I dont know what to put here now

Honestly, this blog was supposed to be just poetry, but I got distracted. There's poetry here, but there is also cute animal stuff, things I find funny, and random shit too. But hey I hope ya like it :)

[safetyblankey]

What if this feeling never goes away. What if this is just how I feel forever.

[safetyblankey]

After 3 months, 3 weeks, and 2 days, I am officially out of remission and back into a flare up.

And I don't know how to tell anyone. So Im telling tumblr. No one I know irl follows me here anyways.

I am feeling very broken. I was going to go to the beach today, but now I dont see why I should. Id have to take a million precautions so I dont get sicker.

I can tell this is gonna send me into a depression and I don't want it to. But I just dont see the point of anything. I didn't get to get my Friday the 13th tattoo. I didnt get my new peircing.

There was so much more I wanted to do.

[animalrates]

In case you needed something to make your day better. Watch all these doggos getting stuck in snow. 15/10 for all puppers and doggos

[humanityinahandbag]

THEY LOOK LIKE STUPID CLUMSY LAND DOLPHINS.

[anxietyproblem]

Art by  @iguanamouth

This blog is Dedicated to anyone suffering from Anxiety! Please Follow Us if You Can Relate: ANXIETYPROBLEMS

[jnxi-reeeee-deactivated20180515]

i went to this guys house this weekend and slept on his couch n woke up to this cat standing on my tummy and i said “aww i didnt know you had a cat” and he said “yeah her names bev” then he paused and said “short for beverage”

[ace-and-aro-support-group]

THIS IS ADORABLE THANK YOU FOR YOUR SUBMISSION 💚💜

[cloudsongs]

[anxietyproblem]

What's the weirdest thing you've done as a result of social anxiety?

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[girlslovegore]

When I was in 4th grade, I accidentally called my teacher grandma, and I just booked it out of the classroom-

[idkwhatimdoingbutimgonnacontinue]

One time when I was sick (I mean 3rd day of having a fever sick, half out of it sick), I paced for 2 to 3 hours before locking myself in our bathroom and forcing myself to call into work. I then proceeded to text a coworker even though I was not sure that their number was a cell phone or not (i still am not sure O.o).

[runawayflyaway]

To this day, I still sprint when crossing the road because I am so paranoid that I am annoying the drivers if I walk because I might be to slow.

[tryin-2-start]

When i was younger (probably 2nd grade) so one told me I pee weird. I just can’t use a bathroom with other people now. I’ll hold it for an entire day before using a public bathroom.

[fallenangel-13]

I was at the mall one time and I’m always nervous about seeing someone I know from high school or something and I went into a store and I was looking around and I suddenly heard a voice I thought I recognized and when i realized it was a guy I used to have a crush on I panicked and ran out of there as fast as I could. He was my crush like 10 years ago.

[safetyblankey]

When I first started at my job, I got a really bad case of the stomach flue, but I didn't want to inconvenience my new co workers, or be seen as the weak one out. As I was ringing up a customer, I kneeled down to throw up, and then popped up to finish the transaction. My shift lead saw it all, and asked me why I hadn't said anything. And when I told her the reason, she sent me home.

[safetyblankey]

Thoughts

I have these thoughts I wanna write down

But they're always the same thoughts

And they circle there, and they circle there

And I want to write them down so badly but half the time I do, I think "WHY bother?"

Because it's the same shit I have been writing about for 2 years

LUPUS

I get so tired of hearing people ask about it

OR reminding me that Selena Gomez has it

Because she's the ONLY one represented in media with it, because APPARENTLY I have to be pretty to matter

Or Heart Disease

"Youre too young to have that"

YEAH BETTER TELL THAT TO MY LEAKY VALVE

TELL MY HEART IT'S TOO YOUNG TO WANNA BREAK ON ME

Oh the irony of it all make me want to croak right here

Hey maybe I should just write about Allen

Because nobody is tired of hearing about that one ah?

ALLEN

The MAN who promised MY MOM and I happily ever after ONLY TO REVOKE HIS PROMISE AFTER APPENDACITUS TOOK HIM

The same thing that almost took me, only 5 years later

And you know I am just so SICK of being so DAMN SICK

BUT NOBODY CARES

Because I'm not the sick that matters

WHEN YOU'RE TIRED OF LIVING, AFTER FIGHTING TO LIVE FOR SO LONG you get really disappointed in yourself

Because FIGHTING was NEVER easy and if you were gonna give up now, then you might as well have given up back then

But you can't say that

Because then they might worry

I have these thoughts I wanna write down

But they are always the same.

[serotnin]

me after being diagnosed w sleepy bitch disease

[1-800kanye]

u know whats wild. everyone on here like 20 and when i first joined everyone was like 14 15. u ask anybody n they been here for years. nobody new on here. staff locked the doors n were all Stuck Inside

[safetyblankey]

We grew up together <3

[cutepetclub]

From @veggiedayz: “Blackberry has a song he wants to sing for you.” #cutepetclub [source: http://ift.tt/28SdMmN ]

[slightly-oblivvyous]

Kitten: *small mew* Cameraperson: *soft “ohhh”* Kitten: *BIG LONG MEOW* Cameraperson: *soft laughter* “What was that?” Kitten: *tiny mew*

[haintxblue]

the caption did not prepare me

[followthebluebell]

the highest ratio of meow to cat that i’ve ever encountered

[catsofinstagram]

[ya-wn]

please for the love of god turn ur sound on

[intothecostumeroom]

If you need Plan B, here’s a printable $10 off coupon. 

[thephotogfeminist-deactivated20]

It doesn’t expire either! It’s a continual offer

[oxytocindolorosa]

Always reblog the plan-b coupon. If you don’t want a baby, stop it before it happens.

[paleaged]

me: logs into gmail from a different computer

my phone, having a nervous breakdown: if you don’t confirm your identity in the next ten seconds i’m gonna shoot your whole family and then myself

[bublog]

Today I gave BUB a bath and she returned the favor.

[renewinglaurenjane]

Do me a favor okay? Stop trying to go back to who you were before. Before you were raped, before you got sick before an eating disorder took over your life. stop trying to be who you were five, ten, twenty years ago. Before the mental illness took over, before he died, back before your parents split or you lost your best friend.

You are NOT the same person as before. You never will be again. Give up the idolization of “before” and be who you are now. Be the you AFTER.

[evil-bisexual]

Thank you

[therisingofdawn-deactivated2016]

no post on tumblr has ever hit me more than this whoa

[hellalowselfesteem]

FUCKING YES