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KO-FI Limited Art
"My heart's okay." | Paul Strickland
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TK STRAND and NANCY GILLIAN in 911 Lone Star
911: Lone Star | Paul Strickland in 5.04
TOMMY VEGA — CAPTAIN FABULOUS
Words from On Earth We’re Briefly Gorgeous by Ocean Vuong
Heeeere’s Daniel!
My favorite archeologist. ❤️❤️ I think he came out ok. But man, why you gotta wear plaid (or whatever pattern that is), Daniel? That isn’t easy to illustrate!
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Part 1 in this series: Sam
Other Daniel art —> Daniel 1 | Daniel 2 | Daniel 3
Portrait of Sam.
Part of a series I’m working on. I’m really excited about these, I’m having a lot of fun doing them. Then I wanna do action shots. They’re very relaxing to draw. Hope you enjoy. 🙂
Part 2: Daniel
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Kicking things off with a little scene from 4x18 that I've had saved in my drafts for months, in the spirit of some of us rewatching the season 4 finale on Monday :)
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“Don’t,” he mutters harshly, the second he sees movement out of the corner of his eye.
“Carlos,” TK practically whimpers.
Carlos looks at him. Tk’s eyes are bright and sparkling with tears. He presses his lips together and squeezes his eyes shut, dropping his chin as tears drip down off his own face and fall to the floor.
TK whispers, “Baby.”
Carlos shakes his head. TK’s been calling him that for so long. Carlos has loved it every time and strived to be worthy of it, and right now it’s like nails on a chalkboard. He'll never hear Carlitos or mijo in his father's deep timbre again.
Suddenly TK is in front of him, hands touching his biceps and then arms being tossed around his neck, pulling him into a hug. The dam completely shatters; Carlos’s shoulders shake as his body is wracked with violet sobs. He grasps helplessly at the back of TK’s shirt, clutching him, keeping TK close because without him to lean on Carlos thinks he would be in a heap on the concrete floor along with his tears.
“I know,” TK murmurs, stroking his hair, his cheek, the back of his neck.
“I don’t know what to do,” Carlos forces out as another flood of tears soaks TK’s shirt.
“Nothing. You don’t need to do anything, baby, you just …” TK cups his cheek, gently nudges Carlos’s head up so their blurry eyes can meet.
TK’s are red rimmed and his cheeks are blotchy, and Carlos is sure his own face is covered in mucus and wetness and shame. He aches down to the marrow of his bones with the fact that he can’t ever remember his father being sweet and silly with him. Carlos would give everything – every penny in his bank account, anything else the universe wanted to steal from him – to replace his memories of years of quiet disapproval and unspoken disappointment with the version of his father who spoke in a terrible Australian accent to make Carlos laugh. He wants to buy a fireproof safe to keep that VHS tape in so that he can watch it every day for the rest of his life, and he wants to drop it onto the sidewalk outside and smash it to bits with a hammer so he never has to watch it again.
He wonders when it stopped, when Gabriel turned stoic and serious and withholding. He wonders if it was all in his head, if he can’t even trust his own memories because they’ve been warped and twisted by too many years of his own insecurity – everyone is so insistent that his father loved him, so maybe Carlos is the problem, if he can’t seem to remember a time when that felt true. Maybe he wasted the only years he’d ever get on pride and stubborn arrogance, and now his papá is gone.
“Do you remember the night my mom died?” TK asks.
Carlos nods miserably. Neither of them will be at their wedding. The thought scrapes away at his insides.
“We sat right there, right on that couch, and you held me while I sobbed. That’s what we should do.”
“It won’t make anything better.”
“No. It won’t.” TK kisses the damp side of his face. “But neither will anything else, right now. So just let me be with you while it sucks. We’re soulmates, remember?”
The word unzips Carlos even further and he feels his face crumpling, tipping forward so his forehead bumps painfully into his fiancés.
“Say it,” TK urges gently.
“You’re my soulmate,” Carlos repeats, the words feeling monotonous and not tasting as sweet as they should.
“You’re the love of my life. I’m so heartbroken that you’re hurting this much. I can’t take it away but I can hold you. Please let me.”
↳ requested by anon
911 Lone Star my beloved
"My heart's okay." | Paul Strickland
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“We hope this email finds you well” babe, the only emails I hope find me well are the ones from Archive of Our Own
Prompt Fill for @911actions of TK being given a fluffy lizard plushie that Carlos won him at the arcade. I've actually wanted to send in such a similar prompt so being assigned this was so much fun.
couldn't stop thinking about tk and the giant lizard plushie carlos won him (directly inspired by this art and a conversation in the tarlos haven server) 🦎🦎🦎
911: Lone Star | TK & Marjan ↳ for @lemonlyman-dotcom
"My heart's okay." | Paul Strickland
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