happiness isnt in the having, its in just Vibing

niko/neon, 20s, wasian, they/them, dyke. blog where i do what i want. fka theythemclaire and technic-angel. if i know u and i didn’t explicitly tell u my tumblr url for u to follow then pls leave or just pretend u never saw anything. header image is outdated im now many yrs sober from both alcohol and bangs

[saintcheryl]

dr. jacob glaser fancam

[noxexistant]

driver who can and will do the most petrifying, death-defying stunts and manoeuvres in a car and feel nothing but exhilaration at most, but when he’s on the back of luke’s motorcycle — even when they’re just coasting down a straight road — he feels the absolute fear of god. he needs four wheels on the ground, thank you very much, needs some sense of stability and not the helpless leaning and cloying pull of the air around him. needs a seat behind him and metal around him.

luke finds it hilarious. finds it a little too endearing. he speeds up and takes a turn a little too sharp just to feel the way driver’s clinging hold on him tightens, hands fisting into luke’s shirt, face burying against the muscle of his back, a silent plea. driver will never ask to stop. but he’ll be breathless and a little shaky when they get where they’re going, stumbling when he climbs off the bike, and when luke catches him driver’ll lean into him all too eagerly. and, well, luke can’t feel bad then.

[doctor--reid]

what am i doing

[righthandarm-man]

can you remember the name of every person you’ve kissed?

yes, I remember all their names

I could name most of them but there are few I can’t remember

if you put all of them in a room I could put a name to at least half the faces

i’m not confident I could name a quarter of them, let alone half

I can’t remember more than one or two names

I’ve never kissed a soul and want to see the results

Remaining time: 2 days 23 hours

[segamascott]

[notahorseindisguise]

hmmmmm.... this shitpost from a user i dont know seems like a warm, safe place to lay an overshare egg 🥚

[waofghoadegf]

smokin that shit that made ted talk

[pppuri]

Basement Land

[beybuniki]

dean was so fond of steve

[beybuniki]

a gift shop cowboy hat from dodge city kansas can be so romantic

[taraxippos]

I think this is the single funniest artfight rule. Like....I guess?

[taraxippos]

[taraxippos]

WHO DID THIS

[taraxippos]

Rockwith Aleaf

[saintcheryl]

all the past times i’ve done actor bingo it’s like. oh okay yeah all these characters are the same guy. but this time? this time it’s So Many Different Guys. it turns out that sometimes super famous actors are super famous because they are very good at their job.

[itswibb]

Ok I made a bunch of them

Our original funky guy is here as well but he’s still in space

[itswibb]

The rest of them >:)

The more recent funky guys are here :D

I think it’s almost all the Ryan movies or at least the one he’s plays sometime of major roll in

[urie]

stop calling it a girl dinner and call it by its formal name: Fend For Yourself dinner in an ingredients household

[queer-reader-07]

[turing-tested]

Sorry am on lsd. Shouldn't have told you 2 eat a sandwich. That is your decision not mine. Sorry

this ask is so awesome. my favorite part is I can't find the other ask they're apologizing for.

[saintcheryl]

hi idk if you ever take fic prompts. but. I read adrenaline tang and it was so fucking hot. anyway if it inspires you...luke/driver road head

ok this got a lil longer than i intended so i put it on ao3. here u go

also thank u <333

[traumatised-mum]

you ever just sit and realise u can’t remember 80% of your childhood? like … what happened? who am i ..?

[anisetheapothecary]

Many people in the comments are saying “trauma”, but this is actually a very normal occurrence. It’s called Childhood Amnesia, and it’s a process which, as the brain reorganizes itself for cognitive thought that is developed in late childhood, it changes the Accessibility of those memories during recall. Many childhood memories are available to the person, but they will not be remembered during regular recall activity, you have to “trick” your brain into remembering with different tactics.

This is because there are two parts to memories - their encoding and their recall. The encoding determines their availability, their recall determines their accessibility. The reason why trauma memory and childhood amnesia are different is in this distinction. Trauma memory is often encoded differently, bypassing to the limbic system where it is stored as intrinsic memory. It can’t be recalled because it was never encoded. Childhood amnesia, however, seems to indicate that the memories are encoded, but we lose access to them as we age. This is most likely due to the development of brain structures that fundamentally change our encoding and recall of memory as we get older.

This is an important distinction, because trauma memory is “stored in the body”, i.e. you get triggers that send your body into a cascade of uncontrollable feelings, sensations and reactions. Whereas childhood memories won’t generally do that, they are just recalled at odd times with odd associations.

[malcolmcooks]

reblogging this because I’ve legit seen people freaking out when they realised they can’t remember some of their childhood, thinking they might have some repressed trauma.