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“I hate slow walkers” is just a socially acceptable way to openly say you hate physically disabled people tbh. I’m not saying all slow walkers are disabled, but a lot of people who walk slow are walking slow for a reason.
Congrats, you are exactly the kind of person this post is talking about. “I clearly don’t mean someone with a disability when I say that” why are you acting like you have some magical special sense for knowing whether or not a person is disabled before you complain about the way they’re walking?? You are treating nondisabled like it’s the default until explicitly told otherwise, and that’s exactly why you’re part of the problem.
top 5 horror movies
-having a job
-not having a job
-applying for jobs
-the job market
-the concept of working my whole life
-being too disabled to have a job but still needing money
"You're always so chipper and excited even though you're in pain, I could never."
Bethany, if I wasn't chipper and excited about the most mundane things like bees and dice, then I would literally be bedrotting all day every day, sobbing because my entire life is falling apart because I have no answers or relief to pain that doctors think is fake. So I will take joy in my trinkets and rollerskating while my body allows because one day I won't be able to.
happy ides of march i 3D modelled Caesar so i could make him do fortnite dances
H a t e having memory issues like wtf do you mean I can't remember if Ive seen my favorite shirt last week or if that's actually a memory from months ago????
DO I EXIST?
Jody Chan aubade for the BPD subreddit user who wrote can people with BPD love? // 鉄男 Tetsuo: The Iron Man (1989) dir. Shinya Tsukamoto // The Mountain Goats Birth of Serpents // Dorothea Lasky Love Poems for Bathsheba // Zen Cho The Four Generations of Chang E // atlas a conversation about identity // Silent Hill 3 (2003) cr. Konami // Richard Siken You Are Jeff // unknown // Roe Gardner Requiem // Teki Yatsuda Sleeping on Paper Boats // Jane Mead World of Made and Unmade
hi hello yes, i’d like to trade in my brain for a different model. yeah i think this one’s defective so if you could just recommend me a better one or at least give me a refund that would be excellent thanks so much
Does anyone else with Tourette's get massive random surges of premonitory urge that no matter what you tic it won't calm down? It feels like there's flaming electric ants crawling around in my veins all around my body. It's so incredibly horrible and painful. But it isn't like any other type of pain, it's a unique kind of pain specific to this. I hate it so very much.
[ Redoing this and updated it a bit! ]
Yes!!! It should be more recognized as a unique experience in sensory processing and behavioral issues in tourettics, studies and TAA have confirmed that sensory issues and disinhibition are core features of Tourette’s, but they do not explore these and often allow co-morbidities overshadow Tourette’s. Dr. Kieron O'Connor has given a name to describe most of these feelings, “overactivity” it appears and mimics ADHD due to the high restlessness, perfectionism and impulsivity symptoms seen in TS w/o ADHD.
They have found a lot of us stim, fidget, are overactive, have higher RRB/BFRB, and are hypersensitive (both internal and external)/have sensory processing issues than the general population, they don't really discuss/explore this specific experience unfortunately.
But this symptom is more known in the community (commonly using the wrong term - “sensory tics” to describe these sensory issues), and from other social medias too, it appears that it isn't uncommon and are usually linked to either tic changes, bad/high tic days and or tic attack warnings (some can go all day with this feeling then have a tic attack, others may have a tic attack much sooner than that), and or sensory issues or emotional/behavioral issues (commonly reported restlessness/anxiety/rage/anger).
Personally for me if it's tic related - I do notice these feelings are leading to dystonic tics, or it is just making me more ticcy - a lot more tics than usual or bad tic days (these urges mimics a lot like my premonitory urges, and it is also just my brain making me too aware of these sensations on top of that lol). The sensory overwhelm can sometimes send me into a tic attack, but not always.
If it's emotional/congitive/behavioral related
- I get restless/energetic and or overstimulated and feeling like there's too much energy/stimulation for me to function. It feels like a few of my premonitory urges ~ static, buzzing, electricity, and it is burning through my skin, blood, bones, spine, brain, nerves, muscles, and areas of my usual phonic/vocal urges all the same.
My overactivity worsens, disinhibition and impulsivity gets worse, excutive function/ organizing/planning seems more challenging than usual or I’m extremely dedicated/hyperfocused than usual, my OCB can get worse sometimes. I do notice my BFRB increases too. My mood may or may not shift too easily from overstimulation or lack of.
I call it tourettic energy, overactivity, or sensory overload, depending on what l'm feeling.
The pain/overwhelm is definitely an interesting and awful experience.
Sometimes it's painful other times it feels like built up pressure, I just feel very uncomfortable in my skin, mentally I feel not necessarily bored, but like something big needs to happen. It often keeps me from going to sleep, another interesting thing is…. it can wake me up from a deep sleep....
When I don't have full body ones I still get them in big areas of my body like neck/spine to my fingers or my entire legs, mentally I just feel bored or not “easily entertained”, nothing is grabbing my attention or if it is I have a higher chance of falling into hyperfocus. Sitting still has always been very uncomfortable or painful experience for me.
my ultimate fantasy is to have a brain and body that allows me to enjoy being alive
I think it sucks that you have to go to so many different kinds of doctor to take care of yourself. It's the 21st century. I should be able to go to a single office where they scan me with a big xerox machine and tell me what I'm allergic to and why my tummy hurts and if I have any cancer or cavities or if my glasses prescription has changed. And then I should get a sticker.
Absolutely this! I have seen so many doctors and specialists in the last twelve months - I just want an in-depth scan and a sticker! Maybe a lollipop as well
I loooooove hating on my boyfriend’s awful family. If they have no haters me and my loved ones are all dead
me when i feel the most soul-crushing despair known to man for no discernible reason and then my period starts
The duality of wanting someone who loves and cares about you and always worrying about you, to wanting to be left the fuck alone and not wanting to talk to anybody or knowing the existence of another person