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[kuronekoartsblog]

Had this idea a month ago, it was supposed to be fully animated at some point but… 😬 didn’t work out lol

Had to pull out after effects for this one pls appreciate my death wish

[sarahisartist]

Jason: I tell you alfred that neighbourgs kids is weird, he is always staring at us

Alfred: dont worry lad he seems tobe a rather normal kid, until now he does not have precedents of doing something too weird.

Aka: stalker coconut head tim drake and jason having a strong intuition

[sarahisartist]

I felt a quite weird, maybe new feeling today?

I was reading a fic, and it was like the words that I read didn't quite reach my mind. Like I could read them, but not understand them. I knew the meaning, but for some reason, it didn't reach my brain.

Even right now as I'm writing, it’s weird. I’m not sure how to describe it—the words just reach my mind and I write them, but I don't really think them. If I try to concentrate too much on them, I can't... I'm not sure. They just escape my thoughts, like losing the thread of an idea.

My mind was this weird, fuzzy state, so I decided to go shower. Right before getting in, there were just no thoughts in my mind. Right now, it feels like there are no words, like the ideas and even the inner voice that usually narrates what I read and write was just shut off for some unknown reason.

I turned on the hot shower—usually it gets too hot and generates a lot of steam because of the temperature difference—and when I looked up, everything was foggy. It felt just right, like my view and my mind were in the exact same sync. Really a weird feeling.

Then I got under the hot shower and, oh my gosh, that feeling was just right, too. It felt warm, not hot—just perfect. I felt a shiver running down my spine. Under the shower, my mind started to have these same thoughts that I'm writing over here, but at the same time, they just disappeared. There were no thoughts, just nothing, just the running water.

Even writing this, I don't really have thoughts. It’s like the words aren't reaching the places they should. It feels similar to being drugged up or maybe drunk, but I've never been drugged up (well, just once with weed, but it didn't have any effect on me, so I think I feel more "drugged" right now than then?). It's distinct from being drunk, because when I'm drunk I feel funny, bubbly, charismatic, and full of energy. None of that is happening.

Just to clarify: I didn't drink or eat anything weird today—just mate. But I do have inattentive ADHD, and I'm unmedicated. I’ve heard that drinks like mate or coffee can sometimes have an effect similar to medication, but I'm not quite sure if that's what's going on.

Everything is in silence. If I'm not writing, there is not an active thought in my mind. It's just weird, staring at my keyboard right now. (Maybe TMI, but the fics I was reading all had Dom/Sub themes. I don't know if that's important knowledge, but it might be relevant?)

I'm not even reading what I'm writing, just looking at my hands while typing. I don't know how this entire rant is in English when my first language isn't even English, but I feel like I couldn't even try to start wording this in Spanish. Just staring at my keyboard while writing, almost out of my body.

[sarahisartist]

So I recently read a post saying that is dumb tot hink Super heros are modern Myths, so I dont really have a strong opinion about it, I just think that for something to be a Myth or legend should be believed as a something that is "real or true" for a big poblation, thats why all the gods technically fall under the Myth, Mythical category

but things as urban legends does too, for example Hanakos-san or the silbon, a lot of people fear them, and even if they are not sure if they exist or not they respect them.... I think a modern Myth would be Santa Claus, is based in a real Person AND a lot of people believe in it (most of them child, but still falls under the category)

but that ledt me wondering, aliens are technically mithology?, demons, angels, werewolf, vampires, fareies, and even ghosts are under the mithologies spectrum...

so why not include aliens? but I would think that aliens and ghost be the msot possible and real over those, as there a re a lot of persons claiming they can see ghosts, and even if there is not tangible evidence of alien existence it would be kind of egocentric to assume we are the only live on all the universe, but that makes you think should they be cataloged as a myth when they feel so close to be real? (some would argue that angels and demons shouldnt be cataloged as myths if I think aliens shouldnt either) and is true, a lot of people belive in theri existence thats why there are religions, so the answer should be yes aliens are myths until proven to be physical and real (find one)

would they be modern myths thougth?

[lutjansnap]

From beep beep!! by CreamofTomatoSoup, really fun Timbern fic

https://archiveofourown.org/works/48895264?view_adult=true#main

[plagueislost]

happy 5th timberversary!!! in honor of it, a collab with my wonderful friend and fellow timbern artist @akaanmo :)

[akaanmo]

collaborated with the super awesome @plagueislost for the 5th timberversary!! it was super fun to color your inking! thank you!!!!

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[snailkites]

Crested Caracara being allopreened by two Black Vultures! This is such an interesting behavior and one that's typically one-way (preening by vultures to caracara). Here you can see the caracara either attempting to reciprocate but getting rebuffed by both vultures, or telling them to stop for now.

[Video source]

[swonkohwenoeht]

@sarahisartist

[sarahisartist]

It looks like a grumpy dog being acicalated by two loving cats

it looks like: please I love you guys but stop it!!

[avpdvoidspace]

Having a traumatic childhood means you cannot talk even objectively about your basic foundational experiences without it being "venting", even if you're not actually venting. You just straight up have a huge chunk of your life you can't talk about, full stop, without it being trauma dumping.

And it not being socially acceptable to talk about your own childhood is super alienating. Sometimes people want to know why, and any answer you can give them is going to be off putting.

It's to the point I get irritated when something I said is framed as venting when I'm literally just talking about my life experiences, doing my best to keep emotion out of it.

[savouryduck]

when I was in high school, I overheard two older students talking about a friend of theirs.

One of them said something like, "it doesn't bother me that [Friend] was in residential mental health treatment, I just wish they wouldn't talk about it ALL the time".

The other replied, "Well, that was all of last year for them. So when they say 'when I was in treatment,' it's like when you say 'last year'."

I try to remember that any time someone says something that sounds Shocking to me. sometimes one person's scary special crisis is another person's last year.

[wherethewildcatsare]

If you want to be accepting of mental illness, you need to accept the fact that some people's everyday lives are going to be terrifying to you. That doesn't mean they don't get to talk about it. Stop forcing hurt, isolated people to become even MORE hurt and isolated because you can't fathom toughening up a bit.

[danitalkscomics]

The less in control of the situation Bruce is, the more he pretends to be in control for Clark.

Let it be known to all superbat shippers that "Cowl off." is a complete sentence.

[nivora128]

So uh. Somehow both Dick and Tim got the ability to recognize Jason's scent. Or sounds. Or breath. Whatever. With their eyes covered. God that sounds so weird to say out loud. But I guess that's because they're really good detectives right? Anyways I bet he smells good <3

[annabelle--cane]

I hope I'm not just a blogger to you but someone who keeps making you add new terms to your content filtering because my tastes are somewhat dire and yet whom you still refuse to unfollow

[frownyalfred]

Peak Bruce Wayne behavior is making the front page of 5-10 different tabloids the night before for something insanely graphic and/or embarrassing and then immediately having to drop into a Watchtower shift with, you guessed it, a man whose literal job revolves around being aware of the news, a man who’s half computer and therefore half internet, a man he’s known since boarding school (and who was probably there last night), a mind reader, several people with enhanced senses who can tell how hungover he is, and his friend’s wife who’s a mental healthcare provider (and is silently judging his coping mechanisms during this meeting)

[melatiaal]

Alfred Wayne the babies baby of all

[sarahisartist]

So I was thinking in an idea for a fic

more explicitly I was thinking in a particular scene

and it scalated a lot... so Now I have a one shot, but the funny part its that it started as an OC and then decided like, you know what?, this one shot would be sick as hell if OC was Hal Jordan over there!!

So now my protagonist was Hal Jordan aka Green Lantern, and Im not sure if my interpretation of him is correct because yes I did go down in a rabbit hole but still I mostly know about him because fics of JL, so...

But anyways I probably would published it today or tomorrow, I have already almost everything ready just I need to pulish some details, like tags and what the hell is going to be the name of the fic

if you are curious about the fic, the summary is:

After disappearing for several days following a catastrophic mission, Hal Jordan returns to the Watchtower insisting he's "fine." But when the mask finally cracks, the Justice League discovers that even one of its strongest heroes can be broken, and that some battles cannot be won through willpower alone.

TW: depression, Intrusive suicidal thoughts, dissociation, and self-harm ideations...

P.S: If the one-shot is liked I probably would do a longer fic with all the trama

[sarahisartist]

Hal Jordan characterization help / Fic recs wanted!

​So, I’m working on a fic and trying my best not to completely butcher Hal’s characterization.​

I tried doing proper lore research, but reading through the entire Parallax and Spectre arcs its way too much!!

I did readed emerald green #48 and also I tried looking into comic runs where Hal is explicitly depressed or acting reckless/suicidal just to see how his mind works in those states.

All of this because really I dont want to read that much issues for one one-shot fic of 4k wordcount

I even stumbled upon that John Stewart comic (Cosmic Odyssey), but John is definitely not Hal.

(By the way I found Martian manhunter being pretty cruel/mean in tge scene were he saw John about to kill himself... like I guess it worked but man you needed to be that mean?!)

​I turned to fanfiction hoping for some good character studies, but I haven't had much luck finding what I'm looking for!

​Does anyone have fic recs for:​

Depressed / grieving Hal Jordan​

Hal acting extremely reckless or having low self-preservation

​Justice League intervention or the team realizing how bad he's doing​

I really want to capture his mental state accurately without making him too OOC.

If you have any favorites or hidden gems, please send them my way or drop them in the replies! Pretty Please 🥺🙏

[sarahisartist]

I just had a funny thougth

I think spanish and english are basically the same just with differents fonts....

Just to clarify this in spanish would be written like:

"Creo que el español y el ingles son basicamente lo mismo solo que con diferentes fuentes de texto...

Solo para clarificar esto en español se escribiria como:"

Its basically almost the same structure and half of the words are the same, like really for spanish speakers it should not be that hard to learn english, and for a english speaker it may be a little bit harder but not so difficult...

"Es basicamente casi la misma estructura y la mitad de las palabras son las mismas, en serio para los hablantes del español no deberia ser tan dificil aprender ingles, y para los hablantes del Ingles podria ser un poco mas duro pero no tan dificil..."

Thats an almost literal translation word by word and it sounds pretty normal in spanish at least

[sarahisartist]

So I was thinking in an idea for a fic

more explicitly I was thinking in a particular scene

and it scalated a lot... so Now I have a one shot, but the funny part its that it started as an OC and then decided like, you know what?, this one shot would be sick as hell if OC was Hal Jordan over there!!

So now my protagonist was Hal Jordan aka Green Lantern, and Im not sure if my interpretation of him is correct because yes I did go down in a rabbit hole but still I mostly know about him because fics of JL, so...

But anyways I probably would published it today or tomorrow, I have already almost everything ready just I need to pulish some details, like tags and what the hell is going to be the name of the fic

if you are curious about the fic, the summary is:

After disappearing for several days following a catastrophic mission, Hal Jordan returns to the Watchtower insisting he's "fine." But when the mask finally cracks, the Justice League discovers that even one of its strongest heroes can be broken, and that some battles cannot be won through willpower alone.

TW: depression, Intrusive suicidal thoughts, dissociation, and self-harm ideations...

P.S: If the one-shot is liked I probably would do a longer fic with all the trama