Blog for my Stims

Ryan | 27 | autistic | disabled (chronic pain) | ADHD | depression | anxiety | demiboy (part boy - part agender) | he/they | SpIn: kind of nothing, but marvel and fullmetal alchemist on the backburner

[ryanstimshere]

My icon is the last time I wore that jacket before throwing it out a couple years ago — it was ten years old, thin af, and already patched.

I would have kept it anyways, but I could not find room for it in my suitcase back from Germany, no matter what I did.

It'd been with me through the worst part of my life, through all of my jobs, my disabilities as they worsened, and...

It was perfect. It was mine.

Throwing it away was devastating. But it had to be done. I already had a jacket to wear around my waist.

So I put it on one last time and took pictures with it.

I thought it made sense as an icon on this blog.

[hellenhighwater]

This whole project was heavily inspired by the work of Lina Shamoon/ Mirrors by Lina (website here, check out her very cool and much higher quality work). My spin on things is definitely not made as well as her stuff, but I'm still loving the effect.

[elodieunderglass]

So cool, thanks for showing me@eloso !

[fluffygif]

Ipnotico

[brunhiddensmusings]

the music is almost as good as that visual

[catawampuscreations-deactivated]

Turn the sound on! You will not be disappointed, people!

[darth-tella]

FOR THE LOVE OF EVERYTHING GOOD, UNMUTE!!!!

[ihateuverymuch]

n years later this is still one of my favorite videos

[devilishgames]

[ms-demeanor]

i can hear this thing humming

[ms-demeanor]

[ms-demeanor]

I just think she's neat.

[ms-demeanor]

become unrenderable

[ms-demeanor]

this post, ftr.

[serializing]

satisfying_serenity on ig

[mirrorsinner]

[soulhealersblog]

[crocodiletearsgaveyouaway]

reflections on eros

[cansu-m]

[pngblog]

[sparrowswritingnest]

Oooh this one is so very Piper 😍

Source

[winged-fool]

In honor of the Ides of March, my favorite Tiktok

[inthefallofasparrow]

"Oh, not you as well, Brutus!" in that voice is the best translation of 'Et tu, Brute?' I've ever heard.

[itscolossal]

Biological Cells and Chinese Ceramic Traditions Coalesce in Shiyuan Xu’s Porcelain Sculptures

[monamoni]

[classyladysworld-deactivated202]

Just calmly taking a walk across the rolling sea ...

[etirabys]

this video was so cool it compelled me to bust out my watercolors for the first time in over a year

[ilikeit-art]

[cartoondog]

we are gonna be vacuuming up this post for the next five years

[im-a-dragon-cawcaw]

[thebreakfastgenie]

There are 212 cis Democrats who were elected to the 119th Congress. You can literally contact any of them with a level of friendliness appropriate to their record on trans rights to let them know you'd appreciate a public statement of their support for Representative-elect McBride and willingness to work with trans colleagues in general. This would be a hell of a lot more productive than continuing to discourse about whether or not you approve of how a trans woman is handling harassment from her soon-to-be coworkers who are professional transphobes.

[thebreakfastgenie]

You can contact Republican reps too and actually depending on your district it's not a bad idea to send them a "normal people who live here are fine with trans people actually" message.

[ryanthedemiguy]

Do we message House of Representative-elects, or Congress (-elects) as well?

[thebreakfastgenie]

You can!! You can send them a message and say you're hoping to see them support trans rights and their trans colleague when the congressional session starts!

[ryanstimshere]

@ryanthedemiboy