trigger warning!!!! my trauma made me this way

19 she/her tw

[s1n-unt0uched]

pro recovery, a trauma vent account

trigger warning// suicide, ed, abuse

dni if:

u r a minor

u r anti recovery

ur into incest or anything like that

ur pro ana, pro ed

feel free 2 send me a msg or an ask, i’ll reply asap! i’m here if u need to vent or anything as well :”)) just please be mindful that i’m also struggling !! <3

[morutel0vrr]

I miss you, I miss you, I miss you, I miss you, I miss you.

What am I supposed to do without you? You're barely here anymore. I wish I could curl into your lap like a cat and have you pet my head. I wish I could be with you.

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hi. been a while. my boyfriend died three months and 11 days ago. i miss you, tai

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hi hi

send me asks if u want! i can’t sleep and i’m scrolling thru my blog and i’m just in a yearny mood so ask me stuff ^^

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lol, about me getting better…😍😍 my boyfriend ended up cheating on me & my therapist told me i wasn’t in a place to get better so we will see how things go because lately? not going well

[s1n-unt0uched]

hi :”) it’s been a while

i’m really happy to say that i’m a lot better, growing and maturing and wanting to heal. it’s been a really rough journey but i’m hoping i’m going towards a place where i can finally heal

i’ll still be here, cataloguing my healing from time to time and also venting on days it gets worse, but i think i’m overall just in a place of change right now

it was my birthday a week ago! growing up & time really does help, it’s so stupid but god, it’s so true. i don’t need extensions for my work anymore, im finding happiness in things again and i’m doing better than i used to

i know bad days are still going to come, and dips are natural but i’m happy that i’m not in a place where i feel like i’m trapped and there’s no way out.

i’m always going to be here if you need to talk, send me a dm or an ask and i’ll always reply. i want you guys to know it does get better. slowly, i am healing. and i’m so excited for the process.

i love you guys. please don’t give up. i’m so happy i didn’t.

[inkskinned]

she asked me if i believed in god and i told her that when i was four i almost drowned in a public pool and in my panic mistook a stranger for my father. i clawed my way up his leg. four years later he’d send my parents a picture of the scars alongside a tin of cookies. he said, “i hope she’s still okay. i carry her with me. it isn’t every day you save a life. it isn’t every day you feel like you were here for a reason. when it does happen, you have to cherish that memory. for once, i had a purpose. just being there was enough. she tore me open but she taught me a lot about love.”

[mauveflxwrs]

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[sweetd3lights]

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[s1n-unt0uched]

hello long time no talk i just wanted to say hi i am not better but i am not worse

i’m back in a place in which i was the worst so it’s not got the greatest impact on my mental health right now

um, expect to see me post a little more frequently for the next couple of months since im here long term until september

love you all, please remember you can message me if you ever need to and i will get back to you as soon as i can :)

[s1n-unt0uched]

back on relapse shit, just wanna stop eating i’ve gained so much weight from being in a relationship it’s actually so fucking gross i hate myself

[godenteredmybody-deactivated202]

hot take but there is nothing inherently wrong with traumacore and it’s a valid coping method but traumacore blogs should respect that a lot of weirdcore blogs don’t want to see triggering content. it’s unfair to assume that “traumacore dni” is belittling trauma holders. most blogs are just genuinely uncomfortable when presented with sensitive topics often present in traumacore. weirdcore itself is also used to cope with trauma sometimes. both aesthetics can and should co-exist and respect each other.

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send me asks please!!

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being high made me fall in love with life……. which just made me so much worse when the high faded so my choices r now either substance abuse or depression every day 😻

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update it’s substance abuse 🥰

[s1n-suggestions]

you take a step in the wrong direction & it pulls you in with glee. you are pulling and pulling and pulling - it’s worse. breathe. relax. this is when you should take it slow.