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he wasn't even looking at me and he found me
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Janaina Medeiros
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Claire Keane
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cherry valley forever
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dirt enthusiast
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playing portia's route after the main 3 feels like you're rewatching everything you've already played, just from a different angle (and they don't bother explaining stuff bc you already know it all) and it's sorta strange. tho it's alright cuz portia is a cutie and so is pepi lol 🤍
happy pride to the gay people in my computer <3
the real fantasy of the arcana game is never having to worry about paying for shit. someone's either got counterfeit pirate money, a nebulously valuable item or service to trade, or the Countess likes y'all enough she just covers all your bills for life
love him ^-^
blyatiful indeed
My roots are like an instinct
Hes so beautiful
I love that something I made while sleep deprived and manic is so well loved
I love him so much........
My roots are like an instinct
Hes so beautiful
I love that something I made while sleep deprived and manic is so well loved
My roots are like an instinct
Hes so beautiful
I love that something I made while sleep deprived and manic is so well loved
Who is Julian?
The fact that the OG team never elaborated on how Asra, Julian and Nadia would all spend time together both with and without Lucio before the main storyline is something I might die sad about tbh
replaying Julian's route while going through a depressive episode hits differently. Of course he overthinks a lot and catastrophizes, when he was just a child out of nowhere he lost everything but his sister on a shipwreck. Of course he's always anxious, he feels like horrible things out of his control may happen to his loved ones. Of course he's self destructive, he thinks that when he can't prevent bad things happening to his loved ones, it's because he isn't enough, he is incompetent and it's all his fault. Of course he feels so guilty all the time, because the alternative means embracing that there are horrible, terrible things he can't do anything about, because they are outside his control. And he's grasping at what he can control, to feel safe again. He's never felt safe since his world turned upside down, it seems. And of course he is dramatic, if he can't turn it into a dramatic story, then it stops being a spectacle (and an act has a script, doesn't it? It's predictable, it feels safe) and starts being a string of events he can't make the sense out of it happening to him. His suffering has a meaning, doesn't it? It has to. Otherwise he can't comprehend it, and Julian spirals into anxious territory over what he can't comprehend. Of course. Of course the guilt eats us alive when we are convinced it's our responsibility to improve our lives but we can't do everything on our own anymore. Of course. Of course it didn't occur to him asking for help. He feels ashamed when it feels like life is telling him he isn't enough. It's what hurts the most. That he isn't enough and that he can't do anything about it. Reaching for help sometimes felt like face slamming into this wall of shame. The idea "I should at least be able to do this much before complaining". Then never giving ourselves grace to say, "ok, I'm being too hard on myself, I don't need to impose all these trials on myself before I trust I won't disappoint my loved one". Until we are both run ragged by our inner critic and a loved one comes along, stares at us and is like "why did you do this to yourself?" And we feel. So silly. Yeah
he's so relatable especially when you're in depressive episode
my headspace rn
I STARTED PLAYING PATHOLOGIC RECENTLY AND I REMEMBER THIS ART. THIS IS GENIUS I LOVE THEM BOTH. DANIIL AND JULIAN CROSSOVER FOREVER
doodle dump! (11/6/26)
ive had a cold and today i was able to push through some of my aches and pains to be able to draw which was great!
of course its a bunch of arcana lol.
that first piece is me warming up by drawing my apprentice Red! i have been hella rusty with my style so ive had to take time to warm up a lot more. i will say my warm up drawing style is pretty cute when i simplify it just a wee bit more hehe.
that third piece is one of my favorite scenes of muriel, his personality really shines through in it. im nearing the end of my upright route for him and wow there is a lot of strong writing, ive had a lot of gripes with the writing for earlier characters so its really nice to see that improvement in later routes.
i am tempted to play through julians upright route again just for a refresher, i was so excited playing through it the first time i dont remember some scenes lol. i remember the one later on in the (as i like to call it) dream boat, but the other scenes are kinda a blur to me. even if its me speed running it i still want to do it at some point.
hshshajajshshsh. hshshhshshsjskaka. they are so beautiful
"what if they fucked" WRONG. what if they ruined each other's lives irreparably. what if there was nothing left but a smoldering heap. what if everything that brought them together twisted and corroded and ripped them apart. and then they fucked.
His ass was NOT listening
Based on a real life interaction
i cannot keep saying this, astarion needs to be taken away from the arcana voice headcanon makers. i've seen them use his voice for both lucio and—very oddly—julian?... they both can't possibly be astarion!!! that voice does not fit either of them, least of all julian???? i'm honestly baffled that anyone imagines that man to have a fucking british accent in general but that's a different conversation. astarion's voice and cadence are so specific that they fit only him, really. be more creative, this happens in almost every voice hc video i see these days. you're going to the gulag
louder. the same to Victor from arcane
I think this is the first and last time I'll paint that dress; it has too many details 🫠
anyways I FINALLY FINISHED IT! I think it's my favorite by far
Lucio is next👁️👁️
"new" hyperfixation just dropped
i recommend clicking on the photos and looking at them like that, its better quality.
most of this was me trying to figure out julians face... while also playing through the route... i reaaaally like the devil arcana's design soooo much omg.
what is up with me and drawing the red haired guy as a lobster??
if i didn't draw my faves from both my strongest hyper fixations... who would i be? (i am totally gonna draw them kissing, be on the look out for that!)
i am still designing my apprentice, i want them to be kinda perfect before i even try drawing them with any of the mc's.
