thesadoldlife

[sadpoemsbycat]

Gotta love me trying to fight the urge to kms and then my parents having to have sex right next to my room. If that's not a sign idk what is

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I'm actually the main character in my life because I have nobody to be the side character too. Thats the plus of having nobody.

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I'm bi? But I might be gay? But also maybe im straight?I might be asexual? But like I'm a horny f*ck, but sex is gross. Why do I feel like I have to have a label

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My hair is my mood ring, if its a different color I am not ok and please send help

[sadpoemsbycat]

When you take your dog with you for drives so you won't drive off a clift

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Me wanting to become a psychologist but I can't figure out my own mental health

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When you didn't think you'd live to be 20 so you have no idea what to do with your life

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Its new years and I'm here thinking on ways to die

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When you cut to deep and need stitches but can't get them because your parents would find out... so relatable

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How do I open up to people? I want to tell people how I feel. How I want to die. How there is no reason for me to live and nobody would even care. My parents don't even love me. I tell them I love them, they say thanks. My friends don't try to contact me, I am always the one to reach out to them and make sure they are okay. My work doesn't care, I'm just another number on the list. So why would I even tell them? They wouldn't care anyways

[sadpoemsbycat]

Why does my mom love my friends more then me?

She always says I love you, and I'm here for you to my friends but I NEVER once heard her say it to me.

All I want for once is someone to love me and be here for me

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Its not that I want to die, but that sure does sound better than being the side character, the last resort, the one nobody wants

[sadpoemsbycat]

Told a guy I was gay, and he still had the audacity to ask if I was dtf🙄 like dude, I dont like dick, especially not your 2 inch dick.

[sadpoemsbycat]

I am barely alive.

My heart is pumping, blood is flowing.

But I am stuck. It is dark, it is lonely

And there is only one way out,

But I am too scared to die...

[sadpoemsbycat]

Why is it that my only friend doesn't listen to me. Like I just told her about how I was feeling and she messaged back "lol mood"

[lance-alt]

maybe pasty knew what was up

[sadpoemsbycat]

"To die would be an awfully big adventure"

"Never grow up"

These are the two quotes I live by. Hopefully soon I will go on a big adventure...