meowdy

jessie.certified drug dealer(pharmacy tech). cat mom.sad girl energy.engaged.autoimmune warrior

[wingkink]

btw it's so fucking stupid you can be anxious physically in your body even after you've decided mentally you don't care. I'm supposed to be in charge here

[sadcabbage]

Had an injection in my knee today. My cartilage is wearing out and I've had 3 steroid injections over the years. Now we did a gel injection to act like the cartilage I've lost once it hardens. Currently laid up in bed with a snack bag and a cat sleeping at my feet. From my knee down is numb because of the lidocaine injection. Feels very strange tbh.

Shes guarding my knee. She does this after every shot <3

[caffeinatedopossum]

"I'm still kicking" is such a funny way to say "I'm still alive". Like lol. I'm still thrashing. Flailing. Writhing even. The violence remains.

[sadcabbage]

Shot #6 of Benlysta down. Idk why i was so scared to do it in my belly, it was so much less painful (probably because i'm chubby). Bled a little more though.

Also we're seeing results because I had blood work done and my results were stable for the first time in years. So yay!

[artndetails]

— stillness.

[elena-gilbert]

KATE BECKINSALE as Anna Valerious Van Helsing (2004) dir. Stephen Sommers

[sadcabbage]

Shot 4 of Benlysta done. My left thigh seems to just not work well for the injection, but Im still scared to do it in my tummy. Even though i have plenty of squish for it. I bled for the first time as well. Maybe i should get some fun bandaids to have on hand.

[sadcabbage]

I had an injection site reaction for the first time. It hurts. Feels like the spot is on fire and its sending little zaps in my nerves

[sadcabbage]

Shot 4 of Benlysta done. My left thigh seems to just not work well for the injection, but Im still scared to do it in my tummy. Even though i have plenty of squish for it. I bled for the first time as well. Maybe i should get some fun bandaids to have on hand.

[sadcabbage]

I forgot to update, if anyone cares, 3rd Benlysta shot went well. I did it in my thigh again (you have to wait 2 weeks between injection sites) because doing it in my tummy scared me. I let it sit out for almost an hour this time (its stored in the fridge) and it hurt so much less. I also ask my pharmacists/coworkers for advice and they've helped alot. Very low side effects this time around. Just a lot of fatigue and aching because ohio weather keeps changing. Shot 4 will be this Monday and then I'm on vacation starting Wednesday after 5pm until the following Thursday for my fiance's birthday. No shot that week (my dr is aware and they said it was ok as long as i continue as normal). Ok baiii :)

[sadcabbage]

Did my 2nd Benlysta injection yesterday. Hurt so much more. Big owie compared to the 1st. Burned the entire 15 seconds. Left a giant welt on my thigh.

After week one side effects sucked. My stomach was upset, i felt feverish, nauseous, and so tired. But it subsided after 2 days.

Week 3 I start the injection in my stomach and I am terrified.

[obroechlins]

maomao’s dedication to ignoring jinshi’s real identity is truly inspiring. the woman who has solved multiple murders based on minor clues in the environment keeps looking at every sign pointing to jinshi being royalty and going “damn, this could add up to something. good thing I can’t do math!”

[sadcabbage]

About to give myself my first Benlysta injection for my lupus treatment. I am shaking. Currently waiting the 30 minutes to let it warm up and have my little injection station set up.

[sadcabbage]

I did it. Burned like crazy, but it wasnt too bad. Ice cream time as a reward

[sadcabbage]

About to give myself my first Benlysta injection for my lupus treatment. I am shaking. Currently waiting the 30 minutes to let it warm up and have my little injection station set up.

[fujokafka]

we need to bring back old school tumblr communication and im so serious. sending an ask to a mutual just to say hello. seeing three different asks in your inbox all asking how your dentist appointment went. seeing a post you think one of your mutuals would enjoy and tagging them/sending it to them in the dms. nowadays its just silently liking a post or (if youre feeling extreme) replying under posts. WHAT HAPPENED TO US!! we used to be a proper community!!!! #LetsBringWhimsyBack

[sadcabbage]

Someone called me their favorite drug dealer today and i almost lost my composure lol

[frozen1349]

[kurja-tales]

Pretty things #1