💬 0 🔁 1 ❤️ 9 · Something just awoken in me. I have this idea about HandJumper normal AU except it’s still kind of bad…in like the mundane
Uh so…! What wanted to do part 2 of this AU… I think I’m just gonna tag it as HJ normal AU with dead Sayeon from now on!!! So uh…yeah!! I’m gonna try to do from another POV! I’m gonna try to do Ryujin so expect another writing, but first, let me give you some information!
Sayeon and Ryujin never met.
Ryujin in the normal AU is living fine. She’s an orphan because her mom realized she couldn’t take care of her due to mental problems, unlike Canon where she’s an aberrant. In this AU, Ryujin lives a steady life where she goes to school and hopes to be a pianist!! Pretty basic stuff…
Ryujin still gets into trouble and what not…I mean it’s her. And at this school, it’s the same one as Sayeon’s.
Ryujin for some reason had a crush on her.
It wasn’t like a big crush. It was just like there…you know the feeling when you see someone that made you realize your sexuality? It was like that.
There wasn’t really too much of a big deal. They never talk to each other. They had different entire lives. There was no way they would actually be able to connect with each other. Because they had no reason to.
So when Sayeon committed suicide, it was only a small shook in a way.
And yet she still grieves “what ifs,”
The formatting is still kind of weird and I think I was trying to do things in my own way…? It’s still abstract sort of…it starts off with just normal writing and then into kind of a singing way? Heh…anyways this writing below in Ryujin POV, called: Gross Feelings.
To be convinced it was just faulty.
Saying it was just your fault.
I wasn’t even in the right position to say those kinds of things.
I barely got a glance. I barely took a single fucking look.
Do you slouch when you eat or just at your desk?
Do you bite your nails if you’re stressed?
I forgot your name a million times.
How do you remember someone who didn’t leave a mark…?
Projecting unwanted feelings, what more could I say? A stranger can be lusted over as anybody else.
You show up in the corner of my mind just to leave.
Because you only happened once.
Projecting unwanted answers, the stranger never wakes up to say—
—because they don’t have to.
They don’t have to tell you anything at all.
Lol…pretty short but I don’t really know if I’ll do more of these…at least it was fun, right…?
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