Sadia

[sadiastudies]

HAPPY PRIDE MONTH YOU ALL!!!! I LOVE YOU SO MUCH!!! I SEE YOU AND I LOVE YOU AND I WANNA HUG ALL OF YOU !!!! HAPPY PRIDE!!!!!

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[sadiastudies]

im always thinking if i should change up my tumblr like SADIA STUDIES????? im no more a high school senior, im actually a postgrad student now hehe

[sadiastudies]

i got into college lmaoo i am gonna study journalism

[sadiastudies]

and i did, and i loved it, about to be a practicing journalist in less than 6 months lets gooooo

[sadiastudies]

bro i was really studying in 12th grade???? im about to complete my undergrad this June. so proud of myself lmao

[sakura-haruka]

And as a woman I have no way to make money, not enough to earn a living and support my family. Even if I had my own money, which I don’t, it would belong to my husband the minute we were married. If we had children they would belong to him, not me. They would be his property. So don’t sit there and tell me that marriage isn’t an economic proposition, because it is. It may not be for you but it most certainly is for me.

[sadiastudies]

ok i haven’t visited this page since college started and i just have one question- HOW THE FUCK WAS I SO ENGERISED ALL THE TIME TO NOT JUST RUN AN ONLINE STUDYBLOG BUT ACTUALLY STUDY????

[sadiastudies]

here is something i wrote on desi queer love i hope u guys like it. happy pride month everyone i love you!

”zehra, do you feel the waves crashing down on you too?”

Zehra and I were roommates. She made me ginger tea every morning and read the collapsing of the world with her mellow voice. Only she could make death seem like a Tuesday afternoon - calm and unknown.

Zehra was a woman who fought wars during the day and planned them during the night. She wouldn’t rest till she changed the world.

With the hijab around her hair, kurta till her knees, surma on her eyes, bangles on her hands ; she would conquer the world.

I would lay down beside her and she would massage my hair with the coconut-mint oil her nani made.

She told stories of her grandmother braiding her long, straight, black hair every morning. She told me about the boys who would sing her songs in dark alleys, girls who would play with her hair, men who gave her chocolate dipped fingers to suck, workers she thought were her mother.

She narrated stories and stories, till I fell asleep in her arms.

She would look down on me and lend me a kiss for every night, I couldn’t tell her that I loved her the way my heart pained to confess.

“I feel the waves crashing down on me too, Zuva. Why do you ask?”

She always called me Zuva, I never understood why, I never questioned it, I simply adored her brown eyes when she said it.

“The world feels like it is nearing to a close and I want to hold you close.”

At times, Zehra made it look like the word love didn’t have to be said out loud between us. As if, even without words, my darling Zehra understood it all. Words seemed scary but our actions didn’t.

“The world might be nearing a close end but till you and I remain, it isn’t lonely.”

[sadiastudies]

i got into college lmaoo i am gonna study journalism

[darkacademyrimbaud]

[hldailyupdate]

There is a town Somewhere down a country road I see it now I take it everywhere I go

The river sways I can almost hear it now As if to say You’re not the only one who wants a way out

So I go Cause I don’t wanna feel like I don’t know you anymore I memorise those roads

Somewhere out in the big wild country. Someone’s fallin’ in love in a backseat Giving it away Like their hearts won’t ever break

God bless the young hearts sippin’ cheap wine Gettin’ drunk with their friends for the first time Thinking nothing’s gonna change ‘Till everything chnages

They never leave They’re all havin’ babies now Watchin’ day time tv Livin’ off the gossip of a cruel small town

So I go Cause I don’t wanna feel like you don’t know me anymore Don’t recognise my face

Somewhere out in the big wild country Someone’s fallin’ in love in a backseat Giving it away Like their hearts won’t ever break

God bless the young hearts sippin’ cheap wine Gettin’ drunk with their friends for the first time Thinkin’ nothings gonna change ‘Till everything changes

There ain’t nothing here for me anymore They say they don’t hear from me anymore And I don’t wanna hear it anymore

Somewhere out in the big wild country I was fallin’ in love in a backseat Giving it away Like my heart won’t ever break

Had such a young heart sippin’ cheap wine. Gettin’ drunk with my friends for the first time Thinkin’ nothings gonna change ‘Till everything changes

-Lyrics to Changes by Cam and Harry! (29 October 2020)

[loves-quinns]

Mike Flanagan really said, “yeah I, a man, know almost all men are shit :/“ and then wrote Peter Quint and then turned around and wrote like 5 different badass women and a meaningful lesbian love story. I don’t say this lightly but king shit

[softavasilva]

dani and jamie + the domestic sapphic dream

[the-ghost-of-mona-lisa]

drink tea you’ve never tried, reread your favorite book, get up to watch the sunrise, write a letter, listen to the birds, knit a bad sweater, bake an ugly cake, sing at the top of your lungs, jump crazily to some music. feel, really feel life without any restrictions, no matter the size. 

[psycho-wonderland]

BE NOSY & INAPPROPRIATE

[yourwickedgrace-deactivated2019]

1. Last kiss

2. Last phone call

3. Last text message

4. Last song you listened to

5. Last time you cried

HAVE YOU EVER:

6. Dated someone twice

7. Been cheated on

8. Self harmed

9. Lost someone special

10. Been depressed

11. Been drunk and threw up

THIS YEAR HAVE YOU:

12. had sex

13. How many people have you had sex with this year?

15. Made a new friend

17. Laughed until you cried

18. Met someone who changed you

19. Found out who your true friends were

20. Found out someone was talking about you

21. What did you do for your last Birthday

22. What time did you wake up today

23. Name something you CANNOT wait for

24. Last time you saw your all of your siblings at the same time

25. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life

26. What are you listening to right now

27. When is the last time you had sex?

28. Who’s getting on your nerves right now

29. Most visited webpage

30. Favorite colour

31. Nicknames

32. Relationship Status

33. Zodiac sign

34. Male or female

35. Primary school

36. Secondary School

37. High school/college

38. Eye color

39. Height

40. Do you have a crush on someone

41. What do you like about yourself

42. Piercings

43. Tattoos

44. Righty or lefty

FIRSTS:

45. First piercing

46. First best friend

47. First hookup

48. First Bestfriend

RIGHT NOW:

49. Eating

50. Drinking

51. I’m about to

52. Listening to

53. Waiting for

YOUR FUTURE:

54. Want kids?

55. Get married?

56. Career

WHICH IS BETTER:

57. Lips or eyes

58. Hugs or kisses

59. Shorter or taller

60. Older or Younger

61. Romantic or spontaneous

62. Nice stomach or nice arms

63. Sensitive or loud

64. Hook-up or relationship

HAVE YOU EVER:

65. Kissed a stranger

66. Drank hard liquor

67. Lost glasses/contacts

68. Had sex

69. Broken someone’s heart

70. Been arrested

71. Turned someone down

72. Cried when someone died

73. Fallen for a friend

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:

74. Yourself

75. Miracles

76. Love at first sight

77. Heaven

78. Santa Clause

79. Kiss on the first date

80. Angels

81. How would you label yourself?

82. Someone You Pray Everyday For

83. Did you sing today

84. Who From All Your Ex’s have You Cared The Most About

85. If you could go back in time, how far would you go?

86. Out Of Everything In The World What Do You Wish For

87. Are you afraid of falling in love?

88. Do you like the way you look?

Actually ask me something. Anon or not.

[cheruib]

oh haven’t you heard???? things will get better and you will be okay

[tillduskturnsintodawn]

Happy Bi Visibility Day everyone 💗💜💙

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💗💜💙 

[cwote]

Remind Yourself;

People leave

Life goes on

It is what it is

Everything is temporary

Don’t over think, and;

Let it go