who's hair was shaved off.
"Aren't you Haitani's sister?" the boy said angrily.
"Yeah... how's Mitsuya? Is he Ok..." you trembled and asked.
"You came here to spy on him didn't you!! Taka-chan and Smiley-kun are both fatally injured! You approached him to spy on Toman!" The boy yelled.
"No, please!!You got it all wrong, listen.."
"Get out of here!! Don't get close to Taka-chan ever again!!" the boy yelled and you had no choice but to leave from Mitsuya's hospital room.
When you went home, Izana was there putting on a scarlet red tailcoat uniform of Tenjiku spelled with black letters.
"We're about to have a big showdown battle, come with us. You'll get to see your darling Mitsuya crushed to shreds."
Izana didn't face you, but his tone was bitter. You dropped your bag in shock.
"You went to see him in the hospital, right? One of the guys told me they saw you leave the hospital. Are you already together? Did you fuck him like the slut you are?"
You said nothing as Izana faced you and cupped your face with his hands harshly. There was a dark glow in his amethyst eyes and his teeth was clenched.
"Come." Izana grabbed your arm harshly and pushed you into the back seat of the car, making you feel like a criminal about to be taken into execution.
When you arrived at the port, your two brothers Ran and Rindo were waiting for you.
"Hey, the rat appears!! Did you already fuck the officers of Toman to let you join their side?"
"Or did you spill the beans about Tenjiku and stayed here to be a spy for Toman? Did you let them gangbang you?"
Ran and Rindo both taunted you. You couldn't take it anymore and looked to the ground.
"Cat got your tongue, little sis? Or did you let Mitsuya kiss you?" Ran approached to you in a fearful way.
"Please.... Just drop it already!! " you spoke in a small tone.
"Why did it have to be Mitsuya?" asked Rindo.
"He's the first guy I ever really liked.... I love him!"
"Bold of you to propose a love for a man who's on the team your boyfriend's about to destroy." Izana came up from the behind and grabbed you by the shoulder. He was smiling but you felt the shudders like you always did, this time more than ever.
He placed his face on your head and wrapped you with both of his arms, slithering under your blouse. You felt the sensation of a snake slithering your body, this time one step away from biting you with his poisonous fangs.
"Izana...you never loved me. You always cheated on me and went out with other girls. You sometimes brutally hit me or threw things about me. I was never anything but a toy to you, weren't I? Do you think I would love someone like that?" You slipped out of Izana's arms and backed away from your brothers and Izana.
Izana thought for a moment and smiled cynically.
"Then what was I to you? A dick you couldn't stand but had to fuck because of your brothers who treated you like trash? And you couldn't run away? I've decided. I'm going to crush Toman, and I'm going to destroy Mitsuya."
The battle started and Mitsuya did came even though he was injured. When he met eyes with you, held tightly in Izana's arms, he gave off a complex expression.
You couldn't hide your hopelessness. You felt like the arm that was holding you was a chain you couldn't cut off.
Izana pulled you into one of the warehouses, and threw you to the ground.
"You have to be punished, y/n. We have to wait for a little bit, the special guest is yet to come." said coldly, as he started to rip your clothes.
You heard a thump, and turned your face only to see a brutally beaten Mitsuya on the ground, dragged by the office members of Tenjiku.
"We have Mitsuya as the guest of this strip show, so you could never think about cheating with another man again."
"y/n...!..." You heard Mitsuya's anguished cry of your name.
"Please don't look Taka-kun..." All you can do was trying to wiggle so you could escape.
"Hey now, the main star can't run～."
"Think twice before running, y/n. If you try, your lame ass Romeo's life are going to go. " the voice of Ran echoed from your right ear, Rindo from the left.
"You admitted you fucked me because you're afraid of your brothers, right? So, fuck with them to get along, it's my duty to fix my girlfriend's family problems, as your real boyfriend."
"Stop...release y/n..." Mitsuya's cries echoed, right after that his painful scream at the officers kicking his back.
"No, Please stop Izana! I'll do anything, anything! Please!! Stop hurting Taka-kun!!! Please!" You screamed in a woeful way, your blouse and skirt torn off, almost bare naked.
"Hmm...No, entertain us like the slut you are." Izana smiled, making it feel like the devil himself was in the warehouse.
From there, you did not remember clearly. You only remembered your brother's vulgar breaths, Mitsuya's anguished cries and pleas, and you screaming.
"Feel better now, princess? Know what you can say to save you?" said izana, as he picked up your face with his hands while crouching himself on the ground.
"Izana... I'm sorry, I was stupid, I...love you." you pleaded. You could not think of anything else that would save Mitsuya.
"What about Mitsuya?" smiled Izana as he taunted you.
"I don't know him...never met him.." you looked him and his eyes and pleaded.
"Well, you heard what she said, Mitsuya. Looks like your Juliet never existed. Take him away, don't you ever get close to y/n again. I think one hit with a gun would be merciful for a execution, don't you think?"
"N..No, Izana, please...please..."
"What's wrong, you said you never met him or knew him. It wouldn't hurt right? Let's get you home and clean up, don't ever let me down again, OK?" Izana smiled as he picked you up bridal style, sealing your freedom and your lover's fate.
"...Yes, Izana." you had no choice but to let yourself go in Izana's arms, pretending not to hear the gunshot.
From that day on, Toman and Tenjiku clashed together to only make a gigantic criminal organization in the end, as Izana said.
He kept his promise and married you when you turned 16, giving birth to his child when you turned 17. Your job was to obey Izana's every command, sitting pretty looking like a porcelain doll for people to gaze and awe over.
Romeo had been long dead outside the warehouse many years ago, Juliet made into a doll for her master, carrying a boy who possessed all of his father's genes both inside and outside and none of yours.
You could not think, and you could not speak. Your heart had been dead and killed long ago in that warehouse along with Romeo.
If only... was all you could dream. If only. If only. That was your only thought as you stepped in the large bathtub full of lukewarm water. As you felt yourself sinking hearing the distant voice of the baby boy's voice crying, you begin to see him. Your Romeo's handsome smile, his sweet voice, his body. You ran up to him and embraced him, which he did the same smiling with all his might.
You had managed to meet Mitsuya again, this time without any obstacles. As you kissed him and he kissed you back in the underwater heaven's palace, you felt happiness for the first time in your life.
"Romeo and Juliet...they do get their happy ever after, don't you think so Taka-kun?"
"I do y/n.....you're finally mine where no one will take you away."
"I won't go away. I'll stay with you forever."
As the two looked at each other and smiled, you said the same words together.
"" Till Death do us part.""
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