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19y/o just looking to talk about nothing

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4/23/26

errr still getting used to the whole writing something everyday. I also forgot to weigh myself this morning so im not sure how much i weigh although last night i was at 68kgs (fml) but i went on a little bike ride/ picnic with my grandma and i had a turkey sandwich that she made for me with some chips but that's my omad for today. In total i biked 1 mile but i burned 500c so im feeling good about that. i still have work in like an hour and im working the closing shift so i do a lot of moving from that. Overall today has already been an amazing day and im really happy! im trying to get better at staying active on days that i don't work and getting myself motivated. I also struggle with making the most out of my day but today was a good start. im going to play some stardew and then get ready for work!!

[samscript]

tmrw for my daily entry im going to include more of my weight stats just to keep a daily log of it!!!

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4/15/26

today i just had to work at one of my jobs, although it's technically my last official day. i told my managers that if they ever needed me they could call me but for the most part, i dont want to be on the schedule and i'll be prioritizing my new job over them. anyways when i got done i went grocery shopping and picked up some random foods. Im most excited about trying this new kind of wrap that i want to make but for the most part i want to stop my b!nging. I had been b!nge free for a few good months but this weekend the munchies got me in a chokehold and i just started to eat everything i could get my hands on. im actually currently trying to train myself to smoke without indulging, since i like to smoke to destress after work. HOWEVER, if i keep letting the munchies get the best of me im going to blow up like a balloon and gain back all the weight. I got some mango that i'm really excited about too since it's my favorite fruit! im also really trying to focus on my water intake because i have a long hike scheduled tomorrow with my boyfriend that i want to make sure im really hydrated for. if anyone has any tips for preparing for a hike lmk!! besides that im just going to probably take a nap while i wait for my boyfriend to get here and then hangout with him for a bit before going to sleep! im glad the weather is getting so nice out too but im so bloated rn the thought of going for a walk makes me feel sick.

that's it for today - ss

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Career Yap

okay hiiii, i forgot that im not just here to repost, i can also talk about whatever I want!!

Today I finished up my last day at my old job and I am super happy that i'm done with that place. i love my managers and coworkers, i just wasn't passionate about it anymore and as a 19yo who isnt going to college, it's important to me that im working somewhere that fulfills me. basically i was a hairdresser but i fell out of love with it and it's really hard to do hair when it literally makes you so anxious you can't sleep at night. i decided to quit doing hair in november and it was the hardest thing to ever confront about my life because i spent 4 years in cosmetology school ( i did it through my hs ) just to end up not pursuing it. If you had asked me what i wanted to do for the rest of my life i would have said hair. then once i actually started doing it i realized that it would never make me truly happy and that it was far too stressful. my managers didnt understand it at first because they knew that i was really good at doing hair and the fact that i wanted to quit was really confusing to them. once i explained my anxiety surrounding it all they were able to relate and they understood. i started to explore other career paths that I could do that still involved my cosmetology license and so i thought that maybe the path for me was becoming an esthetician. I looked into it and got a job working front desk at a spa where they did that kind of stuff. I'm still working there and i love it so far. even though i havent explored the esthetician part of it all, working in the front is actually really fun and it comes very easy to me. Part of it is also working sales which i never thought i would be good at but i ended up being one of the best salespeople they've hired in a long time, even telling me that one day i could be a manager upfront. it felt good to be recongnized and do something that not only makes me happy, but that i'm also good at.

Anyways TL;DR, today was my last day at a hairsalon so now i can focus on my work as a receptionist at a spa!

[katieron]

[pinkbabyface]

[samscript]

i smell it when I'm putting it on but five minutes later i can't smell it anymore. I also try to switch up my scents to make sure my nose doesn't get used to it but i wish i could smell it all dayyy

[quietgirls-havefun]

Can’t wait to reach my goal w and reward myself with a belly button piercing

[samscript]

ugh the bellybutton piercing is a wl reward im looking forward too so muchhh, i gotta lock in

[bmaa1201]

Feel fatter and fatter everyday no matter how little I eat 💀

[jenxd2]

My whole childhood was little me fantasising about cutting the fat off my body with a knife.

[samscript]

ohhhh okmay so i've never had an original thought. cooool cool cool cool

[worstangelalive]

[vexheart]

[totalstupidityaddict]

worst part of depression is when it comes back because like. you'll be good for a couple months and then the episode slides back into place and with a passing glance at the bathroom mirror you can see how the light has left your eyes again

[samscript]

i hate this feeling so much, it's just like waiting out a storm. like one day i could literally be walking on sunshine, then the next i feel like a zombie who literally is just existing but not living. just numb. i hate it sm

[porceiaincat]

“why don’t you reach out more often?”

[samscript]

I'd rather help people than ask people to help me

[camiwantstobeaprincess]

I need to educate my mind again to hate food.

[samscript]

HOW TO OVERCOME PLATEAU????

I lost over 2olbs in february, however ever since then I haven't lost a single thing. I maintained all of march + april and idk what to do anymore! I try to go to the gym 3 times a week, I eat under 1000c4Is a day (AND I COUNT EVERYTHING) i just dont understand how to get the ball rolling again? I've done many "maintenance" or "metab" days too and nothing works. Do I try a fast? Help!!!!!!

[oyalivvs]

[samscript]

i need recipes for wl so bad. i've been working so much recently i haven't have time to cook but if you guys have any quick recipes i can either mealprep or whip up quickly pls pls plssss tell me !