complete but not finished...

she/her • 24 yo • ever reaching, high as hope

[royallyweirdo]

wanna dive in?

[ciaran-archive]

if we could read minds I still don't think we'd understand them.

[ciaran-archive]

like I've spoken to people who think in images, who have to translate each thought into words before they communicate. and I think entirely in words, laid out across the void inside my head. my father's thinking is 3d, concepts structured in ways that are incredibly difficult to translate into words. and how would that look to me, if I could see into it? how do I perceive a thought that my mind cannot contain by the nature of their construction?

[ciaran-archive]

we all speak a private language to ourselves and we are always translating so we can speak to each other...don't touch me I'm emotional

[royallyweirdo]

oh gosh, I love writing letters... and we should, as a society, make an effort to write them more often, me thinks

[royallyweirdo]

musings, admiration and shared placements...

[royallyweirdo]

cause we should write more of these...

[royallyweirdo]

this one HDKEGEKSHEKEHEJRKEJ don't know if it was a good idea to post it cuz it's not even that good and I'm all shy about it and hsjejemdhekrhrrkjdjdk but hm... yeah, there it is

[voirlvmer]

… and it is beyond comprehension who the waves are roaring for, who listens to them at nights here, what they want, and, finally, who they would roar for when I was gone. There on the shore one is overcome not by connected, logical thoughts, but by reflections and reveries. It is a sinister sensation, and yet at the very same time you feel the desire to stand for ever looking at the monotonous movement of the waves and listening to their threatening roar.

Anton Chekhov, from Sakhalin Island

[royallyweirdo]

this one I wish, from the bottom of my heart, that it could travel like a little bird and, someday, somehow, deliver it's message to the very person I had in my mind writing this, since I, in no way, can deliver it myself D:

[royallyweirdo]

this one was just for fun hsjshskddjsks

[royallyweirdo]

quite often not really a matter of place...

[sweetpeauserboxes]

[royallyweirdo]

male characters written by women AND hayao miyazaki. that's it. that's the way to go.

[royallyweirdo]

bang chan, from stray kids, exudes the biggest mr. darcy energy I've ever seen in a man like... god dammit dude ARE YOU EVEN REAL???!?!?

[royallyweirdo]

thoughts and the song I used to cry myself to sleep in 2020 lol

[royallyweirdo]

it's been a while but there it goes... one more little poem to the collection (:

[nettlestingsoup]

inspiration comes from the WEIRDEST places; my coworker sent me an article on some fluorescent fish that we're looking at testing, and halfway through reading about the regulation of non-food genetically modified organisms i started wanting to write a cyberpunk genetic modification au

[royallyweirdo]

THIS

[royallyweirdo]

chapter 2 and ooof it's so painfully cathartic to put it out there...