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‘you are a pipe dream’ 19 - she / her - 🏳️‍🌈

[scarlet-slayer]

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[just-another-dream-about-yuu]

take my body and soul

[pickledfarts]

Andrew opening Neil’s granola bar

[maddielourd]

Thinking about that time in TKM when Neil punched Aaron and “Aaron took a couple of bored steps out of Neil’s reach and calmly checked the corner of his mouth with his thumb.”

Being bored is not 🚫 a normal human response to being hit. Aaron didn’t even flinch, and I think that shows how traumatized he is because of Tilda that being struck doesn’t even phase him anymore.

It also seems like he does the same trick Neil does where he looks at a person’s arms to judge the safe distance away from them, and I think it’s so sad that they both had to learn how to do that.

[dookiedoodles]

I always forget I have this acc oopsie

[peablesart]

foxes lineup

was going to do them in an order but this felt natural yk???

[psu-dreamer]

the foxes according to neil josten:

matt: big frame, spikey hair

dan: fierce, short hair

renee: eerie, short hair #2 (rainbow version)

allison: sports barbie

nicky: tan, smiley tendencies

kevin: tall, dark hair and green eyes

aaron: short, blonde

andrew: short, blonde hair and hazel eyes that shine gold in the sunlight, strong arms to hold up the world, wide shoulders, thick ass, serene stare that soothes my wrecked nerves, steady frame, bored expression that hides a million emotions, looks like aaron if aaron was beautiful and interesting

[goblinspot-shop]

Andrew in progress 🧘

[spiderneil]

During the girls’ graduation party, Dan, Renee, and Allison kiss Neil on the cheeks and forehead (with his permission), and Andrew nearly faints at the sight of Neil’s ruffled hair, goofy smile, slightly drunken state, and lipstick marks all over his face.

[prettyboyneil]

I know it’s been said but pipe dream is such a crazy thing to call someone Andrew really said you are an unobtainable fantasy that I foolishly desire and it went right over Neil’s head

[wuzeio]

i am you and you are me

[exyarchives]

the funniest possible evolution of neil’s trauma is him eventually becoming too comfortable

like this man spent his childhood memorizing exits and sleeping with shoes on and now he’s thirty and yelling “andrew where’s my charger” from another room like he’s been domesticated beyond recognition

[starchaser09]

guys he’s killing me holy fuck.

"It's a waste of time and money. They'll all lose. I've said all year I don't swing and I meant it. Kissing you doesn't make me look at any of them differently. The only one I'm interested in is you."

[dog-metaphor]

i feel so strongly about the fact that neil and andrew would never have kids or even foster them. that is just not a thing to me.

i also feel so strongly about the fact that aaron and katelyn have twin girls and neil and andrew are the twins’ fav family members, and they let the girls paint their nails and do their hair and and teach them their games and even though they’re a little unsure and mildly terrified they are still the best uncles ever.

[rafalopesart]

"Am I at ninety-four yet?" "You are at one hundred.” ― Nora Sakavic, The King's Men

[viiiiiliiiii]

when Andrew’s feeling too lazy for night practice (which is… often), he bribes Neil with the promise of spending the evening in dangerously close proximity—curled up together with some crime documentary playing in the background, long, lazy kisses, and the quiet warmth of their hands brushing over each other whenever the video gets too boring to hold their attention.

[jordiipordii]

Neil who hates his hair so Andrew makes it a point to quietly help Neil care for it ie buying good shampoo brands, helping Neil comb out the knots; running his fingers thru it at night.

Neil who hates his eyes so Andrew will drop nonchalant comments about how “they look much better than those shitty contacts you used to wear.” Andrew who knows others agree.

Neil who hates the scars on his face so Andrew will trace over them with the pads of his fingers; will allow the tip of his nose to brush over Neil’s burn scar on his way up to kiss Neil’s temple, because they both enjoy kisses on spots where feeling each other’s pulse is possible.

Neil who hates the constant reminders of his father and Andrew who remains so smitten bcs all he could ever possibly see is Neil.