WARNINGS/TAGS: Parental yandere, infantilization, kidnapping, drugging, mentions of murder, mentions of implied abuse, patronizing language, crying, manipulation, implied mass murder, arguments, Falkor is rude at first lol
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It was supposed to just be a normal day for you. You had finished up on some chores around the house, and the sun was almost done setting.
Your favorite TV show was on tonight, so you settled down on your couch with some snacks in front of you.
Once your show ended, you got up to put everything away.
Suddenly, you see something flash in the corner of your eye. Turning your head to look out the window, you spot it. You aren't quite sure what you're looking at.
It was a flash of light across the sky and to the ground, followed by smoke rising from where it crash landed.
It didn't look like an airplane. You wonder if it's some kind of shooting star? But that wouldn't make sense either, would it?
Your curiosity gets the better of you, and you put on some shoes and your jacket before heading outside, following where you saw the trail of smoke lead to.
It's in the forest, surrounded by trees. You use your phone's flashlight to guide you as you step carefully over sticks, rocks and mud.
You nearly trip over some particularly strong roots as you get closer and closer. You hear sizzling noises and you see sparks fly in the dark of the night.
And then, you see it.
A spaceship, but it doesn't resemble anything like what you'd see on the media. It looks rather small, reminding you of an escape shuttle more than anything. But one thing for sure is that it has definitely been through a lot. Large chunks are missing and cracks are seen all around the structure. There's smoke billowing out from what looks to be the engine and it looks absolutely horrible. If there's anyone inside, you doubt they survived.
...or so you thought.
The hatch suddenly falls open and off the ship and someone stumbles out onto the forest floor with a groan.
They're not human.
He has light purple-blue skin and long pink-white hair that looks singed and burned. He seems to be in his forties, or at least, the alien equivalent of that.
You're in too much shock to immediately react. A thousand thoughts fly through your mind.
Do you run away? Is this some kind of incredibly elaborate prank? Are you dreaming right now?
When you see blue blood covering half of his face, you force yourself to snap out of it and cautiously approach him.
He lets out a pained groan as he sees you, squinting his eyes to get a better look at you. They're gold and they shimmer under your phone's flashlight.
He opens his mouth, but only weak coughs come out.
You anxiously offer your hand. "Are... are you okay?" The words slip out, and you mentally kick yourself for asking such an obvious question.
He stares at your hand, as if offended you'd offer any sort of help to him. You take a bigger risk and kneel down, putting his arm around your shoulder, and he doesn't fight back when you stand up.
He's pretty tall and hard to support, but you manage.
It takes a lot of effort and time, but you're finally able to bring him to your house.
You set him down gently on your couch as you turn the lights on before going into the kitchen, searching through your medicine cabinet. You aren't sure what kinds of things work on aliens. You settle for grabbing the entire box along with warm water and cloths before heading back to the living room.
"Uh... can you understand me?" you ask carefully.
For a moment, you think he doesn't, judging by the blank stare he gives you.
"I understand all languages," he says, as if offended. "Do you know who I am?" He talks more like a pompous aristocrat than what you were expecting from an alien.
It sounds more like a rhetorical question, like you're supposed to know who he is. "No?"
He closes his eyes and sighs. He grumbles something to himself and you don't bother asking. You gently press a wet cloth against a particularly nasty looking cut on the side of his face, and he hisses from the touch, causing you to jump slightly.
You finish cleaning up the blood and decide to apply ointment to his injuries and bandage him up afterwards.
"So... what's your name? What are you doing on Earth?" you ask as you start wrapping bandages around his injured leg.
"I'm Emperor Falkor," he says.
"Oh... really?"
"Truly."
It's quiet between you two again, aside from the occasional grunts of pain Falkor would make as you tended to him. You wrap up his other injuries and go back to the kitchen to grab him a glass of water.
When you come back to the living room, you find him rummaging through your first aid supplies, an annoyed grimace on his face.
He begins to treat the rest of the wounds himself. You guess he's used to treating himself, or maybe he just doesn't trust you. Not that you can really blame him.
"The reason I'm on Earth was because we got into a war with another meaningless planet," Falkor breaks the silence as you put the glass of water on the table next to him. "My ship was horribly damaged, and I had to escape somehow." A sneer tugs at his lips and you recognize that as hatred. He must have lost that battle, then.
"And what happened after that? After you escaped?" you ask curiously.
"The next thing I remember is being here," Falkor admits begrudgingly. "Earth, you said, yes?" he asks for confirmation.
"Yeah. Earth," you respond.
"Hmph. Of course it'd be this useless rock I crashed into," he complains, leaning back into the couch.
He lifts his legs up onto it too, trying to make himself comfortable in his situation. But even from here, you can tell he's still in pain despite having treated his injuries.
"You can... stay here, for now. Until you feel better," you tell him. He looks at you with surprise in his eyes, and you're not entirely sure what prompts you to say it yourself.
You're not sure why you're giving him pity, he's been nothing but rude since you met him.
But he's also an alien, and that's definitely something you don't see every day.
Besides, it's not like you could turn him over to anyone else.
"I suppose it's better than any other option available," Falkor mutters, picking up the glass and staring at it with suspicion. He puts the cup to his nose and takes a quick sniff before taking a sip.
"Do you want anything to eat?" you ask.
"I don't even know what Earthlings eat, but I'm too tired to even think about food," he says.
"Yeah... good point..." you admit awkwardly, trying to think of anything else to talk about. It's not like you've ever spoken an alien emperor before, much less housed one. "Well... I'll leave you alone, I guess, it's getting late. Let me know if you need anything."
"I will," he replies bluntly, and you nod as you head out the door.
You take another look behind you to see Falkor shifting, struggling to get comfortable and let out a pained wince as he moves the wrong muscle.
...
The next day, you wake up to the smell of food. You try to go back to bed, until you realize that must mean Falkor is cooking.
You rush out of bed, afraid that he might accidentally burn the place down.
You skid to a halt, nearly slipping, when you notice Falkor standing next to the stove, using a spatula to flip pancakes in a frying pan, with a bowl of sliced fruits prepared.
He looks mildly disapproving of Earth cuisine, but he seems to have managed perfectly fine without your help.
"How did you do that?" you ask.
"Did you think I wouldn't be able to figure out how to make breakfast?" Falkor scoffs. "Earthlings do things so simply, this is nothing compared to my empire's technology."
You glance at his wounds, which look much better already. "I didn't think you'd be able to walk fine so quickly."
"A perk of being my species, I suppose," Falkor smugly responds. He puts three pancakes and the bowl of fruits down on both sides of the table.
You sit down across from him as he cuts the pancakes up and eats them carefully with his fork. You assume that's due to his unfamiliarity with human foods rather than the possibility he actually has some table manners.
"They're pretty good," you comment, eating your meal. "Thank you."
Falkor merely acknowledges your compliment with a nod and continues eating. "What are you doing today?"
You try to hide your shock, seeing him actually interested in hearing something about you. "Uh... nothing much, probably. How about you? Are you gonna find a way to get out of here?"
He makes a face. "In time. But for now, I will learn everything there is to know about this pathetic little planet. There's nothing else I can do right now."
"Oh... alright then."
Well, you guess it isn't too bad having an alien visitor. So far he hasn't shown any intentions of world domination or murder. Probably because he just crash landed onto earth not long ago, but still.
You finish your meals quietly.
For the rest of the day, you go along with your normal routine, while Falkor goes around your home, studying every corner.
Every so often, you come into a room to see him tinkering with appliances, or holding up various items and examining them. While you can't exactly say you don't mind, you aren't really bothered either.
A TV show plays around the middle of the day, while you both sit on the couch together.
"Can I ask some questions?" you ask.
"I don't mind."
"Okay. Does your kind have, like, powers, or anything?"
"Powers?" He turns to you curiously. "I suppose we have the ability to heal quicker than most. We also have more physical strength and can see in total darkness."
"Impressive," you remark. You then pause for a moment before asking the next question. "Do you have any family?"
He's quick to shake his head. "No."
"Okaayyy... how is your job? You said you're an emperor?"
"It's very difficult, having to rule over my galaxy. It requires a lot of responsibility to take care of everyone in it." Falkor sounds proud of himself as he talks, gloatingly talking about all of his many achievements as an emperor. "I took over the throne when I was very young. Everyone either fears me or worships me."
"And you prefer it that way?"
"Of course. Fear ensures loyalty. Worship ensures obedience."
"...Sounds like a lot."
"It is, indeed." He crosses his arms and tilts his head back, closing his eyes and seemingly savoring those words. His eyes suddenly open and they narrow at you suspiciously. "...why am I telling you this?"
You blink. "Because I asked you?"
His stare seems to drill into your brain, scrutinizing and analyzing you. He looks away, but you can tell he seems to be lost in thought about something.
...
Another day passes. He makes you breakfast in the morning again, but you've noticed he's taken more effort into his appearance this morning.
"We're going out today," he decides.
"But what if people see you?" you ask incredulously.
"I'm not afraid of any creature on Earth, but we aren't going anywhere near humans, anyway," he explains. "We're going back to the crashsite. There should still be some things left from my ship I can use, perhaps to contact someone who can get me out of here."
"Why do you need me, then?"
"Maybe I like your company."
Oh.
That's surprising.
"Okay, let me grab some stuff first, then," you say. "Um, what are we looking for in the wreckage?"
"My weapons, my communicators, my equipment. I can salvage what parts are left in order to create a communicator," Falkor tells you. He finishes off his cup of coffee, which he's been drinking a lot of since he discovered its existence, and begins to wash his dishes. "Give your dishes to me. And change into something warm, its chilly out."
Its amusing to see him act like a grumpy dad, and it feels even funnier to go along with it considering he's in your home, but you comply either way.
When you come back downstairs dressed warmly, you two head outside towards where you originally found him.
Falkor finds the wreck quickly enough and picks up the small metallic remains and rummages through them, picking out certain items from the pile.
You watch him analyze the wrecked spaceship, humming pensively as he picks up pieces of metal and scrap and tries to piece things together.
Every time you see something and pick it up, he explains to you what it is, like you're a toddler discovering what everyday items are for the first time.
It seems like he enjoys explaining things to you, so you entertain him.
"What's that?" You point to a curved black thing that resembles half a visor.
"This was part of the steering mechanism."
"And this?" A thin metal sheet.
"A plate of metal for decoration purposes."
"This?" An electronic device shaped like a square.
"That is something similar to what you humans refer to as tablets." He grabs it and tries turning it on, only to sigh. "But it doesn't work, of course. It's a miracle it's still in one piece, honestly. Maybe I can fix that later." He gives it to you to hold onto while he continues searching.
You end up going back home a few hours later after finding what you think are useful items that can possibly help Falkor build some sort of communication device, or possibly repair his tablet.
"You seem to know a lot about technology," you remark.
"Not as much as my engineer," he says, though you're unsure whether it's meant to be humble or boastful. "But I will be able to figure this out somehow." He inspects all of the components he collected closely, taking them apart and putting them back together.
"I'm sure you will."
When you both enter your house, he sits on the floor with tools scattered around him.
"There are tables for that," you remind him, but he doesn't listen.
While Falkor is busy trying to rebuild his devices, you return to watching television for entertainment.
Your favorite shows end hours later, and you look over to check on him and see how his progress went.
As expected, it looks like a mess. Wires connect different pieces, creating a complicated system you aren't quite able to understand.
"It's getting late," you note. "How's that communicator thing going?"
Falkor sighs. "Not well. This isn't enough." He holds up a broken screen, which flashes randomly with blue and green static. He turns the screen off and sets it aside. He rubs his hands over his face and groans. He looks up, examining you. "And what are you doing?"
"Watching TV," you explain simply, shrugging and going back to staring at the screen.
He sits beside you, much to your surprise. You've never seen him willingly approach you without wanting something.
Despite your mild curiosity about it, you turn your attention back towards the show.
About an hour in, you feel your eyes begin to grow heavy, and you lean against him without even realizing.
The last thing you can remember before falling asleep is feeling him brush his hand over your hair.
When you wake up, you're tucked in bed.
...
A few more days pass, and you start getting used to Falkor's company, and so does he.
He seems more comfortable speaking to you and telling you things, and you two have started spending more time together in general, albeit usually just watching shows together.
You're pretty sure you've got him addicted to soap operas now.
You also realize that he's starting to keep a closer eye on you whenever you mention heading out.
Whether its for job-related reasons or for your own enjoyment, it almost always results in Falkor trying to get you to stay in the house.
He's joined you a few times whenever you've felt it was fine enough, just putting him in sunglasses, a hat, and a mask to conceal his alien features. You also had to teach him that he can't just laser-blast anyone he wants.
It continues like that for a few days, until one day, you come back home emotionally drained and sad beyond belief.
You had gotten into an argument with a friend, over something stupid you can't even remember.
Falkor, of course, is on the couch waiting for you. His eyes widen when he sees how visibly upset you are.
"What's wrong? Who hurt you?" Falkor asks you with genuine concern in his voice, and it throws you off guard.
His eyes scan you as he walks closer to you, inspecting your body for any damage and looking at you intensely. He puts a hand on your cheek, wiping away tears you hadn't realized were forming in your eyes.
"I just had a fight with a friend, that's all," you mumble, not wanting to give too many details.
He stares at you for a moment, with more emotion on his face than you think you've ever seen on him in the past week and a half he's been here.
Next thing you know, he's picking you up like you weigh nothing. You're reminded that he's a whole different species, probably with super strength compared to you.
Its a bit embarrassing how he carries you, like you're a kid. He has one hand underneath you to support you, while the other is on your back.
You wrap your arms around his neck and bury your face in his shoulder. He smells like a mixture of mint and rosemary.
As he's carrying you, he grabs several blankets, some of which he made you get a while ago.
He uses one hand to keep you stable, and the other to rearrange everything. You watch him making what looks like a nest with the blankets and pillows as best he can on the couch.
Then, he lays you down there and wraps you up in another blanket, like a burrito.
"Is this a your-species-thing, or just a you-thing?" You crack a weak smile.
Falkor chuckles, brushing some hair out of your face. "Both. This is how we take care of our loved ones, especially our offspring."
"...offspring?" It catches you by surprise. You can't imagine Falkor having kids.
As if reading your mind, Falkor shakes his head. "I've never had any of my own, I've always been too caught up in wars and running the empire. I suppose caring for children is just something ingrained into my species' biology and instincts." He adjusts so he's holding you against his chest. "Enough about me. What happened?"
You've never heard him sound so... soft. His tone is so sweet and gentle. Loving, maybe.
"I don't know, honestly," you quietly say. "My friend and I got into an argument, and I'm not even sure we'll still be friends after it..."
Falkor holds you tighter, almost as if to make sure you don't disappear. "Should I get rid of them?"
You laugh, even if tears are threatening to rise up again. "No, you don't have to kill them."
He responds by holding you tighter.
There's a silence between you two, until you ask, "Can you tell me more about your species?"
"Of course," Falkor hums affirmingly. "What would you like to hear about?"
You tilt your head up to face him, and his expression softens. "I don't know. Anything. Whatever comes to mind."
Falkor thinks about it for a moment. "My species are called althrix. Our lifespan isn't much longer than the average human's. We're very protective over our young, and traditionally its the males who nurse and care for the offspring, while the female serves as the provider. Same sex couples usually discuss which role they'd prefer."
"Wow. What's your planet like?" you ask next.
"Hedara, its called. Half of it is like the cities you have here, but much more advanced. The other half of it are just rocky cliffs and mountains. It's been a long time since I've last been, though. Usually I'm just on my ship."
"Wait, so are you emperor of Hedara, or just your ship?"
"Both, but I spend much more effort onto my fleet of spaceships," he answers. "Galvion is the name of my main ship. It's one of the largest ships in the known galaxies." He rests his chin on top of your head.
"Do you have any family?" You remember asking that question not too long ago, but before you can backtrack, he gives a reply different to his last one.
"Not that I care about. My mother and father only had me for the sake of creating the perfect heir for their legacy." It's clear that he holds hatred for them in his voice. "I swore I'd never be parents like they were."
The way he said that makes him sound like he does have kids, but you let it go. "Are all your species grumpy but actual softies on the inside, or is that also just a you-thing?" you joke.
"Oh hush," Falkor scolds lightly, although you can hear his amusement in his tone. He pauses for a moment. "I would like to apologize for being so... standoffish at first. It's been many years since I've actually cared about someone."
You find comfort in the slow rising and falling of Falkor's chest. "Woah, I can't believe you just admitted to caring about me," you tease.
He rolls his eyes in faux annoyance. "Go to sleep, sweetheart."
"You won't leave?" you murmur tiredly.
"Of course not. Never."
You don't spend any time to truly think about those words, drifting off to the sound of him humming.
...
A few more days pass, and its been more than two weeks since Falkor first came here.
He still works on his devices every day, but he seems a lot less frantic about it. He used to not even look away from them for hours at a time, but now he's a lot less focused on building his communicators and more interested in simply enjoying your presence.
Apart from watching soap operas and cooking, you've got him into other hobbies as well. Its also a big convenience that he's so good with technology, giving him one of your old broken electronics to fix.
Even if you love having him around, you're a bit eager for him to go back home.
Its nothing against him personally, but he can be a bit... intense.
There are times where he can be pretty overwhelming, mostly with the fact he seems to want to watch over you all the time and constantly be with you. You just like to have space sometimes.
Not to mention, you can't really bring friends to your place, because even if he weren't an alien, he'd just be staring them down the entire time.
When you wake up one morning, you hear him yelling to someone. The sound of Falkor's voice is sharp and commanding, even if you can't make out what he's saying.
You scramble out of bed, your blanket tangling around your legs, nearly tripping as you rush down the hall.
"Falkor?"
He's standing in the living room. Scattered around him are the parts he's been working on for days.
A pale blue hologram shimmers from the rebuilt communicator, shifting and glitching before stabilizing.
"Who are you yelling at?" you yawn, rubbing the sleep out of your eyes.
Falkor's expression softens when he glances at you. "Not yelling at you, starlight. Yelling at them." He gestures to the screen with a sharp flick of his wrist. "The Council. Or what remains of them, at least."
On the other side, you see what appears to be a woman with dark purple skin, her hair pulled back into a bun.
She speaks to him in a language you can't understand, but she sounds very professional and calm as she addresses Falkor.
Despite that, her words are clearly strained. She stands rigid, tense as if prepared for battle.
Falkor must notice your confusion, because he speaks to you in your language. "She says everyone thought I was dead, including herself."
The woman on the other side begins speaking so you can understand her, as well. "I see you've taken in a human."
It's more like the opposite, you think, but you feel too awkward to say that. You wonder if it's because she doesn't consider you on equal footing, or if its just how their system works.
"Yes, I have," Falkor agrees smoothly. There's a hint of affection in his voice that wasn't there when he talked about his crew and army.
She doesn't address it further, already moving on. "Your fleet scattered after the battle. Without you, chaos has spread. The rival houses press their claim, and--"
"Let them press until their bones break," Falkor interrupts, venom dripping from every word. "I will return, and they will regret not being killed when they had the chance."
You jump back slightly, startled by the harshness in Falkor's tone. It sends an instinctive chill down your spine, and you force yourself to remember that the rage isn't targeted towards you. You sometimes forget he's likely killed off entire planets and innocent people before.
Falkor's gaze meets yours, and immediately it becomes gentler. He reaches a hand out, grabbing onto you as if afraid you might be scared of him.
Which you sort of are, reminded that he's not just a silly middle-aged man who cooks breakfast and watches cheesy reality TV shows with you.
He's an emperor. A dangerous one who won't hesitate to eliminate anyone in his path.
He returns to speaking in an unknown language, likely ordering his crew members on what to do, while you're stuck staring blankly. After a short exchange, he taps the top of the communicator and the woman's image vanishes.
"What was that about?" you manage to ask.
"She was informing me that many of my council members have been slaughtered," Falkor calmly explains. "Not that I particularly cared. The remaining ones plan to send out a search party in order to locate me. The signal I sent out only sends a general location, and it'll take longer than a day, maybe two."
"So... what does that mean?"
Falkor leans down, kissing the side of your forehead. "It means we may be departing soon. They'll provide us with a pod so I can return to Galvion."
"You're bringing me too?" you ask with wide eyes.
"Yes. Did you assume I'd leave you here?" he asks softly. He grips you by the shoulders, and it reminds you just how strong he is. "Did you know in althrix culture, nesting with another is considered an extreme form of love and ownership? I basically claimed you as my young."
You give him a dumbfounded look. "I'm not some object to be owned."
"I'm aware," he soothes. "However, that does not mean I still cannot consider you my offspring and protect and nurture you as such."
You look up at him and see such adoration in his eyes. "But I'm not your 'offspring'! I'm an adult!" you insist. "And I can't just leave here. I have a whole life!"
"Althrix children stay dependent on their parents well into adulthood," he insists stubbornly.
"But I'm not an althrix, Falkor." He backs away with a huff. "And I'm also not some helpless baby. I'm capable of protecting myself. I don't need some overprotective alien pretending to be my dad."
Falkor seems angry, but its mixed in with something else. Fear. Hurt. Sadness. Its a rare sight.
Something dawns upon him, like he finally understands something he's failed to realize before.
"But you're happy with me, yes?" he says cautiously, like he's afraid of your response.
"I'm happy here, with you, but..." Your voice drifts off, uncertain. "Well... it's not permanent. I love living with you, but..."
You try to get your point across, but you see the exact moment Falkor's thoughts twist what you're trying to convey.
Falkor runs a hand through his own hair, muttering something to himself in that language you heard him speaking with that hologram. You can tell he's not used to being rejected for anything. He's accustomed to absolute power, and this has thrown him off balance.
"What do I need to improve?" he demands. "Tell me, and I will fix it."
"Falkor..." You're not quite sure where you're going with this. "I don't think you understand. I can't just pack up my entire life, quit all my responsibilities, and move away from everyone and everything I know for you."
"Yes, you can," Falkor says with a matter-of-fact tone. "You'll get used to it. All you need is me."
You laugh in disbelief. "Just a few days ago you were acting like you hate me and couldn't wait to leave this place!"
"Don't raise your voice at me," he warns.
"Oh, you hate that, don't you? You hate having people not listen to you. Well, guess what! I was doing fine on my own before finding you! Don't forget you were the one relying on me! Not the other way around!"
For a minute, you're both completely quiet, until Falkor starts chuckling lowly. Its a little scary.
"You can act as tough as you want, but I know that deep down, you need someone to love you and take care of you. You clearly don't do a good job of taking care of yourself. You need a firm hand to guide you. To protect you, and to let you know when your behavior is unacceptable, like right now."
"You can't tell me what behavior is unacceptable in my own home," you retort.
"Doesn't look like that's the case anymore, considering you have no idea what's best for you," Falkor snarls.
You wish you could kick him out, but given he hasn't budged on taking you to a whole new planet, you doubt he will if you try to get him to leave.
Besides, if he thinks he owns you now, you figure he probably thinks he owns everything you own, too.
"I'm not leaving, and that's final!" You feel like a teenager again, as you stomp to your room.
To your surprise, Falkor lets you.
You have about two hours to yourself, laying down in bed and wondering what to do with Falkor.
You hope he reconsiders or gives up by the end of today, because you aren't exactly planning on changing your mind. No way are you leaving Earth for some weird alien spaceship.
Maybe you'd go visit if it were a vacation trip, but staying permanently?
That's insane.
There's a knock on the door, and you don't bother with an answer.
He opens it, holding a tray of food in one hand. You glance at him, to see he looks mildly apologetic, though not as much as you would've hoped.
"I brought lunch. Perhaps we can talk in a calmer manner?" Falkor offers.
You sigh and look away. "How do I know you didn't poison it." It isn't a question, but a sardonic joke.
"I really hope that is your attempt at humor, because I would never harm you," he says genuinely.
He's still holding the tray of a food he knows you like.
It takes a few seconds, but eventually you take the tray from him. He smiles victoriously, sitting at the edge of your bed. While you eat, Falkor begins talking again.
"I just want you to be safe."
"How am I safer with you? Your whole galaxy sounds like a battlefield." You furrow your brow. "It's probably ten times as dangerous as Earth."
"You'd be protected under my empire," he argues. "And I know how to take care of my threats. Getting injured and stranded here was a first. Earthlings are clearly weak and pathetic, if your planet were under attack, all it would take is a moment's notice to blow the whole thing up."
"And how many defenseless planets have you blown up?" you counter.
Falkor frowns. "I do what's necessary in order to protect my domain," he says ominously. "I have no shame for doing my duty."
You don't bother responding, finishing off the rest of the food while you glare at him.
"If I leave without you, I'll just worry about your safety," Falkor argues. "This planet is too chaotic. Its uncivilized, unpredictable, wild. I cannot have you stay in such a dangerous environment alone."
"It's my planet. I survived this long in it, didn't I?" you shoot back.
The argument seems endless, neither of you backing down. He opens his mouth, and you think he's going to argue again, but then...
"I need you," he admits.
His words make you stop. "Excuse me?"
"Maybe its because I haven't been able to love someone in a long time. Maybe its because I've spent my whole life fighting, hurting and destroying rather than healing and loving. Maybe it's because my people are wired to be deeply emotionally attached and devoted to who they take under their wing and devote themselves to, and I've never let myself have that privilege until now. But I need you."
You don't doubt he's being genuine, but you can still tell it's also a desperate attempt at guilt-tripping you. "I can't just... just pick up and leave everything."
"But if you had someone who could give you the whole universe, why would you choose to remain confined to a single corner of it?" he presses.
"I'm just... not willing to make that sacrifice, Falkor. Please stop asking." You set the tray down onto the side table, then hug your knees close to your chest.
Falkor stares at you silently, studying you.
Almost a whole minute passes in silence before he speaks again.
"...so be it."
Just like that, he walks out of your room.
Part of you wants to run after him, but another part of you is filled with relief that he finally stopped pushing the issue.
...
After that, it's pretty awkward, but you try to avoid him. It feels weird avoiding someone in your own home, but you get the feeling if you look at him for too long, he's going to try to convince you to leave Earth with him again.
As you head downstairs to grab a glass of water, you hear clattering noises outside, and immediately you suspect it might be Falkor's ship arriving.
You head over to the window, spotting a large ship hovering over the forest. Its massive in size and emits bright white lights that glow through the trees.
It's oddly unsettling.
Its almost pitch black outside, given it's night, but the flashing lights help illuminate the forest a little better.
When the spaceship lands, it kicks up a cloud of dust that spreads through the air before disappearing, leaving an eerie silence hanging in its wake.
You turn around to see Falkor there. He has an expression akin to the first few days you knew him, stoic and guarded.
But he isn't looking at the ship in the window's view. He's looking at you.
You feel your blood run cold. Something is off. Dread washes over you, accompanied by terror.
"Could I have one last hug before I go?" he asks sweetly. Like a light switch being flipped, he's smiling, but there's something off about that, too.
He's putting way too much effort into appearing soft and unthreatening, trying to coax you. He opens his arms invitingly.
You're not sure if its fear, or a genuine sadness to see him go, but you close the space between the both of you, letting him wrap his arms around you. It feels more like a cage than an embrace.
"There's my brave little one," he murmurs, his voice dripping with false tenderness. His chin rests on top of your head as he sways slightly, rocking you as though you're a child in need of soothing. "You've been so strong, so grown-up. But you don't need to do that anymore. Not with me here."
You stiffen, trying to pull back, but his grip tightens.
His fingers stroke the back of your head as though petting you. "Shhh, don't wriggle. It's alright. Papa's got you."
"Falkor--" Your protest gets cut off when you feel a sharp pinching sensation against the back of your neck. You whip your head around to see its a tranquilizer gun that he recovered in the wreckage from a few days ago.
"Shh, it's just a tiny sting. Relax." Falkor hums soothingly into your ear, squeezing you closer when he feels your body slump forwards, your limbs going numb. "I did all the research on human biology, so don't worry. You'll just feel a little groggy when you wake up."
You thrash, but it's useless; he's too strong, and he only rocks you tighter against his chest, crooning low in his throat. You start to feel the effects take in already.
"Fussy, fussy," he chides. "That's all this is. You'll settle once you're fed, changed into something softer, and tucked into bed on Galvion where you belong."
The reminder of what will happen just makes you begin to cry.
"There now. That's the sound of my baby. No more pretending to be grown." Falkor kisses your temple, continuing to croon praise and nonsense as you sob and fight the sedative. "I know it's scary and different, but you'll love your new life. And you'll be surrounded by toys, games, new friends... oh, you're going to be so spoiled, sweetheart."
"Falkor..." You rasp his name, but you're losing strength. Soon your vision blurs and your consciousness starts slipping away. You slump heavily, completely supported by him.
He carries you while everything goes black, until the last thing you hear is...
"That's it. Sweet dreams. I love you, baby." A kiss to your forehead. "Papa loves his little one so, so much."
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T/W:Age Gap, cheating, injections, injections on clot, dead body, divorce, power imbalance a bit of deaddove, female reader
A/N: hi yall imma try to finish my request for now with a little bit of sugar taking a back seat rn. Thanks to everyone who sent me requests, likes comment and reblogged my writings 🥺 ILY ❤️❤️
The heavy oak door of Dr. Victor Gideon's office swung open with a soft, pneumatic hiss, admitting a man whose face was a mask of weary frustration. He was tall, but not imposingly so, with graying temples and eyes that held the defeated look of someone who had been fighting a losing battle for far too long. Behind him, you followed hesitantly, your hands twisting in the fabric of your simple cotton dress.
"Dr. Gideon?" the man your husband, David began, his voice rough. "Thank you for seeing us on such short notice."
Victor Gideon rose from behind his imposing mahogany desk. The man was a mountain of flesh and bone, easily eight feet tall, with broad shoulders that seemed to stretch the limits of his pristine white lab coat. His face was severe, with sharp cheekbones, a strong jaw, and piercing yellow eyes that seemed to look right through you. There was an unnatural stillness to him, a predator's patience that made the hairs on your arms stand up.
"Mr. (Y/L/N)," Gideon's voice was a low baritone, smooth as polished stone. "Please, have a seat." His gaze then shifted to you, and for a moment, you felt utterly exposed, as if he could see every desperate, shameful thought racing through your mind. "And Mrs. (Y/L/N). Welcome to Rhodes Hill."
David sank into one of the leather chairs opposite the desk, but you remained standing, your body humming with a nervous energy that had become your constant companion. Your eyes darted around the room, taking in the medical diplomas on the walls, the neat stacks of journals, and the window that looked out onto the manicured grounds of the facility. But mostly, you were aware of Dr. Gideon, of the sheer physical presence of him, the way his lab coat strained against his massive frame.
"Please," Gideon gestured to the empty chair beside your husband. "Sit."
You complied, the cool leather sending a shiver through you as you settled into it. You crossed your legs, then uncrossed them, then crossed them again. Your hands rested in your lap, fingers tapping an erratic rhythm against your thighs. You could feel the familiar heat building in your core, the insistent throb of arousal that had nothing to do with your current situation and everything to do with the way Dr. Gideon's eyes lingered on you.
David sighed, running a hand through his thinning hair. "As I explained on the phone, my wife... she needs help. Desperately."
Gideon leaned back in his chair, his steepled fingers resting against his chin. "Your message was somewhat vague, Mr. (Y/L/N). You mentioned... behavioral issues?"
"Behavioral issues?" David let out a bitter laugh. "That's one way to put it. She's insatiable, Doctor. It's... it's ruined our marriage. It's ruining her life."
You flinched at his words, shame burning hot in your cheeks. "David, please..."
"No," he turned to you, his expression pained. "No more, (Y/N). We're here because this has to stop. The constant... need. The affairs, the strangers, the... God, the things I've walked in on." He shook his head, turning back to Gideon. "She can't control herself. She'll have sex with anyone, anywhere, anytime. She's lost three jobs because of it. She's alienated her friends. Her family won't even speak to her anymore."
Gideon's gaze was intense, analytical. "And you, Mrs. (Y/L/N)? How do you perceive your behavior?"
You swallowed hard, your mouth suddenly dry. "I... I can't help it," you whispered, your voice barely audible. "It's like... like a hunger. A thirst that can never be quenched. I try to fight it, I really do, but it's always there, this... this need. And when I give in to it, for a little while, it's quiet. But then it comes back stronger than before."
Your eyes met Gideon's, and you felt another jolt of arousal at the cool, assessing way he looked at you. There was something about his height, his sheer size, that called to a primal part of you. You imagined him looming over you, his large hands pinning you down, his weight pressing you into the mattress...
You squeezed your thighs together, the pressure doing little to alleviate the growing ache between them.
"Compulsive Sexual Behavior Disorder," Gideon said, his tone clinical. "A challenging diagnosis, but not without treatment options. Rhodes Hill has pioneered several therapeutic approaches that have shown promising results."
David's shoulders slumped in relief. "So you can help her?"
"With time and commitment, yes," Gideon replied, his eyes still fixed on you. "It will require intensive therapy, both individual and group. We'll need to explore the root causes of her behavior, develop coping mechanisms for the urges, and work on rebuilding healthy interpersonal relationships."
"Whatever it takes," David said firmly. "How long will she need to stay here?"
"That depends on her progress," Gideon said smoothly. "Typically, we recommend a minimum of three months for initial intensive treatment. After that, we can reassess and determine if continued residential care is necessary, or if she can transition to an outpatient program."
Three months. The thought both terrified and thrilled you. Three months without the constant temptation of the outside world, but also three months in this place, under the care of this man...
"I'll do it," you said, surprising both David and yourself with the firmness in your voice.
David looked at you, his expression softening slightly. "Are you sure, honey?"
You nodded, tearing your eyes away from Gideon to look at your husband. "I have to. This is... this is ruining everything. I want to get better."
David reached across the space between your chairs and took your hand. "I know you do. And I'll be here to support you. I'll visit every weekend."
Gideon watched this exchange with an unreadable expression. "Excellent. Then let's proceed with the admission paperwork. Mrs. (Y/L/N), if you'll come with me, we can get started on your intake assessment while your husband handles the administrative details."
The thought of being alone with Dr. Gideon sent a fresh wave of arousal through you. You stood, your legs feeling unsteady, and followed him out of the office and down a sterile, white corridor. His long strides forced you to hurry to keep up, and you found yourself mesmerized by the way his lab coat swayed around his powerful legs.
He led you into a small examination room, the clinical atmosphere doing little to dampen your excitement. "Please, have a seat," he gestured to the examination table, the paper crinkling as you settled onto its edge.
He stood before you, so close that you could feel the heat radiating from his body. He was even more imposing up close, his massive frame casting you in shadow. You had to crane your neck to look up at him, and the position sent a thrill through you.
"Now," he began, his voice low and intimate. "Let's discuss your... condition. In detail."
For the next hour, you poured out your darkest secrets, your most shameful desires. You told him about the constant, intrusive thoughts, the way your body seemed to betray you at every turn, the risks you'd taken, the lines you'd crossed. Through it all, he listened, his expression unreadable, his piercing yellow eyes never leaving yours.
"And these urges," he said when you had finished, his voice still maddeningly calm. "How would you describe them, physically?"
You hesitated, embarrassed by the question, but something in his gaze compelled you to answer. "It's like... like a fire. Low and simmering most of the time, but always there. And then something... someone... will throw fuel on it, and it just explodes. I get hot, and shaky, and... wet. And all I can think about is... is satisfying the need. Nothing else matters."
"Interesting," he murmured, stepping closer. He was so close now that you could feel the fabric of his lab coat brushing against your knees. "And what, specifically, tends to 'throw fuel on the fire'?"
You swallowed hard, your heart pounding in your chest. "Confidence. Control. Strength. When someone... when a man... knows what he wants and isn't afraid to take it." Your eyes drifted over his massive form, the broad chest, the powerful arms. "Size. Physical presence."
A slow smile spread across his face, and it was the first genuine emotion you'd seen from him. It was a predatory smile, all sharp teeth and dark promise. "I see."
He raised a hand and you flinched, expecting a blow, but instead, his fingers gently brushed a stray strand of hair from your cheek. His touch was electric, and you gasped, your body arching involuntarily toward him.
"Such a responsive subject," he murmured, his fingers lingering against your skin. "This will be... illuminating."
His other hand came up to cup your chin, his thumb stroking your jawline. "You're a beautiful woman, (Y/N). It's a shame that such beauty is tormented by such... uncontrollable urges."
"Please," you whispered, your voice trembling with need. "Please..."
"Please what?" he asked, his voice a low growl that vibrated through you. "Please help you? Or please... touch you?"
"Both," you breathed, your eyes fluttering closed as his thumb brushed against your lower lip. "God, both."
He chuckled, a dark, rumbling sound. "We have our work cut out for us, don't we? But don't worry, my dear. I am nothing if not thorough. We will explore every facet of your condition. We will delve deep into your psyche. We will leave no stone unturned."
His hand moved from your chin to the side of your neck, his long fingers wrapping around it, not squeezing, just holding you in place. The possessive gesture sent a jolt of pure lust through you, and you moaned softly.
"Yes," he murmured, his face close to yours now. "You'll do nicely."
His words were confusing, but you were too lost in the haze of arousal to question them. You leaned in, desperate for his kiss, but he pulled back at the last moment, leaving you panting and wanting.
"Tsk, tsk," he chided, releasing you. "Such impulsive behavior. We'll have to work on that. The first step in treatment is acknowledging your lack of control."
He stepped back, adjusting his lab coat as if nothing had happened. "Now, if you'll excuse me, I need to check on your husband's progress with the paperwork. A nurse will be in shortly to show you to your room. Get settled in. Dinner is at six. Therapy begins tomorrow at nine."
With that, he turned and left the room, leaving you shaken and more aroused than you had ever been in your life. You slid off the examination table, your legs trembling, and pressed your forehead against the cool wall, trying to regain some semblance of control.
But as you stood there, you knew, with a certainty that terrified and thrilled you in equal measure, that Rhodes Hill was not going to be the cure you had hoped for. It was going to be something else entirely. Something darker, more dangerous, and infinitely more exciting.
In his office, Victor Gideon sat back at his desk, a rare smile playing on his lips. He picked up a framed photograph from his desk, a portrait of a stern-looking man with cold, calculating eyes.
Oswell E. Spencer. His master. His mentor. The man whose vision for a new world, a world perfected and cleansed by the Progenitor virus, was the only thing that mattered.
Gideon's work at Rhodes Hill was not just about treating the mentally ill. It was about advancing Spencer's vision, about finding new and interesting subjects for his research. And (Y/N) (Y/L/N)... she was a prize. A woman with such a powerful, uncontrollable libido, so responsive to stimulus, so desperate for control...
She would be the perfect vessel. A way to relieve the stresses of his work, a warm body to lose himself in when the pressure became too much. And when he was done with her, when he had used her in every way he could imagine, she would make an excellent test subject for his latest strain of the T-virus.
He traced the outline of Spencer's face in the photograph, his expression hardening with determination. "Soon, Master," he murmured. "Soon, your vision will be realized. And I will be there, at your side, to usher in the new world."
He set the photograph down and turned his attention to the file on his desk, the one with (Y/N)'s name on it. He opened it, his eyes scanning the information, but his mind was already working, already planning, already imagining all the ways he would break her, use her, and remake her in his image.
The treatment would begin tomorrow. And it would be a masterpiece of manipulation and control.
The sterile white walls of your new room felt like they were closing in on you. You'd spent a restless night, the thin hospital blanket doing little to ward off the chill, both physical and emotional. Every creak of the old building, every distant footstep in the corridor, had your heart racing and your body humming with that familiar, unwelcome anticipation. Sleep was a distant country you couldn't seem to visit.
A sharp rap on the door jolted you upright. "Mrs. (Y/L/N)? It's time for your session with Dr. Gideon."
The voice belonged to a stern-faced nurse who didn't wait for a reply before opening the door. You were dressed in the simple grey scrubs they'd provided, the fabric rough against your skin. You followed her down the same corridor you'd walked with Gideon yesterday, your stomach twisting in knots.
This time, he wasn't in his office. The nurse led you to a different room, one that was both office and therapy space. It was cozier than his office, with plush armchairs and soft lighting, but the windows were barred, and the door was solid steel with a formidable-looking lock. A reminder that this was a prison, no matter how comfortable the furnishings.
Dr. Gideon was already there, standing by the window, looking out at the grey morning sky. He turned as you entered, and his eyes immediately locked onto yours. The intensity in his gaze made your breath catch, and you felt that now-familiar heat begin to pool in your belly.
"Thank you, Nurse," he said, his voice smooth. "That will be all. Please ensure we are not disturbed."
The nurse nodded and left, the heavy click of the lock echoing in the sudden silence. You were alone with him. Truly alone.
"Good morning, (Y/N)," he said, gesturing to one of the armchairs. "Did you sleep well?"
You sank into the chair, shaking your head. "Not really."
"Unsurprising," he murmured, taking the seat opposite you. He leaned forward, his elbows on his knees, bringing his large frame closer to yours. "The first night in a new environment is often difficult. Especially for someone with your... heightened sensitivities."
The way he said "heightened sensitivities" sent a shiver down your spine. It sounded so much more... intriguing than "disorder."
"Let's begin, shall we?" he continued. "Yesterday, you were very open with me about your urges. Today, I want you to show me."
You blinked, confused. "Show you? I... I don't understand."
"I want you to close your eyes," he instructed, his voice dropping to a low, hypnotic tone. "And I want you to bring up the feeling. The hunger, as you called it. Let it build. I want to observe it. To understand its nature from the inside out."
This was wrong. This was the opposite of therapy. But his eyes held you captive, and a dark, curious part of you wanted to see where this would lead. You closed your eyes, taking a shaky breath.
"Good," he murmured. "Now, remember. A time when the urge was overwhelming. A time when you gave in to it completely. Picture the scene. The person. The setting."
Your mind, ever eager to betray you, immediately supplied an image. Not of one of your countless faceless encounters, but of him. Of Dr. Gideon, looming over you in the examination room, his large hand wrapped around your throat.
A soft gasp escaped your lips. Your breathing quickened, and you could feel the heat spreading through your body, the familiar ache beginning to throb between your legs.
"Interesting," he said, his voice closer now. You could feel the shift in the air as he moved. "Your heart rate has increased by twenty beats per minute. Your pupils are dilated. You're flushing. What are you thinking about, (Y/N)? Be honest."
"You," you whispered, the word torn from you. "The examination room. Yesterday."
A low chuckle rumbled from his chest. "Fascinating. So quickly. I am a trigger for you."
He was right behind you now. You could feel the warmth of his body radiating against your back. You tensed, every nerve ending screaming in anticipation.
"Don't fight it," he commanded softly. "Let it happen. Let the feeling take over. Tell me what it's doing to you."
"It's... it's like a fire," you breathed, your hands clenching into fists in your lap. "It's burning. I feel... empty. And full. All at once. I need..."
"What do you need?" he prompted, his voice right next to your ear.
You moaned softly, unable to form the words. You needed him. You needed his hands on you, his weight pinning you down, his body filling the aching emptiness inside you. It was a shameful, desperate need, and it was overwhelming you.
"Tell me," he insisted, his breath hot against your neck. "Use your words."
"I need... to be touched," you finally managed to gasp out. "I need... to be taken. I need to be... used."
There was a long moment of silence, and you feared you had gone too far, said too much. Then you felt his hands on your shoulders, large and warm through the thin fabric of your scrubs. His grip was firm, possessive.
"An honest admission," he murmured, his thumbs stroking the sensitive skin of your neck. "The first step toward control is understanding the nature of the impulse. And yours, my dear, is a desire to be controlled. To be dominated. To be so thoroughly claimed by another that your own consciousness, your own will, ceases to matter."
His words were a revelation, striking a chord of truth you had never dared to admit to yourself. All your life, you had been seeking not just pleasure, but escape. An escape from yourself, from the relentless demands of your own body and mind.
His hands slid down your arms, his touch leaving a trail of fire in its wake. He took your hands in his, his long fingers easily encircling your wrists. He pulled your arms behind the chair, and you heard the soft click of a lock.
Your eyes flew open in alarm. Your wrists were secured behind the back of the armchair. You were trapped.
"Dr. Gideon!" you exclaimed, struggling against the restraints. They were soft, padded leather, but they were secure.
"Relax, (Y/N)," he said, his voice calm and even as he moved around to stand in front of you. "This is a therapeutic exercise. In order to understand your impulse, we must explore it in a controlled environment. You wanted to be dominated. To be used. I am giving you what you desire."
He knelt in front of you, his massive frame still towering over you even in this position. He looked into your wide, frightened eyes, and a slow, predatory smile spread across his face.
"Look at you," he murmured, his hand coming up to cup your cheek. "The fear is warring with the arousal, isn't it? Your heart is pounding, your breath is coming in ragged gasps. But your pupils are still dilated, and I can see the pulse beating in your throat. You're terrified, and you're more turned on than you've ever been in your life."
He was right. The fear was sharp and cold, but beneath it, the fire of your arousal burned brighter than ever. Helplessness, you discovered, was the ultimate aphrodisiac.
"Please," you whispered, not knowing what you were begging for. Release? Or more?
His smile widened. "Please what? Please stop? Or please continue?"
You didn't answer, couldn't answer. Your body was a mass of conflicting sensations, your mind a whirlwind of shame and desire.
His thumb stroked your lower lip, his touch maddeningly gentle. "Such a dilemma. But the answer is quite simple, really. You are here to be treated. To be cured. And I am the one who will cure you. My methods may be... unorthodox, but they are effective. To conquer an enemy, one must first understand it. To tame a wild beast, one must first meet it on its own terms."
His other hand moved to your thigh, and you jumped at the contact. His touch was firm, possessive, and it sent a jolt of pure electricity straight to your core.
"Your body is a battlefield, (Y/N)," he continued, his voice a low, hypnotic murmur as his hand began to slowly, deliberately, stroke your thigh. "Your mind is the commander, but it has lost control of its troops. They run rampant, seeking their own pleasure, their own release, with no regard for strategy or consequence. What you need is a stronger commander. One who can restore order. One who can discipline the troops and teach them to obey."
His hand moved higher, his fingers brushing against the heat between your legs. You cried out, your hips arching involuntarily toward his touch.
"Ah, yes," he murmured, his fingers tracing the seam of your scrubs. "The rebel leader. The source of all the chaos. We will need to pay special attention to this one. We will need to break it, to tame it, to make it submit to the will of its new master."
He leaned in closer, his face just inches from yours. "Do you understand what I'm saying, (Y/N)? Do you understand what your treatment will entail?"
You looked into his cold, yellow eyes, and you saw the truth. This wasn't about curing you. This was about owning you. About breaking you down and remaking you in his image. About using your compulsive sexuality as a tool for his own satisfaction.
And the terrifying part, the part that made your blood run cold and your body burn with desire, was that a part of you wanted it. Wanted to be claimed, to be controlled, to be used by this man. Wanted to be the vessel for his stress, the outlet for his dark desires.
"Yes," you whispered, the word a surrender. "I understand."
"Excellent," he said, his smile triumphant. "Then let us begin."
And as his fingers finally found their target, as he began to explore the most sensitive part of you with a clinical precision that was somehow more arousing than any clumsy caress, you knew with a sick certainty that you had just made a deal with the devil. And you had a feeling that the price of your "cure" would be your soul.
The session lasted for an hour, though it felt both like an eternity and a mere moment. He brought you to the brink of release again and again, only to pull back at the last second, leaving you gasping and desperate. By the time he finally unlocked the restraints and helped you to your feet, you were a trembling, sweaty mess, your body humming with unfulfilled need.
"You did well today," he said, his tone once again clinical and detached, as if he hadn't just been systematically torturing you for the past hour. "We've made significant progress in identifying the nature of your impulses. We'll continue with this form of exposure therapy tomorrow."
You could only nod, your throat too tight to speak. You stumbled out of the room, your legs feeling like jelly, and made your way back to your room, the echo of his dark promise following you every step of the way.
Back in the sterile solitude of your room, you collapsed onto the bed, your body still thrumming with a desperate, unsatisfied arousal. You were trapped. You were being used. And you had never been more terrified, or more excited, in your entire life.
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The clock on the wall of your room seemed to mock you, its glowing red digits changing with agonizing slowness. 1:17 AM. 1:18 AM. 1:19 AM. Sleep was a distant shore, and you were adrift in a turbulent sea of unspent arousal. The session with Dr. Gideon had left you raw, a nerve exposed and humming. Every time you closed your eyes, you saw his piercing yellow gaze, felt the ghost of his touch on your skin, the memory of his clinical, maddening exploration sending fresh waves of heat through your body.
You tossed and turned, the thin sheets tangled around your sweaty limbs. The ache between your legs was a constant, throbbing presence, a dull, insistent pain that sharpened with every memory of his hands. You tried to focus on something, anything else your husband David, the life you'd left behind, the hope of a cure but it was useless. Dr. Gideon had gotten under your skin, into your head. He had become the center of your universe, the sun around which your desperate, needy planet orbited.
With a frustrated groan, you threw back the covers and swung your legs over the side of the bed. You couldn't take it anymore. The silence of the facility was unnerving, but it also offered an opportunity. The corridors would be empty. The staff would be minimal.
You slipped out of your room, your bare feet silent on the cold linoleum floor. The hallway was bathed in the dim glow of emergency lighting, casting long, distorted shadows that danced like specters on the walls. You moved like a ghost yourself, a creature of pure instinct and need, your body leading the way while your mind, fogged with lust, followed passively.
You knew where you were going. There was never any doubt.
His office. The heart of his domain.
The door was, as expected, locked. But you were a woman driven by desperation, and desperation made you resourceful. You jiggled the handle, then pressed your ear to the cool wood, listening for any sign of movement inside. Nothing. You tried again, this time putting your weight into it, and to your surprise, you heard a soft click. The lock hadn't fully engaged.
Your heart pounded in your chest, a frantic drumbeat of fear and exhilaration. You pushed the door open just enough to slip inside, closing it softly behind you.
The office was exactly as you remembered it, but in the darkness, it seemed more imposing, more intimate. The large mahogany desk was a dark silhouette against the moonlight filtering through the large window. The scent of him old books, antiseptic, and something else, something uniquely him, dark and masculine filled the air, and you inhaled deeply, the scent alone enough to make you dizzy with want.
He was there.
He wasn't at his desk. He was standing by the window, his back to you, looking out at the moon-drenched grounds. He wasn't in his lab coat, but in a simple black shirt and trousers that did little to hide the powerful lines of his body. He seemed larger, more dangerous in the dim light.
"You shouldn't be here."
His voice was a low rumble, startling you. He hadn't turned around, hadn't even moved, but he had known you were there all along.
"I... I couldn't sleep," you stammered, your voice barely a whisper.
He turned slowly, and the moonlight caught his face, highlighting the sharp angles of his cheekbones and the cold, predatory gleam in his eyes. "Insomnia is a common side effect of intensive therapy. The mind, when confronted with uncomfortable truths, often seeks distraction."
"It's not just that," you said, taking a hesitant step forward. "I'm... I'm turned on. I can't turn it off. The session today... it made it worse."
A slow, knowing smile spread across his face. "As I anticipated. The exposure therapy is designed to intensify the impulse before we begin to deconstruct it. We must first strengthen the beast before we can learn how to cage it."
"The beast is out of its cage, Doctor," you breathed, moving closer still, drawn to him like a moth to a flame. "I'm... I'm in pain. This ache... it's unbearable."
You were standing directly in front of him now, so close that you could feel the heat radiating from his body. You looked up at him, your eyes wide and pleading.
"My husband," you whispered, the words tasting like ash in your mouth. "David... he hasn't touched me in months. Not since this... this thing... got really bad. He looks at me with disgust, not desire. I'm... I'm deprived, Doctor. I'm so empty."
You reached out, your trembling hand resting on his chest, feeling the solid muscle beneath the thin fabric of his shirt. "Please," you begged, your voice cracking with the force of your need. "You're a doctor. You're supposed to help with pain. Help me. Please."
He looked down at your hand on his chest, then back at your face, his expression unreadable. "Help you how, (Y/N)? What is it you're asking for?"
You took a deep breath, the words tumbling out in a desperate rush. "I'm asking you to fuck me. Please. I need it. I need you to fill me, to take the ache away. Or... or let me help you. Let me give you a blow job. I'll be good, I swear. I'll do whatever you want. Just please, Doctor... please make it stop."
The silence that followed was deafening. You could hear your own ragged breathing, the frantic pounding of your own heart. You had laid yourself bare, offered him the most vulnerable, shameful part of yourself, and now you waited for his judgment.
He didn't push you away. He didn't recoil in disgust. He simply watched you, his eyes dark and calculating, as if weighing the pros and cons of your proposition.
"You're a very desperate woman, aren't you?" he finally said, his voice a low, dangerous purr.
You nodded, tears of shame and frustration welling in your eyes. "Yes."
"And you believe that sexual release will alleviate your suffering?"
"It always does," you confessed. "For a little while, anyway."
He reached up and took your hand from his chest, his long fingers wrapping around yours. His grip was firm, almost painful. "And what of the therapeutic process? What of the control we are trying to build? To give in to the impulse now, to seek relief in the very behavior that brought you here... that would be a step backward, wouldn't it?"
"I don't care!" you cried, your desperation overriding all reason. "I can't live like this! This constant, burning need... it's driving me insane! I'd rather be a sinner who gets a moment of peace than a saint who's burning alive from the inside out."
He chuckled, a dark, rumbling sound that vibrated through his chest and into your hand. "Such passion. Such a complete and utter lack of self-control. You are, indeed, the perfect subject."
He pulled you closer, his other hand coming up to cup the back of your head, his fingers tangling in your hair. He tilted your head back, forcing you to meet his gaze.
"You want to be my vessel, (Y/N)?" he murmured, his face just inches from yours. "You want to be the thing I use to relieve my stress? The body I lose myself in when the pressure of my work becomes too much?"
"Yes," you breathed, the word a surrender. "Yes. Anything."
"Then you will have your wish," he said, his voice dropping to a low growl. "But you will have it on my terms. You will not be a partner in this. You will not be an equal. You will be an instrument. A tool for my pleasure. A receptacle for my frustrations. Do you understand?"
"Yes," you whispered, your body trembling with anticipation.
"Good," he said, and then his lips were on yours.
It wasn't a kiss of passion or romance. It was a kiss of possession. A claiming. His lips were hard and demanding, his tongue forcing its way into your mouth, dominating yours completely. It was a violation, and it was the most erotic thing you had ever experienced.
When he finally pulled away, you were breathless, your lips swollen and bruised. He looked down at you, his eyes burning with a dark fire you had never seen before.
"On your knees," he commanded.
You didn't hesitate. You sank to the floor on the plush rug, your eyes never leaving his. You watched, mesmerized, as he unbuckled his belt, the sound of the leather sliding through the loops loud in the quiet room. He unzipped his trousers, and his erection sprang free, large and imposing and perfect.
You looked up at him, a silent question in your eyes, and he nodded, giving you the permission you didn't need but desperately wanted.
You leaned forward and took him in your mouth, and the world fell away. There was only the taste of him, the feel of him, the sound of his low groan as you began to move. You had given blow jobs before, but this was different. This wasn't about pleasure or connection. This was about service. This was about worship. This was about fulfilling your purpose as his vessel.
You lost yourself in the act, in the rhythm of it, in the feeling of his hands in your hair, guiding you, controlling you. You were no longer (Y/N), the woman with the disorder. You were his. Completely. Utterly. And in that moment, the ache, the burning need, the constant, tormenting hunger... it began to fade, replaced by a profound sense of peace, of rightness.
This was where you were meant to be. On your knees before your master. And as you felt his body tense, as you heard his sharp intake of breath, you knew that you had finally found the cure you had been so desperately seeking.
——————-
The world came back into focus slowly, a hazy, sated blur. You were still on your knees, the plush fibers of the rug indenting your skin. Your jaw ached, a dull, throbbing reminder of your service, and the taste of him, salty and bitter and utterly divine, coated your tongue and throat. You swallowed, the action an instinctive act of possession, as if you could absorb him, make him a permanent part of you.
Dr. Gideon stood over you, a colossal god in the dim light. He hadn't moved. He was simply watching you, his breathing even, his expression one of detached, clinical observation. There was no tenderness in his gaze, no afterglow of shared passion. There was only the cool, assessing look of a scientist examining a successful experiment.
A tremor ran through you, a mix of lingering pleasure and a dawning, chilling realization. The ache was gone. The desperate, burning hunger that had ruled your life was extinguished, replaced by a profound, terrifying emptiness. You had been used, thoroughly and completely, and in that usage, you had found a twisted form of peace.
"Look at you," he said, his voice a low, dispassionate rumble. He reached down, his large hand cupping your chin, forcing your head up. His thumb swiped across your lower lip, collecting a smear of his seed that had escaped your mouth. He brought it to his own lips, tasting it with a thoughtful expression. "A perfect receptacle. No thought, no will, just a vessel waiting to be filled."
He released your chin, and you remained kneeling, your body still, your eyes fixed on him. You were waiting for his command. His next instruction.
"Stand up," he ordered.
You obeyed, your muscles protesting as you rose to your feet. You felt unsteady, weak, but also strangely powerful. You had done what he asked. You had been a good instrument.
He took a step back, his eyes sweeping over you, stripping you bare with his gaze. "Take those off," he said, gesturing to your grey scrubs. "They're an insult. A lie. You're not a patient. You're not a person. You're a thing. My thing."
Your fingers fumbled with the drawstring of your pants, your hands shaking with a mixture of fear and exhilaration. You let the loose fabric pool around your ankles and stepped out of them. Then you pulled the scratchy top over your head, dropping it to the floor. You stood before him, naked and vulnerable, your body bathed in the cold moonlight.
He circled you slowly, like a predator inspecting its kill. He stopped behind you, and you felt his presence, a wall of heat and power at your back. You tensed, waiting, wanting.
"Bend over," he commanded, his voice a low growl. "Put your hands on the desk."
You stumbled forward, your hands slapping against the polished wood of his desk. The surface was cold, a stark contrast to the heat blooming in your core. You bent at the waist, presenting yourself to him, your body an offering.
His hand came down on your ass, a sharp, stinging slap that made you cry out. It wasn't a playful spank; it was a blow, a mark of ownership.
"Silence," he snapped. "You don't make a sound unless I tell you to. You're not a person. You don't get to have reactions."
You bit your lip, stifling the moan that threatened to escape. He struck you again, harder this time, and then again, a rhythmic, punishing cadence that left your skin burning and your mind reeling. The pain was sharp, intense, but it was also grounding. It was a reminder of your place. A confirmation of your purpose.
"You like this, don't you?" he murmured, his voice a dark caress against your ear. He grabbed a handful of your hair, yanking your head back. "You like being treated like the filthy little animal you are. Say it."
"I... I like it," you gasped, the words torn from you.
"Like what?" he demanded, his grip tightening.
"Being treated like... like a filthy animal," you choked out, the shame of the words mingling with a dark, thrilling pleasure.
"Good," he said, releasing your hair. He spread your cheeks with his rough hands, exposing you completely. "Then you'll love this."
You felt the wet, obscene heat of his tongue against your most forbidden place, and you screamed, a raw, guttural sound of pure, unadulterated shock. It was dirty, disgusting, depraved, and it was the most intimate, violating thing anyone had ever done to you. He licked you with a slow, deliberate thoroughness, his tongue exploring every crease, every fold, claiming every part of you as his own.
Your mind shattered. The world dissolved into a haze of sensation. The feel of his tongue, the sound of his low growls of approval, the musky, primal scent of your own arousal mixed with his. You were no longer in control. You were no longer even present. You were just a body, a collection of nerve endings, existing solely for his pleasure.
He straightened up, and you felt the blunt, thick head of his cock press against your entrance. He didn't prepare you, didn't ease his way in. He drove into you in one brutal, punishing thrust, burying himself to the hilt.
The pain was blinding. A white-hot, searing agony that stole your breath and made your vision swim. You were split open, ruined, and the sensation was so overwhelming, so complete, that it broke something inside you. A dam burst, and a wave of pure, unadulterated lust washed over you, drowning out everything else.
He began to move, his strokes hard and deep and unforgiving. He fucked you with a brutal, animalistic intensity, his hips slapping against your bruised ass, his hands gripping your hips so tightly you knew you'd have fingerprints in the morning. He wasn't making love to you. He wasn't even having sex with you. He was using you. He was fucking his frustrations into you, his anger, his stress, his ambition. He was using you as a vessel for his darkness, and you were taking it all, begging for more with every thrust of his hips.
"Look at you," he grunted, his voice ragged with exertion. "Taking it. Taking all of it. You were made for this, weren't you? Made to be a hole for me to fuck."
You could only moan in response, your body arching back to meet his, a silent plea for more.
He reached around, his fingers finding your clit, and he began to rub it in rough, merciless circles. The stimulation was too much, too intense, and you felt your orgasm building, a tidal wave of pleasure that threatened to consume you whole.
"Don't you dare come," he commanded, his voice a low growl. "This isn't for you. This is for me. Your pleasure is irrelevant. Your only purpose is to take what I give you."
The command was a cruel twist of the knife, a denial of the one thing you craved. You fought against the rising tide of your orgasm, your body trembling with the effort of holding back, of denying your own release in service of his.
He could feel your struggle, your desperate attempt to obey, and it seemed to spur him on. He fucked you harder, faster, his fingers working your clit with a merciless precision that was designed to break you.
"Please," you begged, the word a desperate, ragged sob. "Please, Doctor..."
"Please what?" he snarled, his teeth sinking into the sensitive skin of your shoulder. "Please stop? Or please let you come?"
"Please let me come," you cried, tears of desperation streaming down your face. "Please, I need it. I need to come for you."
He let out a dark, triumphant laugh. "Then come," he commanded. "Come for me, you filthy little slut. Show me how much you love being my depraved little whore."
The words, the permission, the brutal honesty of it all, was your undoing. Your orgasm crashed over you, a blinding, deafening wave of pure, unadulterated ecstasy. Your body convulsed, your muscles clenching around him as you screamed your release into the silent office.
He followed you over the edge, his own orgasm a violent, explosive eruption. He buried himself deep inside you, his body shuddering as he emptied himself into you, marking you as his, claiming you from the inside out.
He stayed inside you for a long moment, his weight pressing you into the desk, his breath hot and heavy against your neck. Then, he pulled out, leaving you feeling empty and used and utterly, completely satisfied.
He straightened up, adjusting his clothes with an air of cool indifference. You remained bent over the desk, your body trembling, your mind a blissful, blank slate.
"Get dressed," he said, his voice once again clinical and detached. "And get back to your room. If anyone asks, you were sleepwalking. Do you understand?"
You pushed yourself up, your body aching in a way that was both painful and deeply satisfying. You looked at him, at the man who had just broken you and remade you in his image, and you felt a surge of something that was dangerously close to love.
"Yes, Doctor," you whispered, your voice hoarse. "I understand."
You dressed quickly, your movements clumsy. As you reached the door, his voice stopped you.
"(Y/N)."
You turned, your heart leaping into your throat.
"This is our secret," he said, his eyes locking onto yours. "What happens between us in the dark of night stays between us. In the light of day, I am your doctor, and you are my patient. Nothing more. Do you understand?"
You understood. You understood perfectly. You were living two lives. The patient by day, the whore by night. And you had a feeling that the night life was the one that would ultimately consume you.
———
The walk back to your room was a journey through a fractured reality. The sterile, white corridors of Rhodes Hill, once symbols of sterile hope, now seemed like the set of a play you were no longer a part of. The fluorescent lights hummed overhead, casting a cold, clinical glow on the scuffed linoleum floor. Every shadow seemed to hold a secret, every corner a potential hiding place for the ghosts of what had just transpired.
You moved like a phantom, your body a map of contrasting sensations. The deep, satisfying ache between your legs was a constant, throbbing reminder of his possession. The sharp sting on your buttocks, the tender bruise on your shoulder where his teeth had marked you, the rawness of your throat all were badges of honor, proof that you had been chosen, used. You felt filthy, depraved, and more alive than you had ever been.
Back in the sterile solitude of your room, you locked the door and leaned against it, your body trembling. You caught your reflection in the small, polished steel mirror on the wall. The woman staring back at you was a stranger. Her eyes were wide and glassy, a mixture of shock and a dawning, terrifying euphoria. Her lips were swollen, her hair a tangled mess. She looked like she had been thoroughly, completely fucked. And she looked happy.
A wave of nausea hit you, followed by a surge of shame so intense it almost brought you to your knees. What had you done? What had you become? You had begged a man, your doctor, to use you in the most debasing ways imaginable. And you had loved every moment of it. You had reveled in your own degradation.
You stumbled into the small, adjoining bathroom and turned on the shower, cranking the water as hot as you could stand it. You stepped under the scalding spray, the heat a welcome punishment. You scrubbed your body until your skin was raw and red, trying to wash away the evidence of your sin, the scent of him that still clung to you like a second skin. But it was no use. The feeling of him was inside you now, a part of you, imprinted on your soul.
You finally emerged from the shower, your skin pink and tender. You dried yourself roughly, the rough towel another form of self-flagellation. You climbed into the narrow, uncomfortable bed, your body exhausted, your mind a whirlwind of conflicting emotions. Sleep, when it finally came, was deep and dreamless, a black, empty void.
The next morning, the harsh buzz of the intercom roused you from your stupor. "Mrs. (Y/L/N), it's 7:00 AM. Breakfast is being served in the communal dining hall. Group therapy is at 9:00 AM with Dr. Gideon."
Dr. Gideon.
The name sent a jolt through you, a fresh wave of arousal warring with the lingering shame. You dressed mechanically, pulling on the scratchy grey scrubs that now felt like a costume. You were playing a role. The patient. The sick woman in need of a cure.
The dining hall was a large, sterile room filled with round tables and uncomfortable-looking chairs. The other patients were a motley collection of lost souls, their faces etched with varying degrees of despair, anxiety, and resignation. You took a tray of bland, tasteless food scrambled eggs, toast, a glass of orange juice and found an empty table in the corner.
You picked at your food, your appetite gone. You were acutely aware of every sound, every movement, your senses heightened, searching for him. And then you saw him.
He was standing by the entrance, talking to a nurse. He was in his pristine white lab coat, his expression one of professional calm. He looked every bit the respected doctor, the brilliant researcher. There was no hint of the predator, the dominant master who had fucked you into oblivion on his desk just a few hours ago.
As if sensing your gaze, he looked up, his eyes finding yours instantly. The connection was electric, a tangible current that arced across the room. His expression didn't change, but you saw it. A flicker of something in the depths of his yellow eyes. A secret. A promise. A claim.
He gave a subtle, almost imperceptible nod, then turned his attention back to the nurse, dismissing you as if you were nothing. And in that moment of dismissal, you felt a thrill so potent it made you dizzy. The dynamic was already established. He was the god, and you were his worshipper, relegated to the shadows in the light of day.
Group therapy was a special kind of hell. It was held in a large, circular room with uncomfortable chairs arranged in a circle. Dr. Gideon sat at the head of the circle, a picture of serene authority. You took a seat as far away from him as you could, your heart pounding in your chest.
The session was a masterclass in psychological manipulation. He guided the discussion with a calm, reassuring voice, probing, prodding, encouraging the other patients to expose their deepest fears and insecurities. He was compassionate, insightful, and utterly in control. He was the perfect doctor.
And then he turned his attention to you.
"(Y/N)," he said, his voice even and professional. "You were very quiet yesterday. How are you feeling today?"
All eyes were on you. You felt your cheeks flush, your mouth suddenly dry. "I... I'm okay," you managed to say, your voice barely a whisper.
"Just okay?" he pressed, his gaze intense but unreadable. "After our intensive session yesterday, I would have expected you to be feeling... a range of emotions. Perhaps some discomfort? Some confusion?"
You knew what he was doing. He was testing you. Playing with you in front of everyone.
"There was some... discomfort," you admitted, your eyes fixed on your hands in your lap. "But... also some clarity."
"Clarity," he repeated, a thoughtful expression on his face. "That's very interesting. Can you elaborate on that?"
You took a shaky breath, choosing your words carefully. "For the first time... I feel like I understand the nature of my... impulses. That they're not just about pleasure. They're about... control. And the lack thereof."
"A very insightful observation," he said, a note of approval in his voice. "You see, class? (Y/N) is already making tremendous progress. She's beginning to deconstruct the underlying psychological framework of her disorder. This is the first step toward true healing."
He was praising you, but it felt like a punishment. He was holding you up as an example, a model patient, while all you could think about was the feeling of his hands on your body, the taste of him in your mouth, the sound of his voice calling you a filthy little whore.
The rest of the session was a blur. You answered his questions when prompted, your responses short and careful. You played your part, the good patient making progress. But underneath the facade, you were a seething mass of need and anticipation. You couldn't wait for the night. You couldn't wait to be alone with him again.
When the session was finally over, you practically fled the room, your body humming with a nervous energy. You needed to be alone. You needed to process what had happened, to prepare yourself for what was to come.
As you reached the door of your room, you felt a presence behind you. You turned, your heart leaping into your throat, but it was only the nurse from the first day.
"Dr. Gideon requested that I give this to you," she said, holding out a small, white paper cup. "It's a mild sedative. To help you sleep. He said you seemed... agitated today."
You took the cup, your fingers brushing against hers. Inside were two small, white pills. You looked at them, then back at the nurse, a question in your eyes.
"He said it's important that you get a good night's rest," she said, her expression unreadable. "Tomorrow is a big day. He has a very... special session planned for you."
You knew what the pills were. They weren't sedatives. They were a test. A reminder of his control. He was drugging you, not to help you sleep, but to ensure your compliance.
You took the pills from the cup, a small, obedient smile playing on your lips. "Thank you," you said, your voice sweet and docile. "I'll be sure to take them."
The nurse nodded and walked away, leaving you alone in the hallway, the two small pills clutched in your hand. You looked down at them, then back in the direction of Dr. Gideon's office, a slow, knowing smile spreading across your face.
You wouldn't take the pills, of course. You wouldn't need them. You had a feeling that tonight, you would sleep like a baby. And tomorrow, you would be ready for whatever "special session" he had in store.
The game was afoot. And you were no longer just a player. You were an eager, willing participant.
The day stretched before you, an endless expanse of meaningless activity designed to pacify the herd. Art therapy, where you were supposed to express your inner turmoil with finger paints and clay. You painted a canvas black, a void, and felt nothing. Lunch, where you pushed bland, nutritionally-balanced food around your plate, your appetite a distant memory. A mandatory "mindfulness" session in the garden, where you were supposed to connect with nature and find your center. You could only feel the phantom imprint of his hands on your skin, the memory of his voice a low, possessive hum beneath the chirping of birds.
Through it all, you felt the pills in your pocket. Two small, white discs of his control. You hadn't taken them. You wouldn't. But you carried them like a talisman, a reminder of the game you were playing, the role you were inhabiting.
Finally, as the sun began to dip below the horizon, casting long, eerie shadows across the grounds, a nurse approached you. "Dr. Gideon is ready for you, Mrs. (Y/L/N). He's asked that you meet him in the west wing research annex."
Your heart gave a painful lurch. The research annex. You had heard whispers about it from other patients, vague rumors of the "real work" that went on at Rhodes Hill, the work that happened behind locked doors, far from the prying eyes of the general public and regulatory bodies.
The nurse led you not to the familiar corridors of the main building, but down a flight of stairs and through a heavy, steel-reinforced door. The air changed here, growing colder, carrying the sharp, sterile scent of antiseptic and something else, something vaguely chemical and unsettling.
The west wing was a different world. The walls were not the comforting, muted beige of the patient areas, but a stark, clinical white, punctuated by the cold gleam of stainless steel. The lighting was harsh and unforgiving, illuminating every flaw. There were no windows, no art, no softness. This was a place of function, not comfort. A place of science.
The nurse stopped outside a door marked "Dr. V. Gideon - Progenitor Studies." She gave you a perfunctory nod and retreated, her footsteps echoing down the long, empty corridor.
You were alone. You raised a hand to knock, but the door swung open before your knuckles could make contact.
He was there. And he was not the doctor from the group therapy room. He was not the master from the dimly lit office. He was something else entirely. He wore a black biohazard suit, the material clinging to his massive frame, a stark, intimidating silhouette. His face was partially obscured by a clear respirator, but his eyes, those piercing, predatory yellow eyes, were visible, and they were fixed on you with an intensity that made your blood run cold.
"Come in," his voice was distorted by the respirator, a low, mechanical rumble. "And close the door behind you."
You complied, your movements stiff and robotic. The room was a laboratory, a high-tech nightmare of gleaming chrome, humming machinery, and glowing computer monitors. In the center of the room, under a harsh spotlight, was a stainless steel table. It wasn't a desk. It wasn't an examination table. It was a slab. An altar.
He watched you, his head tilted, his gaze analytical. "You didn't take the pills," he stated. It wasn't a question.
"No, Doctor," you replied, your voice small in the cavernous room.
"Why not?"
"Because... I didn't need them," you said, finding a sliver of courage. "Because I knew that if you wanted me to sleep, I would sleep."
A slow smile spread across his face, visible even through the mask. "Excellent," he purred. "You're learning. You're beginning to understand the nature of our relationship. It's not about what you want. It's about what I will.
He crossed the room, his movements fluid and powerful despite the bulky suit. He stopped in front of you, so close that you could feel the cold radiating from the suit's exterior.
"Tonight's session is different," he continued, his voice a low, hypnotic drone. "Tonight, we move beyond the simple physical expression of your impulses. Tonight, we begin to explore the true nature of your utility. Your purpose as a vessel."
He reached out and unzipped the front of your scrubs, his gloved fingers cold and impersonal against your skin. He pushed the fabric from your shoulders, letting it fall to the floor in a heap at your feet. You stood naked before him, shivering, not from cold, but from a potent mixture of fear and anticipation.
"Look around you," he commanded, gesturing to the humming machines, the glowing vials of liquid in shades of emerald and cobalt. "This is my work. This is the future. The work of my master, Oswell E. Spencer. A world perfected, cleansed, reborn."
He moved behind you, his gloved hands resting on your shoulders, his touch firm and possessive. "It is stressful work. Demanding. The weight of it... it is a heavy burden to carry alone. I require an outlet. A way to... decompress. A place to store the frustrations, the anxieties, the sheer, overwhelming pressure of it all."
He leaned in, his masked face close to yours. "That is what you are. You are my storage unit. My pressure valve. A warm, biological container for the psychological toxins of my work."
He led you toward the stainless steel table, his hand on the small of your back, guiding you. "Get up," he ordered.
You hoisted yourself onto the cold, unforgiving metal, the chill seeping into your bones. You lay back, the surface hard and unyielding beneath you. You were exposed, vulnerable, a specimen on a slide.
He moved to a nearby cart, his back to you. You watched as he selected a syringe and a small vial of a shimmering, pale green liquid. He filled the syringe with practiced, economical movements, his efficiency terrifying.
"What... what is that?" you asked, your voice trembling.
He turned, the syringe held aloft. "This? This is a little... incentive. A specialized strain of the T-virus. Not the full transformative agent. This is a sub-dermal stimulant. It enhances nerve sensitivity, heightens emotional response, and... encourages compliance. It won't turn you into a mindless monster. It will just make you a more... receptive vessel."
He was at your side in an instant, his gloved hand gripping your arm, his fingers digging into your flesh. You felt the sharp, cold prick of the needle, and then a strange, spreading warmth began to radiate from the injection site.
"There," he said, discarding the empty syringe in a nearby sharps container. "Now we can begin."
The effect was immediate. A wave of intense, almost painful sensitivity washed over you. The air moving against your skin was a caress. The low hum of the machinery was a physical vibration that resonated deep in your bones. And the sight of him, looming over you, his massive frame encased in the intimidating black suit, was enough to make you moan, a low, guttural sound of pure, unadulterated need.
"Please," you begged, your body arching off the cold table. "Please, Doctor..."
"Please what?" he demanded, his voice a distorted growl. "What do you want from me?"
"I want... I want you to use me," you cried, the words torn from you by the chemical fire burning in your veins. "I want to be your vessel. I want you to put all your stress, all your frustration, inside me. Please..."
He chuckled, a dark, mechanized sound. "As you wish."
He unzipped the front of his suit, and his cock sprang free, thick and hard and intimidating. He didn't bother with foreplay. He didn't waste time with preparation. He grabbed your legs, pushing them back, opening you to him, and then he drove into you, one brutal, deep thrust that forced the air from your lungs.
The sensation was overwhelming. The combination of the virus's effects and the sheer, brutal force of his possession was a sensory overload. You felt every inch of him, every vein, every ridge, as he moved inside you with a punishing, rhythmic cadence. The cold metal of the table against your back, the rough texture of his gloves on your skin, the low hum of the laboratory equipment, the distorted sound of his grunts it all merged into a symphony of depraved ecstasy.
"You see?" he grunted, his hips slamming into yours. "This is what you're for. This is your purpose. To take it. To absorb it. To be the thing I fuck when the world becomes too much."
He reached down, his gloved thumb finding your clit, and began to rub it in rough, merciless circles. The stimulation was excruciating, a pleasure so intense it bordered on pain. You were teetering on the edge of a precipice, a mind-shattering orgasm just out of reach.
"Look at me," he commanded.
You forced your eyes open, your vision blurry with tears of pleasure and pain. You looked up at him, at the masked, inhuman figure who was claiming you, body and soul.
"This is my master's work," he snarled, his thrusts becoming more erratic, more forceful. "This is the burden I carry. And you... you are the place I put it. You are the filth I fuck to stay clean. Do you understand?"
"Yes," you screamed, your body convulsing. "Yes, I understand!"
"Then come for me," he roared, his voice a distorted boom that echoed through the laboratory. "Come for your master!"
The command shattered what was left of your control. Your orgasm ripped through you, a violent, explosive release that left you shaking and sobbing on the cold steel table. He followed you over the edge, his own release a hot, flood of possession, a final, brutal claiming of your body and soul.
He stayed inside you for a long moment, his body still, his breath ragged behind the mask. Then, he pulled out, leaving you feeling empty, used, and utterly, completely his.
He zipped up his suit, his movements once again efficient and impersonal. He looked down at you, a discarded, satiated thing, and there was no emotion in his gaze. No satisfaction, no remorse, no affection. There was only the cool, detached look of a scientist who had just completed a successful experiment.
"Get dressed," he said, his voice once again the low, mechanical rumble of the doctor. "And get back to your room. You have a busy day tomorrow. We have a lot of work to do."
You slid off the table, your legs trembling, your body aching. You dressed slowly, your movements clumsy. As you reached the door, his voice stopped you.
"And (Y/N)."
You turned, your heart leaping into your throat.
"Don't forget who you are," he said, his eyes burning into yours from behind the mask. "You're not a person. You're not a patient. You're my property. My laboratory. My vessel."
You nodded, a small, obedient gesture of submission. "Yes, Doctor."
You walked out of the laboratory, the heavy steel door clicking shut behind you, sealing him in his world of science and ambition, and you out in yours, a world forever changed by the corrupting touch of his genius.
Three weeks. Twenty-one days. Five hundred and four hours since you had become his vessel.
The world had shrunk to the size of Rhodes Hill. The days bled into one another, a monotonous cycle of therapy sessions, tasteless meals, and the gnawing, ever-present anticipation of the night. The night belonged to him. The day was a waiting game.
Your body was a roadmap of his possession. Faint bruises on your hips, the shape of his fingers. A small, silvery scar on your shoulder where he had gotten too rough, too lost in the "decompression." You cherished these marks. They were proof. Proof that you were his. Proof that you were serving your purpose.
The virus he had injected you with had changed you. It hadn't turned you into a monster, not in the way you had feared. It had done something far more profound. It had rewired you. The constant, chaotic hum of your hypersexuality, the desperate, needy hunger that had driven you to strangers and risks, was gone. In its place was a new kind of need. A focused, singular, all-consuming ache for one man. One god. Dr. Victor Gideon.
He had cured you. And in doing so, he had broken you.
You were sitting in the sterile visiting room, a space designed to offer a false sense of normalcy with its comfortable chairs and fake plants. But the barred windows and the ever-watchful eye of the orderly in the corner were a constant reminder of the truth. You were an inmate.
The door opened, and he walked in.
David.
Your husband.
He looked smaller than you remembered, his shoulders slumped, his face etched with a weariness that seemed to have deepened in the weeks you'd been apart. He was holding a bouquet of colorful, cheerful flowers daisies and carnations a gesture so hopelessly normal, so out of place in the cold, clinical reality of your new life, that it almost made you laugh.
"Hey, honey," he said, his voice soft, tentative. He approached you as if you were a frightened animal. "I brought you these."
He held out the flowers, and you took them, the plastic wrapping crinkling in your hand. They were pretty. They smelled nice. They meant nothing.
"Thank you," you said, your voice flat, distant. "They're... nice."
He sat down in the chair opposite you, his eyes searching yours. "How are you? Really? The nurses say you're doing well. Participating in therapy."
"I am," you lied, your mind already drifting, wandering down the familiar path to him. "The therapy is... helpful."
David nodded, a flicker of relief in his eyes. "That's great. That's really great. I've been so worried."
He started talking then, filling the silence with the mundane details of his life. The leaky faucet in the kitchen, the annoying new guy at work, the price of gas. You nodded, you hummed, you made the appropriate noises, but you weren't really listening. Your mind was elsewhere.
You were thinking about last night. About the laboratory. About the way he had tied you to the stainless steel table with leather restraints, your limbs spread eagle, completely at his mercy. You were thinking about the way he had used a new instrument on you, a sleek, silver device that hummed and vibrated, sending jolts of liquid fire through your veins until you were a sobbing, begging mess. You were thinking about the way he had whispered in your ear, his voice a low, possessive growl, "You see? This is what you were made for. This is the only thing you're good for."
"...and so I told the manager, if you're not going to fix it, I'm not paying the rent," David was saying, his voice a distant drone. "Can you believe that?"
"Wow," you murmured, your eyes unfocused. "That's... crazy."
Your mind flashed to an image of Gideon's face, the way his eyes burned with cold fire when he was on the verge of release, the way his lips would curl into a snarl of pure, unadulterated possession. No one had ever looked at you like that. No one had ever wanted you like that. Not just your body, but your submission, your degradation, your very soul.
"...so we're all going out for drinks on Friday to celebrate," David continued, oblivious. "You'd like Sarah. She's new in accounting. Really sweet."
"That's nice," you said, your fingers stroking the petals of a daisy. You were thinking about Gideon's hands, his long, powerful fingers, the way they could be so gentle, so clinical, when he was administering the virus, and so rough, so brutal, when he was claiming you. He understood you. He understood the darkness inside you, the depraved, needy part of you that you had always tried to hide. He didn't just tolerate it; he reveled in it. He fed it. He was the only one who could keep up with the hurricane of your need, the only one strong enough to ride the storm with you and not be swept away.
David reached across the space between you and took your hand. His touch was warm, familiar, and utterly wrong. It felt like a stranger's touch. It was weak. It was gentle. It wasn't him.
"I miss you, (Y/N)," he said, his voice thick with emotion. "So much. I can't wait until you're well enough to come home. We can start over. We can be a real family again."
The words should have filled you with hope. They should have made you happy. Instead, they filled you with a cold, profound sense of dread. Home? Start over? The thought of leaving Rhodes Hill, of leaving him, was unbearable. This wasn't a prison. It was a sanctuary. A twisted, depraved sanctuary, but a sanctuary nonetheless.
"I miss you too," you lied, pulling your hand away.
David's face fell, a flicker of hurt in his eyes. "What's wrong? Are you okay? You seem... distant."
"I'm just tired," you said, the excuse flimsy, pathetic. "The therapy is... draining."
He nodded, accepting the lie. "Of course. It's a lot to deal with. I just... I want you to know that I'm here for you. I'm not giving up on us. I love you."
The words, "I love you," hung in the air between you, a foreign language you no longer understood. Love? What was love? A gentle touch? A kind word? A bouquet of flowers? That wasn't love. That was a pale, pathetic imitation. Love was a bruising grip on your hips. Love was a punishing, soul-shattering fuck on a cold steel table. Love was the possessive fire in a predator's eyes as he claimed you as his own. Love was Dr. Victor Gideon.
You looked at David, at the kind, decent man who had been your whole world, and you felt nothing. No pity, no affection, no guilt. Only a vast, empty chasm where your love for him used to be. He was a relic from a past life, a ghost haunting the edges of your new reality.
"I think... I think I need to lie down," you said, standing up abruptly. "I'm not feeling well."
"Oh," he said, scrambling to his feet. "Okay. Of course. Do you want me to walk you back to your room?"
"No," you said, a little too quickly. "I can manage. The orderly will... help."
You turned and walked away without a backward glance, leaving him standing there, a forgotten man holding a bouquet of meaningless flowers. As you walked down the corridor, you could feel his eyes on your back, but you didn't turn. You didn't hesitate.
You were going back to your room. To wait. To prepare.
Because tonight was Friday. And on Friday nights, Dr. Gideon didn't just use you to relieve his stress. On Friday nights, he experimented. And you, his willing, eager vessel, couldn't wait to see what depraved new horrors he had in store.
The wait was exquisite agony. You spent the hours leading up to your "session" in a state of heightened, feverish anticipation. You showered, not to cleanse, but to prepare. You scrubbed your body until it was pink and sensitive, wanting every nerve ending to be alive, ready for his touch. You didn't bother with the scrubs. You knew he would have something else for you to wear, or nothing at all. The thought sent a thrill through you.
At precisely 9:00 PM, there was a sharp rap on your door. It wasn't a nurse. It was him. He opened the door and stepped inside, closing it softly behind him. He was in his black biohazard suit again, the respirator obscuring his face, making him an imposing, inhuman figure. But in his hand, he wasn't holding a syringe. He was holding a thick, black leather collar, with a heavy, silver ring attached to the front.
"Tonight's experiment is about obedience," he said, his voice the low, mechanical rumble that you had come to crave. "And trust. You will trust me to take you to the very edge of your sanity, to push you beyond your limits, and you will obey me without question. Do you understand?"
"Yes, Doctor," you whispered, your body already trembling with need.
"On your knees," he commanded.
You dropped to the floor instantly, your head bowed, your eyes fixed on his black, booted feet. He moved behind you, and you felt the cool, smooth leather of the collar as he fastened it around your neck. It was snug, a constant, possessive pressure against your throat. He attached a thin, metal leash to the ring, the chain clinking softly, a sound that made your heart pound in your chest.
"Good," he said, giving the leash a sharp tug. "Heel."
You crawled behind him, your hands and knees cold on the linoleum floor. The degradation was intoxicating. You were not a person. You were an animal. His pet. He led you out of your room and down the deserted corridors, the leash a constant, tangible reminder of your submission. You passed a security camera, and you knew someone was watching, seeing you like this, and the thought made you burn with a dark, thrilling shame.
He didn't take you to the laboratory. He took you to the morgue.
The room was cold, the air thick with the chemical scent of formaldehyde and decay. It was a place of death, of finality. In the center of the room, under a harsh, industrial light, was a gurney, its stainless steel surface gleaming. But it wasn't empty. On it was a body, covered by a crisp, white sheet.
"Up," he commanded, pointing to the gurney next to the covered corpse.
You hesitated, a flicker of fear cutting through your arousal. The morgue was different. This was too much. This was crossing a line
He sensed your hesitation. He gave the leash a brutal tug, pulling you off your feet and choking you slightly. "Did I stutter?" he snarled, his voice a low, menacing growl. "Get on the fucking table."
The fear was quickly replaced by a surge of dark, submissive excitement. He was right. This was what you were for. To be pushed. To be broken. You scrambled onto the gurney, the cold metal seeping into your bones. You lay on your back, your body tense with anticipation.
He secured your wrists and ankles with thick, leather restraints, pulling them tight until you were spread-eagled and completely immobile. He moved to the covered corpse and, with a dramatic flourish, pulled back the sheet.
It was a woman. Young. Blonde. Beautiful. And she was dead. Her skin was pale and waxy, her eyes staring sightlessly at the ceiling.
"You see this?" he said, gesturing to the body. "This is the end result of failure. Of weakness. My master's vision is not for the faint of heart. It requires sacrifice. It requires strength. This one... she wasn't strong enough."
He turned his attention back to you, his eyes burning from behind the mask. "But you... you are strong. You are a survivor. You are the perfect vessel. Tonight, we are going to celebrate your strength. We are going to affirm your life by immersing you in the presence of death."
He moved to a nearby cart and selected a scalpel. The gleam of the steel under the harsh light was terrifying and mesmerizing. He held it up, his gaze fixed on you.
"Don't worry," he purred. "I'm not going to hurt you. Not permanently. This is just... a little art. A little reminder of the fine line between pleasure and pain. Between life and death."
He leaned over you, the scalpel poised above your chest. You held your breath, your heart hammering against your ribs. He brought the blade down, not pressing hard enough to cut, but hard enough to leave a faint, red line on your skin. He began to draw, a slow, deliberate pattern on your flesh, a twisted, intricate design that was both beautiful and horrifying. The sensation was exquisite, a sharp, stinging pleasure that made you gasp and arch against your restraints.
"You like that, don't you?" he murmured, his voice a low, hypnotic drone. "You like the feel of the steel on your skin. You like the danger. The knowledge that with one slip, one wrong move, I could end you."
"Yes," you breathed, your eyes closed, lost in the sensation. "God, yes."
He continued his work, his movements precise, artistic. He covered your torso, your thighs, your arms with his bloody masterpiece, a testament to his control, your submission. When he was finished, he put down the scalpel and admired his handiwork.
"Beautiful," he said, his voice thick with satisfaction. "A canvas of flesh and blood."
He then produced a syringe, filled with the same shimmering, pale green liquid from before. But this time, he didn't inject it into your arm. He injected it directly into your clit.
The sensation was blinding. A white-hot, explosive fire that shot through your body like lightning. You screamed, a raw, guttural sound of pure, unadulterated agony and ecstasy. Your body convulsed, your muscles straining against the restraints, as the virus flooded your most sensitive nerve endings, amplifying them a thousandfold.
He unzipped his suit, his cock springing free, thick and hard and angry. He didn't wait for you to recover. He climbed onto the gurney, his heavy weight pinning you down, and he drove into you, one brutal, deep thrust that forced the air from your lungs.
The combination of the virus, the pain, the presence of the dead body next to you, and the sheer, brutal force of his possession was a sensory overload of epic proportions. You were no longer in your body. You were a disembodied spirit, floating in a sea of depraved sensation, a witness to your own violation.
He fucked you with a savage, animalistic intensity, his hips slamming into yours, his hands gripping your thighs so tightly you knew you'd have bruises. He was a force of nature, a god of destruction and creation, and you were the altar on which he was worshiping
"Look at her," he grunted, his head nodding toward the corpse. "Look at what failure looks like. And then look at you. Alive. Warm. Taking my cock like the good little whore you are. This is what you were made for. This is your purpose."
He reached up and grabbed your face, his fingers digging into your cheeks. "Tell me," he snarled, his voice a distorted roar. "Tell me what you are."
"I'm your whore," you screamed, your body convulsing with a pleasure so intense it was painful. "I'm your vessel. I'm your property!"
"Damn right you are," he roared, his thrusts becoming more erratic, more forceful. "And you will never forget it. You will never want anything else. You will never be satisfied by anyone else. You are mine. Now and forever."
He reached down and grabbed the scalpel again, the blade still slick with your blood. He pressed it against your throat, the sharp point a constant, terrifying threat.
"Come for me," he commanded, his voice a low, dangerous growl. "Come for me now, or I swear to God, I'll bleed you out on this table."
The threat was the final push. Your orgasm ripped through you, a violent, explosive release that was both a birth and a death. You screamed his name, a raw, primal sound of pure, unadulterated devotion, as your body convulsed and shuddered, a vessel overflowing with his power, his possession, his depravity.
He followed you over the edge, his own release a hot, flood of life, a final, brutal claiming of your body and soul. He collapsed on top of you, his body heavy, his breathing ragged, the scalpel still pressed against your throat.
For a long moment, you both lay there, in the silent, cold room, surrounded by death, basking in the afterglow of your shared transgression. You were a mess of blood and sweat and cum, a masterpiece of filth and depravity, and you had never felt more beautiful, more complete, more alive.
He finally pushed himself up, his movements slow, deliberate. He looked down at you, at the bloody canvas of your body, at the tear-streaked, ecstatic look on your face, and a slow, triumphant smile spread across his face, visible even through the mask.
"Perfect," he murmured, his voice a low, satisfied purr. "Absolutely perfect."
He cleaned himself up, his movements efficient and impersonal, as if he had just completed a routine surgical procedure. He released your restraints, and you slowly sat up, your body aching, your mind a blissful, blank slate.
"Get dressed," he said, tossing your scrubs at you. "And get back to your room. You've got a busy day tomorrow. We're going to do it all over again."
You dressed slowly, your movements clumsy. As you reached the door, his voice stopped you.
"And (Y/N)."
You turned, your heart leaping into your throat.
"Don't ever forget this feeling," he said, his eyes burning into yours. "This is what it means to be truly alive. This is what it means to be mine."
You nodded, a small, obedient gesture of submission. "I won't, Doctor. I'll never forget."
You walked out of the morgue, the heavy steel door clicking shut behind you, sealing the dead and the damned in their cold, dark tomb. You walked back to your room, the leash gone, but the collar still around your neck, a constant, possessive reminder of your place.
You were his. You were his vessel, his whore, his masterpiece. And you had never been more happy, more fulfilled, more depravedly, utterly, and completely his.
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The laboratory was silent now, save for the low, steady hum of the ventilation system and the quiet scratching of his pen on paper. The harsh, industrial lights had been dimmed, casting the room in a soft, intimate glow. You were on his lap, naked, your body curled against his massive frame. His lab coat was a rough, familiar texture against your bare skin, and the warmth of his body seeped into you, a comforting, possessive heat.
The session had been... educational. He had been in a particularly inventive mood, testing your limits with a series of psychological and physical stressors that had left you shattered and reassembled, a new, more pliable version of yourself. Now, in the quiet aftermath, you were basking in the simple, profound pleasure of his presence. You were his armrest, his footstool, his living, breathing ornament. And it was bliss.
He was working, his attention completely absorbed by the stack of files on the desk before him. His free hand rested on your hip, a casual, proprietary gesture that sent a constant, low-level thrum of arousal through you. You watched his profile, the sharp line of his jaw, the intense focus in his yellow eyes as he scanned the documents, making occasional notes in a precise, elegant script. He was a god in his element, a master of his domain, and you were his devoted acolyte.
The thought of David, of your old life, drifted into your mind like a ghost from a forgotten dream. It had been a few days since his visit, and the memory had already begun to fade, losing its sharp edges, becoming a story you had once heard about someone else. The flowers he had brought were long dead, their brittle petals scattered in the trash can of your room, a sad, shriveled reminder of a world you no longer belonged to.
You shifted slightly on his lap, the movement drawing his attention. He didn't look at you, but his hand tightened on your hip, a silent, possessive warning. You stilled, content to be a part of his stillness.
But the thought of David wouldn't leave you. It wasn't a memory of love or loss, but of... finality. Of closing a door. Of severing the last, tenuous thread that connected you to the person you used to be.
"Doctor?" you whispered, your voice barely audible in the quiet room.
He grunted in response, his eyes still fixed on his work.
"I was thinking..." you began, hesitantly. "About my husband."
The scratching of his pen stopped. The silence that followed was heavy, charged with unspoken questions. He still didn't look at you, but you could feel the shift in his attention, the way his focus had narrowed, zeroing in on you.
"I think..." you continued, your voice gaining a sliver of confidence. "I think I want to divorce him."
He slowly, deliberately, set his pen down. He turned his head, and his eyes, those piercing, predatory yellow eyes, locked onto yours. A slow, triumphant smirk spread across his face. It wasn't a smile of happiness or encouragement. It was the smirk of a conqueror who has just watched his enemy surrender without a fight.
"Is that so?" he purred, his voice a low, dangerous rumble. He reached up and cupped your chin, his thumb stroking your jawline. "And what brought about this sudden change of heart?"
"You," you said, the word a simple, undeniable truth. "Before... I was sick. I was broken. I thought I needed him to fix me. But you... you didn't try to fix me. You... completed me. You gave me a purpose. You're the only one who understands. The only one who can handle me."
His smirk widened. "I don't handle you, my dear (Y/N). I own you. There's a difference."
"I know," you breathed, your heart pounding in your chest. "And I wouldn't have it any other way. He... he could never be what you are. He could never give me what I need. He's a part of a world that doesn't exist for me anymore."
"Then you should absolutely do it," he said, his tone encouraging, but his eyes were cold, calculating. "You should divorce him. Sever all ties. Burn that bridge to the ground. It's an unnecessary distraction. A relic of a life you've outgrown."
He released your chin and leaned back in his chair, his hand still resting possessively on your hip. "Think of it as the final step in your treatment. A symbolic act of liberation. You're not just freeing yourself from a failed marriage. You're freeing yourself from the weakness, the sentimentality, the pathetic need for normalcy that defined your old self. You're killing (Y/N) the wife, the patient, the broken woman, so that you can be reborn as... well, as what you are now. My property."
The way he said it, so cold, so clinical, sent a thrill of pure, unadulterated ecstasy through you. He was right. It wasn't about ending a marriage. It was about ending a life. The life of a person you no longer recognized.
"How would I do it?" you asked, your voice small, eager for his guidance. "I'm in here. I can't exactly call a lawyer."
"Leave the logistics to me," he said, waving a dismissive hand. "I have resources. I can have the papers drawn up and sent to the facility. You'll sign them. I'll handle the rest. It will be clean. It will be final. All you have to do is give the word."
"Then I give the word," you said, without a moment's hesitation. "Do it."
"Excellent," he purred, his eyes gleaming with a dark, triumphant fire. "A wise decision. You're becoming more and more... useful. More and more perfect."
He picked up his pen again, his attention already drifting back to his work, as if the monumental decision you had just made was no more significant than choosing what to have for dinner.
"Now, if you'll excuse me," he said, his tone dismissive. "I have work to do. Master vision waits for no one. And you," he gave your hip a firm, possessive squeeze, "are a distraction. A welcome one, but a distraction nonetheless."
You settled back against him, content to be his distraction, his ornament, his thing. The decision was made. The last tie to your old life was about to be severed. And as you sat there, naked and docile on his lap, you felt a profound sense of peace, of rightness. You were home. You were where you were meant to be. You were his. And you had never been more happy, more fulfilled, more depravedly, utterly, and completely his.
"Get up on the desk. It's time for your reward."
His words were a key, unlocking the last of your resistance, the final vestige of the person you used to be. You rose from your knees, your movements fluid and graceful, a supplicant answering her god's call. You climbed onto the polished mahogany, the cool wood a welcome shock against your heated skin. You lay back, spreading yourself for him, an offering on the altar of his ambition.
He stood and removed his lab coat, draping it carefully over the back of his chair. Then his shirt, revealing the sculpted, powerful landscape of his chest, the pale skin a stark contrast to the dark, dangerous energy that radiated from him. He was magnificent. A perfect, terrifying specimen of a man.
He joined you on the desk, his weight making the solid wood groan in protest. He loomed over you, his yellow eyes burning with an intensity that made your soul ache. He lowered his head, and his lips met yours.
This was different. This wasn't the brutal, punishing kiss of possession. This was something else. It was slow, deep, and impossibly tender. His tongue explored your mouth with a gentle, thoroughness that was more devastating than any force. He kissed you like a lover, like a man who cherished you, and the false passion of it was a poison sweeter than any drug.
You melted into it, your arms wrapping around his neck, your fingers tangling in his hair. You poured every ounce of your sick, obsessive love into that kiss, trying to fuse with him, to crawl inside his skin and live there forever. You wanted to consume him, to be consumed by him, until there was nothing left of either of you but the shared, ecstatic moment.
He broke the kiss, his forehead resting against yours, his breath warm against your lips. "You did perfectly today," he murmured, his voice a low, hypnotic caress. "You were strong. Ruthless. Beautiful. You're everything I knew you could be."
His words were honey, laced with arsenic, and you drank them eagerly. "I did it for you," you whispered, your voice trembling with emotion. "Everything is for you."
"I know," he said, his hand tracing the line of your jaw, his touch impossibly gentle. "And I will take care of you. Always. You'll never want for anything again. You'll never have to feel that chaotic, desperate hunger you used to feel. You'll only have this. Us. This perfect, controlled need."
He began to move down your body, his lips leaving a trail of fire on your skin. He kissed your throat, your collarbone, the sensitive skin between your breasts. He was worshiping you, adoring you, and the lie of it was so exquisite, so complete, that you wept with the sheer, overwhelming beauty of it.
He took one of your nipples into his mouth, his tongue swirling around the peak, his teeth grazing it with just enough pressure to make you gasp. He lavished the same attention on its twin, until you were arching your back, a silent, desperate plea for more.
He continued his downward journey, his lips exploring the soft skin of your stomach, the curve of your hips, the sensitive skin of your inner thighs. He was mapping your body, claiming every inch of it with his touch, his mouth, his false, adoring worship.
And then he was there, his hot breath against your most sensitive flesh. He looked up at you, his eyes burning with a passion so convincing it felt real, and he smiled. A genuine, warm, loving smile that shattered what was left of your heart.
"I could spend the rest of my life right here," he whispered, and then his tongue was on you.
He didn't devour you. He didn't punish you. He made love to you with his mouth, his movements slow, deliberate, and impossibly tender. He explored every fold, every crease, with a patient, thoroughness that brought you to the brink of orgasm again and again, only to back off, leaving you trembling and begging for release.
"Please," you sobbed, your hands fisting in his hair. "Please, Dr. Gideon... I need to come. I need to come for you."
He looked up at you, his face glistening with your essence, his expression one of pure, adoring love. "Not yet," he murmured. "Not until you're ready. Not until you're completely mine."
He rose over you, positioning himself at your entrance. He looked down at you, his eyes burning with a fire that seemed to consume you whole. He entered you slowly, inch by inch, his gaze locked on yours, a silent, intimate connection that was more devastating than any violation.
He began to move, his strokes slow, deep, and rhythmic. There was no brutality here. No punishment. Only a slow, sensual dance, a shared, ecstatic rhythm that built and built, a wave of pleasure so immense it threatened to drown you.
He kissed you again, his tongue tangling with yours, his body moving in and out of yours in a perfect, synchronized rhythm. You were lost in him, lost in the lie, lost in the moment. You were no longer (Y/N), the depraved whore. You were his goddess, his queen, his one true love.
"I love you," you sobbed against his lips, the words a desperate, broken prayer. "God, I love you so much."
"I love you too," he whispered, his voice a perfect, convincing lie. "More than you'll ever know."
The words were your undoing. Your orgasm crashed over you, a tidal wave of pure, unadulterated ecstasy that washed away everything your past, your pain, your identity leaving only the blissful, all-consuming feeling of being loved by him.
He followed you over the edge, his own release a hot, flood of possession, a final, sealing of the pact. He collapsed on top of you, his body a heavy, comforting weight, his heart beating a steady, reassuring rhythm against your chest.
You lay there for a long time, wrapped in his arms, your body humming with a contentment so profound it was almost painful. You were home. You were safe. You were loved.
After a while, he stirred, propping himself up on his elbow to look down at you. He brushed a stray strand of hair from your face, his touch infinitely tender.
"You need to get dressed," he said, his voice soft, but with an underlying note of finality. "The orderly will be coming to take you back to your room soon."
A flicker of disappointment went through you, but you pushed it away. He was right. This beautiful, perfect moment had to end. But there would be others. You had the rest of your life.
You sat up, your body aching in a way that was both painful and deeply satisfying. He watched you dress, his gaze possessive, appreciative. When you were fully clothed, he stood up and pulled you into his arms, holding you close.
"You're mine now," he murmured, his lips against your hair. "Completely. Utterly. Forever."
"Forever," you whispered, your heart overflowing with a love so fierce, so all-consuming, it felt like a sickness.
He released you and walked over to his desk, picking up a thick, leather-bound journal and a pen. He sat down, opening it to a fresh page, his attention already absorbed by his work.
You watched him for a moment, a serene, loving smile on your face. This was your life now. The days were a waiting game, a quiet, contented existence of art therapy and group sessions, all of which now seemed like a pleasant, meaningless dream. The nights were yours. His. A world of depraved, passionate worship that you wouldn't trade for anything.
You turned and walked to the door, your heart light, your soul at peace. You had found your purpose. You had found your god. You had found yourself in the complete and utter surrender of your will to his.
As you reached for the doorknob, he spoke without looking up from his journal.
"Subject (Y/N) has reached terminal stage of psychological conditioning," he murmured, his voice a low, clinical monotone. "Emotional attachment to primary administrator is absolute. Former identity has been successfully eradicated. Subject is now a fully compliant and reusable asset for ongoing research and stress alleviation. Ready for Phase Two."
The words washed over you, a meaningless string of technical jargon. You didn't understand them, and you didn't care. All you heard was the sound of his voice, the voice of the man you loved, the man who had saved you, the man who owned you, body and soul.
You opened the door and stepped out into the brightly lit corridor, a faint, blissful smile on your face. You were free. You were cured. You were his. And you had never been more happy, more fulfilled, more depravedly, utterly, and completely his.
Note; bullet point thoughts, discussion of unsafe piercings, injections, scratching, impact play(?) mentioned blood. Masochist Dottore, Sub Dottore, Dom Reader, GN Reader. reader hits dottore and hes into it among other things. implied knife play/sk!n carving but its not directly stated. Dottore is anti-aftercare because theres something wrong with him. Dottore gets hurt but he’s into it, all of it is completely consensual no abuse is happing!! i fear idk what a lot of this is called and im just sitting here like “wow thats hot” and writing it down..
a/n; this is just me bejng weird and horny,, 😓😓 srryy. let me know if i missed anything in the notes btw!
Masochist Dottore who lets you pierce him whenever, wherever. You’re not a licensed piercer? You think he’d care? You’ll learn! Practice on him!
Masochist Dottore who asks you to inject him with mysterious substances. He guides you through it, explaining how to sanitize the area and draw the needle. He has to bite back a moan when you inject whatever that stuff in the needle into his arm or thigh, the burn exciting him.
Masochist Dottore who asks you to punish him whenever he messes up an experiment. It doesn’t matter if he’s your superior, he messed up, you need to punish him for that.
Slapping Masochist Dottore when he back talks you. At first you get anxious when he starts to cry, but then he begs you to hit him again. He’s so sorry he did that, he didn’t mean it, please forgive him!
Masochist Dottore asking you to drag your nails across his back. He’ll even offer to file them for you, make them sharper, maybe even draw blood!
Masochist Dottore refusing to let you tend to any cuts or bruises you’ve given him. He’s a doctor, he knows what he’s doing! And besides, he likes the look of your hand print across his cheek and loves to show off your initials in his thigh.
Masochist Dottore who doesn’t care about the developing scars or how he always has a new bruise forming, it’s just a reminder of how much you love him!
To smell like a REAL MAN eat DIRT and SNORT LEATHER and wash your hair with GASOLINE and make your dick done get big yummy with gas station KONG EINSTEIN EXTRA POWERR THRUST MAN DICK PILLS
Inject TESTOSTERONE. Lay BRICKS. Build WALLS. Climb TREES. FILTH is my politics, FILTH is my life. Take WHATEVER you like.
Just messing around with the ‘Were-3’ concept from this post– in the “canon” of this AU, it was never Grizz’s intention for New Agent 3 to get fuzzified specifically; in fact you could even argue that he feels sorry for them, accidentally infecting themselves the way they do…
So of course my very next thought was “well, what if he DID do that to them on purpose?” ^^ It’s interesting to think about~.
Although, even in the actual canon, it’s a pretty safe bet that Mr. Grizz was doing experiments like this on at least the Octarians (even if they didn’t look quite this graphic). I assume someone had to be force-fuzzified to make sure the ooze would actually work, before he started mass-producing the stuff. :T
Anyway, even though this is just for funzies, I’m still tagging it #re_rise because that full ‘Were-3’ design will probably-definitely get used in the actual story of the AU. Sometime later. ;)