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imessage ⇆ stevie

STEVIE: i mean, i thought they did but now... i'm not sure

STEVIE: i am?!?!

STEVIE: look mama! i made it :')

STEVIE: but if you watch it do let me know how it goes down bc now i'm #invested

SAMYR: much to think about..

SAMYR: you are!

SAMYR: your mama is gonna be so proud :'D

SAMYR: why don't you just watch it with me?

#ft. stevie #imessage.

samyr hated feeling like he wasn’t in control of things, especially himself. he hated experiencing emotions that were foreign to him or made him feel uncomfortable. like being nervous, embarrassed or shy. he had never been a person who embodied those three characteristics. it wasn’t until recently when he started dealing with.. boys, that he started experiencing those feelings, and he could assuredly say that he hated it. is that why people say they hate men all the time? because they made them feel this way? it was finally starting to make sense. especially when he ran into noel at some high profile party he hadn’t been planning on attending, and now wished that he had followed his first instincts of staying home. “..hey.” he nodded at him, before looking away, his hand bringing his glass of champagne up to his lips so he could down the whole flute. he’d need it, that was for sure. 𝝬 — @ofcnoel

#ofcnoel #ft. noel #interaction.#i hope this is alright!

“you know what would be good right now?” samyr asked, resting his hand on adore’s shoulder as they meandered down the sidewalk. the older musician was, of course, already high as a kite, had been for the majority of the day before he met up with adore. it wasn’t uncommon for him to be under the influence of marijuana at any given time, something that most of his friends had accepted by then. hell, it was something that most of his friends indulged in just as much as he did. “some tacos, man. you know where we can get some tacos at around here?” 𝝬 — @adorefm

#adorefm #ft. adore #interaction.#have one (1) shitty starter on the house !

imessage ⇆ jack's keeper

ALLIE: ikr :/

ALLIE: on the other hand i can eat a bunch of cheese and drink regular milk, neither of which i was having before getting pregnant

ALLIE: yeah !! its a mixed bag but OOF im excited

ALLIE: oh of course we can agree on that

SAMYR: my stomach's cramping just thinking about it

SAMYR: i'd be excited too!

SAMYR: speaking of brain cell, where is my better half?

#ft. allie #imessage.

imessage ⇆ stevie

STEVIE: wait... don't they show that in the lion king 3 or something?

STEVIE: idk pumba but timon sure as hell goes through the tunnels of his kind does he not?

SAMYR: did they?

SAMYR: gotta go watch that shit now

SAMYR: you know what.. that makes sense

SAMYR: you smart

#fdkjngfdf #it's ok i'm just glad we get a chance to interact!#ft. stevie #imessage.

@BELLEROSE: @samyrkat you asked!!

@samyrkat: @BELLEROSE i asked for a SERIOUS answer!!

#tweet tweet.

@samyrkat: @BELLEROSE are there snacks in your bed

@BELLEROSE: @samyrkat yeah. me.

@samyrkat: @BELLEROSE i just gagged a lil

#tweet tweet.

@BELLEROSE: should i lay in bed all day yes or no

@samyrkat: @BELLEROSE are there snacks in your bed

#tweet tweet.

imessage ⇆ jack's keeper

ALLIE: there's 2 of them indeed !!!

ALLIE: i mean. i could also tell u the bad sides of pregnancy, like sometimes i'll get random sharp pains on my ribs or like i can't eat hot dogs or sushi

ALLIE: yeah probably. but then again the mystery machine does have a faint but permanent smell of weed

ALLIE: oh its ok i know it wasn't a typo at all

SAMYR: no sushi? i'm sorry for your loss /:

SAMYR: touché shorty

SAMYR: i'm glad we can both agree about his lack of brain cells

#same tbh lol #ft. allie #imessage.

imessage ⇆ gus

GUS: i don't believe that!!

GUS: and it's always good to have at least one thing!!

SAMYR: what you got against lion king, bruh

SAMYR: the hyenas and scar ain’t that scary

#ft. gus #imessage.

@samyrkat: yo, somebody tell buzzfeed to invite me on there so i can read some thirst tweets abt me 💪🏽

#tweet tweet.#samyr would Love it

tainbocuailnge

bite the vampire first to establish dominance

#musings.

devinfm‌:

jack had intended for his point to be that he wouldn’t be himself if he cared about how others see him, but he couldn’t tell whether or not he had communicated it clearly enough from merely looking at samyr. jack watched his best friend inhale several long drags off of the joint, feeling torn as he didn’t want to pry, but as his concern heightened he grew more and more impatient. when samyr finally said it…jack’s mouth fell open. “oh.” he lifted a hand and scratched his head. “…well, that doesn’t change how i see you,” he offered, distractedly reaching over to take the joint. “you’re still my best friend.” jack leaned back in his chair, but after a few minutes his gaze flickered towards samyr, watching him gaze up at the night sky. “does it change how you see yourself?”

he wasn’t sure what he was expecting jack’s answer to be, but he should have known it wasn’t going to be anything negative or malicious. that just wasn’t how his best friend was. he didn’t think jack had a negative bone in his body - at least not when it came to stuff like this. accepting people, being tolerant. he didn’t know what he did to deserve to have such a great best friend, but he was grateful. “i better be,” he grumbled, but smiled slightly nonetheless, his words of reassurance doing a lot to comfort him. his smile waned slightly at his question and he sighed. “i guess.. yeah, yeah it does. i don’t want it to, but.. it’s kind of hard for it not to. if i.. if i am gay, then everything changes. everyone’s going to look at me different.. my family’s going to look at me different.”

#ft. jack #interaction.