Chronic pain is getting out of bed half an hour after curling up under the blanket when you finally decide that, yes, you are hurting bad enough to take pain medicine.
Chronic pain is owning more heating pads than shoes.
Chronic pain is feeling more tired than upset when stabbing pain pierces your elbow for no reason at all.
Chronic pain is standing in a room full of people, looking around and wondering what it would be like to feel nothing at all.
Chronic pain is always wondering whether the next person you have to ask for help will take you seriously.
Chronic pain is constantly carrying a survival bag: medications, joint braces/wraps, topical analgesics, battery-powered heating pad/hand warmer, earplugs.
Chronic pain is being disbelieved by at least 70% of the doctors you visit.
Chronic pain is hunting for other people who “get it,” just so you can feel a little less alone.
Chronic pain is the constant balancing act between doing enough to make yourself happy and not doing so much that your pain gets worse.
Chronic pain is standing in the middle of a sidewalk, breathing as deeply as you can manage, and willing your legs to keep moving forward in spite of the pain.
Chronic pain is constantly explaining that, yes, you are disabled, but no, your disability can’t be seen.
Chronic pain is sometimes just breaking down and crying when the combination of your body and the world become too much to handle.
Chronic pain is being forced to choose your friends carefully and your doctors even more carefully.
Chronic pain is nearly falling down in the middle of the sidewalk because the sole of your foot decided it didn’t want to bear pressure today.
Chronic pain is having a specialized gadget for any task requiring force or dexterity: jar openers, electric can openers, pencil/pen grips, ergonomic computer input devices, spring-loaded scissors, the list goes on.
Chronic pain is an ache in your forearm, a lightning bolt down your leg, spikes in your back, rubber bands pulling on your wrists, a giant weight crushing your skull, a burning in your spine, phantom bruises on your feet, or a nail through your knee.
Chronic pain is eventually realizing that your life has changed and that you will live in this horribly unfair state possibly for the rest of your life.
Chronic pain is finally finding strength in the fact that you have survived and faith that you will continue.