Well fuck me sideways, there goes all the cool character development ideas I had planned!
Honestly, I shouldn't be this annoyed with how things have turned out, but every single idea I've wanted to try and do has been shot down in one form or the other. It wasn't even like all of them were just flat out destroyed upon conception, each idea had a small fragment of hope with it.
Ask someone to RP out this story with me, they say "Sure! I wanted to have an RP with your character for a while now". I tell them that I'm glad and that I'd that the idea I have would immediately follow then end of another topic. "Oh, you meant during this event? Sorry, no can do. Totes after, but during the event isn't possible."
Oh, okay, thanks for the thought though!
In all seriousness I am thankful that the person considered helping me, and it's a shame that it didn't work out how I wanted. Oh well, just have to do it myself. No biggy, just ask a mod if I can post after the thread is finished
"Sorry, denied. You should write a fic instead if you're not interacting with anyone in the thread."
O-okay. That makes very little sense considering the fact that this is a battle event and I'm sure the people inside the wouldn't, after fighting one raid boss-esque character, like to battle against another one.
Fics don't feel "real" to me, even if they're supposed to be "canon". Fics are just that, Fictional stories you have in your head. Now I have to do that and convince myself that it actually happened. (Silly, maybe, but that's how it feels in a way)
Also my mini-plot idea for the event was shot down because they apparently already have an idea, even though they were asking others for ideas. Let me guess, little chat in the jails about how the CCA is a bunch of lazy "corrupt" businessmen, big hacker break out, things go back to normal when the servers get rebooted.
*sigh* I'm just bitter because of all this. Whine whine, snivel snivel, things aren't going my way, Poor me.
I'll just write the stupid fic and hope things work out. But that's just one of the reasons I don't particularly like the site, I don't feel like I have the freedom to make any actual decisions, or make a difference to the plot. Even if I had taken part in the fighting an gotten locked, I doubt it would have amounted to much.
Whatever, rant over. Peace out the whole nobody reading this.
