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August 2017

#so many years I remember it like it was yesterday #rodja.txt #my photos #taken on the shittiest samsung known to man

It's when I find her leaving likes on posts about horses that I truly know

#I'm not crazy just in pain #I loved ot when she came to see me ride #or when she would wake up at 5 with me for a competition to help me load stuff onto the trailer #and oh how my trainer loved her #how the horses loved her #how I could leave them to graze with her while I was busy doing other stuff #how she's always been so curious and non judging about this obsession of mine #she's always been my number one fan while I was in the arena #i miss all of this and then some more #rodja.txt

fairycosmos

i really don’t have the time to be the way i am

nemfrog

Astronomical phenomena. Werner encyclopaedia. vol. 11. 1909. Frontispiece.

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petaltexturedskies

Found a shy little friend (pic taken by soleatto)

saturnvs

fight

lhavdil

a hometown is a type of dead wife

#fucking hell

indecisor

Ted Chiang, “Why A.I. isn’t Going to Make Art.” The New Yorker.

elwenyere

-- Ted Chiang, from "Why A.I. Isn't Going to Make Art"

oldshrewsburyian

I'm so glad they got Ted Chiang -- a wonderful writer of science fiction and thinker about technology, in my opinion -- to write this essay. My favorite line was this:

Generative A.I. appeals to people who think they can express themselves in a medium without actually working in that medium.

monstersovka

✶ PRIDE MONTH ✶

This fucking house

#heavy on “my mother really did all that to me”#how could have I completely erased entire years from my memory #I really really don't remember any of that #the worst part is that my sister does #I wish it were the other way around #it's not fair #to her and to me #it's so heavy?#god #rodja.txt #Spotify #and the worst thing #(not sure if for me or her)#is that she genuinely did all of that out of love #she loves me #she thought she did the right thing to raise me #i feel like vomiting

Oggi marca un anno che ho smesso di fumare e che ho ferito una delle persone più importanti della mia vita

#👍#stronza bastarda (io)#rodja.txt #che il senso di colpa mi possa uccidere guarda #merdaccia ingrata #I don't think she likes me all that much anymore (and why should her?)

peach-pot

being anti-amatonormativity in a romance centered world is like watching half the people you know put all their eggs in one basket and then drop the basket and all their eggs break and they’re crying and swearing they’re never gonna do that again and then a month later they have all new eggs in a new basket and they tell you the problem was they didn’t have a strong enough basket or fresh enough eggs and then they drop the fucking basket again.

rodjanikov

It's quiet, and it weeps

rodjanikov

Mi sta tornando: l'ansia

#se perdo questo perdo tutto

probuccalfat

i know i’ve talked about this before but it’s really insane when you were passively suicidal for two decades and out of the blue you catch yourself saying shit like “i’ve been trying to eat a lot of fibre because i don’t want to risk colorectal cancer in my 40s” like okay … 40s are part of the plan now?

#“I've started running cause I want to keep my vascular system healthy when I get old”#oh so we getting old now??

hyumjim

Starting a collection

hyumjim

#big fan of these #the brightness of human perception

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